Alifia.

"Black is not sad. Bright colors are what depressed me. They are so empty. Black is poetic. How do you imagine a poet? in bright yellow jacket? Probably not." -anonymous

[recaption]

[twinnedpeaks]

journal, august 1st

[creatingnikki]

on a night like this I would have hesitated for a minute but then called you. awake past my bed time, rainy mood, feeling unsure of my place in the world.

but it would have to be 2020 because I don't do that anymore. I'd rather cook ramen and rewatch my favourite kdrama for the 7th time than call someone who has been such a piece of shit.

the drizzle just picked up. it's raining heavily now and I am going to take that as the sky's way of telling me it respects my decision and that I should go to bed. it will sing me to sleep.

[theprocast]

Some relationships end because of sharp-edged words that stagger each of their hearts, but theirs? It was different. Theirs ended because of the ‘unsaid’.

s.a., variables (via theprocast)

[wont-time-love-us]

Modern heartbreak is “read at 9:13 p.m.” when it’s 9:40. it’s unliked photos, it’s blocking and unblocking and blocking and unblocking. modern heartbreak is sick with being watched, it’s breakups playing out on twitter feeds, it’s unfollowed unfollowed unfollowed. it’s a broken jaw, it’s screenshotted photos that shouldn’t have been saved, it’s screenshotted texts meant for one person only. it’s seeing your ex lover with their new one, watching their lives playing out like yours didn’t, it’s phones thrown into bedroom walls when their profile changes from single to in a relationship. it’s snapchat stories to make that one person jealous because it feels like without them you’re nothing, it’s that one story expiring before they see it because they don’t give a fuck about you now and you know it, it’s deleting their contact info but wanting it tattooed on the back of your hand in case you ever want to call, it’s messy it’s messy it’s messy it’s so fucking messy because everyone fucking sees it and it never goes away.

[overwhelming-infinite]

I’m easily replaceable I guess

(via overwhelming-infinite)

[stargazerinmoksha]

You can ask about my eye color and I’ll tell you how the night attempted to kiss me– it’s a kiss I’ve not forgotten

You can ask about my hair color and I’ll whisper that it used to be white but the clouds wanted it back– I guess I’m still a daydreamer I guess I still have difficulties sleeping at night without you

You can ask about my feelings for you and I won’t say a thing– no, I wouldn’t say a fucking word because I don’t need a thing not from you, not from him not from her, not from them– but I do need you to be okay

Please, for me… be okay.

[hannahmliterature]

10 Years From Now; I could be sat with someone I love, Or halfway across the world. Or drinking the best coffee of my life, The city around me unfurled. I could be taking an evening swim, Or learning a new skill. Or getting a little too merry in bars, And not worrying about the bill. I could be finding my favourite food, Or making someone’s day, Or accidentally meeting my soulmate, When our paths cross along the way. I could be gazing at the stars, Or laughing in the rain, But I hope ten years from now, There will be far more joy than pain.

‘10 Years From Now’ by Hannah M (hannahmliterature)

[hausofbhd]

[ikonis]

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[seemedright]

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[secondleadclub]

Every second lead in every high school drama: has parent issues, is super cute, helps the girl, hugs her, don’t get the girl but solves parent issues in the end

[tullipsink]

We used to be something, but now you look at me like I’m nothing while I try my best to not look at you.

A.M// because looking at you fucking hurts (via tullipsink)

[incline-deactivated20160104]

99% of you guys just sit there aimlessly reblogging

[alaskaisgxne]

Why do you like her when she causes you pain? Will you like me if i cause you pain?

[alaskaisgxne]

[horusyounggod]

Look at us now. We went from talking for hours, to barely talking at all. I would say our fault was in the stars, but you chose to be a consolation instead of a constellation. You chose to fall from grace. I would have followed you too, but I doubt the planet we adore could survive double impact.