One day the teacher came to me and hug me, I was crying after being played by other friends, or maybe so upset because they did not understand me and never tried to apologize to me. The teacher knows me, how upset and angry I am, I will never be able to get angry and confront face to face. I asked why I was so cowardly. My teacher answers that all people are born growing up to solve their problems differently, and so do you, but maybe, many people, there is the same with you, they prefer to cry rather than hit or curse them. then I asked why, mother answered "it's because they didn't really know until it happened to them, or someone never ever tried to explain how it feels towards them", and instead of thinking of replying and hurting yourself for hating someone, try to make peace with your anger, then forgive them, then bring them together you, to show a picture from your point of view, and show your sincerity and kindness to them, so that he knows, when in that position he will never be alone. I know someday maybe i will quarrel again with same person, or maybe another, because once again you are indeed different, but you are run out of faith towards yourself, after a lot of things are gone, maybe what have you did will never be enough, but at least it is more than enough for you. Then remember to forgive them one last time, then thank you, and once again say sorry, then let them be happy, because you also deserve too. Last thing you really a good human, maybe not many people sincerely said to you, or maybe changes their words because a things, you wonderful, out there must be someone who will understand you, always there for you, even when both of you in low stats. Till that day, don't afraid to give them a lot of love, sincerly, forgive them and give them another chance. Because none of us know, they probably be that person.