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[alestebee]

Intro

𓆩♡𓆪𓆩♡𓆪𓆩♡𓆪𓆩♡ ・┆✦ʚ♡ɞ✦ ┆・ ♡𓆪𓆩♡𓆪𓆩♡𓆪𓆩♡𓆪

i post a lot of ed thought. i’m not pro eds either i’m all for recovery and i’m constantly trying to to recover.

[alestebee]

my friends telling me about they’re normal nightmares and mine consist of plates of food

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i just learned that i’ve been controlling food since i was little ed for lyfe

[ignoranceplayedgod]

[alestebee]

my life goal is to look like skelita calaveras

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my mom notices my bruises on my knuckles i told her it was from picking my skin and she said no it’s not … i think she knows

[alestebee]

everybody says to recover to make your younger self proud but little me would be happy that i’m considered ‘skinny’

[alestebee]

i’m tired of purging why can’t i just be skinny and pretty

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tired of people given me un wanted advice

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i wish i was scared of normal things like heights or darkness but instead i’m scared of food and calories

[alestebee]

fat fat fat

fat fat fat

fat fat fat

is all i see in the mirror

fat fat fat

fat fat fat

fat fat fat

i just need to be skinny

[alestebee]

along side of 2014 fashion coming back i think it’s only fair to pair it with ana and mia

[alestebee]

i feel like if i die nobody would notice

they wouldn’t find my lifeless body

not right away at least

they’d notice because of the rotting smell of discomposing body

would they ever wonder why i did it?

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i cant help but think that i absolutely disgust you i feel like i need to be much smaller for you to even find me the slights bit attractive

[eosecho]

[alestebee]

purging feels so relieving and i hate it how safe it feels the comforts it brings after a long day or a meal or a full stomach i feel like everything is bad is just coming out of my body

[alestebee]

nectine in one hand and a cup of green tea in the other while watching americas next top model