Pretty Virgo, I just wanted to take a moment to say how much I really appreciated our conversation earlier. It was nice talking with you, and I’m thankful that you opened up, even if just a little. I know it might have been filtered/guarded, but I still respect and appreciate you sharing what you did.
I get why you might hesitate to be vulnerable. You've been through enough chaos and pain, and I can tell you’re fighting your own battles. It’s hard, but it’s also incredibly brave, and I respect you for it but please don’t be too hard on yourself. There’s something about you that’s so beautifully made, even if you don’t fully see it yet. I want you to know that you’re enough just as you are. If you ask me on a deeper level, I think you’re incredibly special. Your energy feels like summer-vibrant, carefree, and warm, and it’s like I never want to leave that moment. Your laugh is contagious, it makes me smile every time, and your resilience is something I deeply admire. The way you retreat to your room when there’s someone else in the house-there’s something so effortlessly cool about that too.
Honestly, I had to pause and process everything after our conversation. I’ve never felt like this before, and it’s making me realize that this isn’t something casual anymore. Not being able to see you in person, not being able to touch you or talk to you face-to-face—it’s all so new to me, and it’s making me realize that I 'might' actually be falling for you. But this time, it feels different. I’ve become more patient, more understanding than I’ve ever been, and that’s something I’m not used to feeling.
If you ask me again, yes, I do have feelings for you, but this is the first time I’m not expecting anything more. I understand now why you said, “Di ko ganahan ma wala ka.” I realize we’re both so different-you’re reserved, and I tend to seek constant affirmation (prolly not on the same wavelength yet)-but I don’t want to force anything. If I did, I fear it could push us apart, and I don’t want that. You’re important to me, more than I can express, and I don’t want to lose you.
Whatever happens between us, if one day you decide you want to stay friends and not want me to pursue you or you like someone else, I’ll be okay with that. I’ll always be grateful for getting to know you. You’ve taught me so much about patience, understanding, and what it means to truly value someone. Your existence is enough for me.
And please know that you can rely on me, always. No judgment, no pressure, just a safe space where you can be yourself cos' I genuinely care about you, and I’m here for you, no matter what.
I don’t know if you believe in fate or destiny, but honestly, I feel like there’s this red string that connects us, no matter what. I don’t know what the future holds, but I’m optimistic that maybe one day, when the universe allows it, we can rewrite our chapter together. I know I don’t stand a chance right now, but that red string-those red strings-they mean something to me. I believe in them.
PS. If I were to write a book about us? It would be called:
"Hi, it's you!
It is you…
and it will be you."
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