Truth
Long distance relationships are hard. They truly are, but sometimes you end up in a different situation. You’re worrying constantly. You lose sleep. You don’t eat as often. You’re always wondering what their doing. They don’t reply to your texts for days and while that happens you’re freaking out and losing your mind. You cry and shake with fear.
This was the situation I was in. I did everything in my power to make this situation better but nothing did. I had found out she had been lying and cheating. She would say she’s coming to see me but when it came down to it she was never there. She broke me down. She had me believe that every fight was my fault. She made me feel like I was crazy because I’d worry about her for days. She was even doing this after I had shelled out the extra money to actually get her, her own phone that I’d pay for. I was planning on being with her forever. It didn’t play out that way. She started talking to me frequently with that phone but just as she used to, she would disappear for days. Sometimes people don’t change no matter what you do for them.
Now sitting here as months have passed. I’m in a healthy relationship. I realize that sometimes people get stuck in situations like that. In abusive relationships. You’ve gotta be strong. It’s hard to leave but at one point you have to say enough is enough. Have a friend help you. If they won’t I will. Don’t let anyone drag you down. Keep your head up high. You deserve the best. You deserve to be appreciated for what you do. You deserve to be loved.
