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msemiliafaye:

Although it makes it that much more fun to plan for summer because of the day dreaming. Like a beach is just needed at this point.

It’s a bummer that we don’t live close to one you know

#d: emilia #dash

Moodboard - Alexander Jude Fabray

“At least my cat thinks I’m cool”

#badliarprompt #moodboard #moodboards #mb: alex

lionheartedqlf:

Private:

I deserved it! And don’t fucking tell me I didn’t! Anger is a perfectly decent emotion to be feeling after the shit I did! I just wanted somebody to fucking express it for once!

Moving forward doesn’t mean NOT being angry, Alex! It’s not sweeping it under the rug and saying “yeah, you did this thing but that’s okay.” Because it’s NOT okay!

Moving forward is acknowledging it happened, expressing how you feel about it, and deciding if you forgive and forget, or if you forgive, but stay cautious until the person proves themselves to you, or even staying cautious even once they do. I’m tired of people treating what I did like it’s okay. I had people in Cleveland say I was smart to leave, but I wasn’t. Not how I did. I knew the minute I left that I’d hurt the people I loved most but I let myself do it because I’d convinced myself coming out would just be a repeat of Russell and Judy. That no matter how well I knew the person, they’d still reject me. Maybe I’m still looking for that rejection, but I know I don’t deserve being accepted back as easily as some of you want to.

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I dont want to be fucking angry at you because youre my family! I get why you left and yeah it was shitty to do it without saying anything and not talking to either of us for so long but I’m sick of this. Stop playing the victim and pushing people away like you have the last however many years. Just because people don’t express their anger by hurting you doesn’t mean they aren’t angry. I am sitting here forgiving you and forgetting but all you wanna do is get me to be angry and hurt and I don’t want to be. I refuse to be angry at you. Are parents are fucking assholes and I’m glad you got away from them! I wish I had done the same thing but you can’t go looking for rejection in your family. In us. And if you really think that you don’t deserve to be accepted then there is a way bigger problem here.

I’ve only known you as my sister but you are my brother now and I’m not letting you self sabotage yourself for being who you are.

#pm: quinn #pm

lionheartedqlf:

Private:

I mean, I asked for it, so…

Wasn’t really expecting my cheekbones to do that kind of damage…

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Then you shouldnt have asked for it! You messed up I get it but you don’t get to ask everyone to be angry at you. It just makes things worse. Everyone needs to move forward.

#d: quinn #dash

jayxlynn:

Oh totally. I mean, a little sad I couldn’t have a proper spring break, but it is what it is.

I think being a parent you don’t really get to do those kinds of things anymore. Have you thought of a fun vacation or something that you guys could do together?

#d: jay #dash

TEXT || Malex

Milo: Oh, that's not good.

Milo: I won't put my nose in your family's business.

Alex: Thanks Milo.

Alex: Anyways. how are you?

#t: milo #text

glitteredgoldstar:

You my friend, are too good to me!

Am I though?

#d: rachel #dash

TEXT ✉ ALEX

Rachel: Hey you.

Rachel: Still interested in a movie night this evening?

Alex: Yeah of course!

#t: rachel #text

glitteredgoldstar:

Hey now, just because I auditioned doesn’t mean I got in!!

Yes it does! I don’t have any doubts that you’ll get it

#d: rachel #dash

isaacevxns:

There should be a word for the feeling you get after buying something on amazon and realizing you’ve probably made a terrible mistake as a broke ass college student but why does that matter when a 20 pack of air fresheners with Jesus saying “would you like me to take the wheel?” is coming in two days so it’s okay if the next week consists solely of ramen and ice soup; it’ll be worth it. Wow. See? That was a mouthful. There needs to be a word. Or maybe there is a word and I just don’t know it yet ‘cause it hasn’t trended on twitter.

Who needs a 20 pack of air fresheners? Does your car smell that bad?

#d: isaac #dash

xxclaraa:

So I am sitting in the library, per usual (I like to read mkay), and I leave the table for one second to grab a water from the machine and come back to a rose placed on my book. I’m not sure who it’s from or if it was even for me but it was indeed the best part of my day. So thank you mystery flower giver.

Oh wow that’s like a scene out of a movie or something.

#d: clara #dash

glitteredgoldstar:

I’m happy to say that my audition today to transfer into TISCH went swimmingly! I didn’t want to talk too much about it as I didn’t want to jinx anything but I feel confident in my abilities to wow the judges and I hope to receive my acceptance letter soon!

Now I’m off to snag a coffee at the Meow Parlor before I dive into the exquisite Broadway performance that is Kinky Boots! And if anyone has interest in the performance I put on today I of course have recordings of my dress rehearsal!

Congrats Rach! I’d be lying if I said I’m a little bummed you’re leaving but I’m excited for you.

#d: rachel #dash

TEXT || Malex

Milo: I dont know if she was mad or not, couldn't tell you. Im not her.

Milo: Only things that I see.

Alex: I talked to her about it briefly. she was mad

Alex: Yeah I know.

#t: milo #text

iMESSAGE | Big Bro

Alex: Yeah I know you do but Milo asked me after that gossip came out. And I was just wondering. You know that Ethan has a bet going on about you guys?

Alex: Yeah true. I'm willing to give him a chance.

Parks: I know you were Alex and if we are dating, I would let you know. Promise. What? That, asshole and Im going to kick him in the shin.

Parks: Same.

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#t: parker #text #//just seems too late to reply haha

lionheartedqlf:

Of course. I was just expecting more anger, I think… I’ve got an apartment, nothing special, but it does what I need it to. Logically I know this, but the rest of me can’t figure out why not, so…