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These are both discord and ao3 accounts. Feel free to peruse my shitty writing or message me ☺️
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I'm Alex Jacobs-Goodnight, Im 27 years old (female). I do hope you stick around for more shoddy writing and overall shenanigans. I promise, I dont bite. My green goblin side might, though!
baelor brings out the princess in me that wants to be pampered and cuddled
maekar brings out the absolute deranged freak that i am (and i know he’d match the freak)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/86006381/chapters/227386451#workskin
Heres the link to Bleed for Me, just in case I accidentally forget to post a chapter here
Bleed for Me
Chapter 1
My friends were all frozen in their seats, eyes all wide and faces pale.
"Y-You're sure it was a....." Everest started, and I nodded.
"A demon, yes... I still can feel the energy, the raw power of the being. This is different than any other demon I encountered thirteen years ago. This one... I couldn't make out any distinct facial features, but.. the eyes..... they were blue, but where the whites should've been.. there was only red. And I could make out that this demon had long hair, like mine," I replied, voice betraying the terror I felt inside of me. What we didn't know was that the demon was waiting, already poised to strike again.
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"Alyx, do you mind if I sleep in your room with you?" Everest asked, and I nodded as we all trundled upstairs. We stayed up until 1:45 am, talking.
"If anything happens, try to break from the paralysis. Or, there is the option of not sleeping," Jake said, shrugging tiredly.
"You know I can't break out of the paralysis, Jake. Even if I did..." I trailed off, not wanting to think of the implications. He smiled sympathetically before heading into one of the guest rooms. Jordan and Ryan did the same as Everest and I went into my room.
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Everest's hand curled tighter into mine, her mind far away in a dream. I checked the clock again, noting it was 3:33 am. Normally around the time I would be in full blown sleep paralysis. I looked over in the corner, where the figure had shown up a few nights ago. The corner, thankfully, stayed form free. I felt sleep finally pull me under, my body relaxing fully. The last thing I heard before falling asleep was a soft voice in my ear.
"Sleep well, my little dove."
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The sun was just cresting the tops of the trees when my friends joined me on the back deck.
"Anything happen last night?" Jake asked as he sat down next to me. I shrugged and took a long sip of coffee before answering.
"No sleep paralysis last night. Did hear something, though..." I replied, shivering at how soothing the voice was. All four leaned in as I lowered my voice.
"The voice... first of all, it was extremely soothing and sultry. I've never heard any other voice so smooth... But it was what the voice said that has me reeling still. Because all I heard was 'Sleep well, my little dove.' As if the thing gave me a nickname," I whispered, shivering despite the morning's warmth.
"T-the demon gave you a nickname already.... holy shit, woman," Ryan whispered back, hands shaking so badly that his coffee threatened to spill over. I nodded as the others' terror showed on their faces.
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Two days later
"Cregan, come in here for a moment." I groaned inwardly as my boss called me into her office. I shrugged out of my embalming gear before making my way to the office.
"Yes, ma'am?" I asked as I entered Gwen's office.
"Sit, please. Alyx, I've been reviewing your work recently. And, I must say, I'm very impressed by the progress I'm seeing. I know you just recently transferred from the funeral directing side to being an embalmer. I want you to know that I am incredibly proud of the person you've become," she said, and my heart hammered in my ears. My shoulders sagged as I realized I wasn't in trouble at all.
"Gwen, thank you. It means so much hearing this from you," I replied, shaking from relief and adrenaline. Her soft smile made her look ten years younger; Younger than she already looked. Despite pushing 48, Gwen looked to be in her mid to late 30's, with the energy to match.
"Which is why I'm also offering you a higher position. Same hours, but better pay and position. You'd be a senior embalmer," Gwen told me, assessing my reaction to the news. My eyes widened, and my breath hitched in my throat.
"I wholeheartedly accept the position. I won't let you down," I said calmly, and she grinned.
"I know you won't."
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I trudged up the stairs to my room, dead tired from the day. After the meeting with Gwen, I had three more embalmings lined up. Which, for those who are unaware, embalmings take a couple hours each, at least. I finally made it to my room, grateful to be home. I slowly changed clothes, sore from the six embalmings today. As soon as I was about to lay down, a creak sounded behind me. I jumped and spun around, coming face to face with the demon from the corner.
"Hello, little dove. Thought I'd make my presence known officially," they purred, staying half hidden in the shadows.
"W-what do you want with me?" I stammered, noting the claw like ring in it's right hand glint in the lamps glow. It then stepped into the light, allowing me to see it- no, see him fully. Blue eyes looked back at me, but they weren't normal. The blue lay against red sclera, where normal eyes lay against white. Long black hair fell past his shoulders, nearly to the bottom of his chest. Multiple chains and relics adorned his neck, along with several other rings on his right hand. A frayed red leather jacket encased his bare torso, leaving little to the imagination.
"What do I want with you, little dove? That's easy enough. I've been watching you since you turned twenty six. For two years, I've watched from the shadows, waiting. Biding my time for the perfect moment. Then, the weirdest thing happened," he crooned, abnormal eyes shimmering.
"And what happened?" I asked, terrified of his answer.
"The bond between life partners snapped into place. The other night, when I stood next to your bed," he purred, coming even closer. His scent soon overwhelmed my senses; notes of pine, cashmere, wood smoke and brimstone permeated my nose, the scents mingling and calming.
"Life... partners..?" His smile shouldn't have been as handsome as it was....
"Yes, little dove. You're mine, and I'm yours," he cooed, finally standing in front of me. He cupped my chin, tipping my head up.
"I don't even know your name," I mumbled, way too comfortable being this close to a demon.
"My name is Cyrus."
@ghostlybfgf for you bby 😘😘
Maekar, girl dad or "The fuck are you looking at? This never happened, Baelor."
OH MY HEART
Also!! Fun fact about both Bleed for Me and myself! All of the funeral industry talk comes from personal experiences. I did used to work in a funeral home, and am (hopefully) going to go back to school to become an embalmer
Chapter 1 is also posted to ao3
Bleed for Me
Chapter 1
My friends were all frozen in their seats, eyes all wide and faces pale.
"Y-You're sure it was a....." Everest started, and I nodded.
"A demon, yes... I still can feel the energy, the raw power of the being. This is different than any other demon I encountered thirteen years ago. This one... I couldn't make out any distinct facial features, but.. the eyes..... they were blue, but where the whites should've been.. there was only red. And I could make out that this demon had long hair, like mine," I replied, voice betraying the terror I felt inside of me. What we didn't know was that the demon was waiting, already poised to strike again.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Alyx, do you mind if I sleep in your room with you?" Everest asked, and I nodded as we all trundled upstairs. We stayed up until 1:45 am, talking.
"If anything happens, try to break from the paralysis. Or, there is the option of not sleeping," Jake said, shrugging tiredly.
"You know I can't break out of the paralysis, Jake. Even if I did..." I trailed off, not wanting to think of the implications. He smiled sympathetically before heading into one of the guest rooms. Jordan and Ryan did the same as Everest and I went into my room.
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Everest's hand curled tighter into mine, her mind far away in a dream. I checked the clock again, noting it was 3:33 am. Normally around the time I would be in full blown sleep paralysis. I looked over in the corner, where the figure had shown up a few nights ago. The corner, thankfully, stayed form free. I felt sleep finally pull me under, my body relaxing fully. The last thing I heard before falling asleep was a soft voice in my ear.
"Sleep well, my little dove."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The sun was just cresting the tops of the trees when my friends joined me on the back deck.
"Anything happen last night?" Jake asked as he sat down next to me. I shrugged and took a long sip of coffee before answering.
"No sleep paralysis last night. Did hear something, though..." I replied, shivering at how soothing the voice was. All four leaned in as I lowered my voice.
"The voice... first of all, it was extremely soothing and sultry. I've never heard any other voice so smooth... But it was what the voice said that has me reeling still. Because all I heard was 'Sleep well, my little dove.' As if the thing gave me a nickname," I whispered, shivering despite the morning's warmth.
"T-the demon gave you a nickname already.... holy shit, woman," Ryan whispered back, hands shaking so badly that his coffee threatened to spill over. I nodded as the others' terror showed on their faces.
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Two days later
"Cregan, come in here for a moment." I groaned inwardly as my boss called me into her office. I shrugged out of my embalming gear before making my way to the office.
"Yes, ma'am?" I asked as I entered Gwen's office.
"Sit, please. Alyx, I've been reviewing your work recently. And, I must say, I'm very impressed by the progress I'm seeing. I know you just recently transferred from the funeral directing side to being an embalmer. I want you to know that I am incredibly proud of the person you've become," she said, and my heart hammered in my ears. My shoulders sagged as I realized I wasn't in trouble at all.
"Gwen, thank you. It means so much hearing this from you," I replied, shaking from relief and adrenaline. Her soft smile made her look ten years younger; Younger than she already looked. Despite pushing 48, Gwen looked to be in her mid to late 30's, with the energy to match.
"Which is why I'm also offering you a higher position. Same hours, but better pay and position. You'd be a senior embalmer," Gwen told me, assessing my reaction to the news. My eyes widened, and my breath hitched in my throat.
"I wholeheartedly accept the position. I won't let you down," I said calmly, and she grinned.
"I know you won't."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I trudged up the stairs to my room, dead tired from the day. After the meeting with Gwen, I had three more embalmings lined up. Which, for those who are unaware, embalmings take a couple hours each, at least. I finally made it to my room, grateful to be home. I slowly changed clothes, sore from the six embalmings today. As soon as I was about to lay down, a creak sounded behind me. I jumped and spun around, coming face to face with the demon from the corner.
"Hello, little dove. Thought I'd make my presence known officially," they purred, staying half hidden in the shadows.
"W-what do you want with me?" I stammered, noting the claw like ring in it's right hand glint in the lamps glow. It then stepped into the light, allowing me to see it- no, see him fully. Blue eyes looked back at me, but they weren't normal. The blue lay against red sclera, where normal eyes lay against white. Long black hair fell past his shoulders, nearly to the bottom of his chest. Multiple chains and relics adorned his neck, along with several other rings on his right hand. A frayed red leather jacket encased his bare torso, leaving little to the imagination.
"What do I want with you, little dove? That's easy enough. I've been watching you since you turned twenty six. For two years, I've watched from the shadows, waiting. Biding my time for the perfect moment. Then, the weirdest thing happened," he crooned, abnormal eyes shimmering.
"And what happened?" I asked, terrified of his answer.
"The bond between life partners snapped into place. The other night, when I stood next to your bed," he purred, coming even closer. His scent soon overwhelmed my senses; notes of pine, cashmere, wood smoke and brimstone permeated my nose, the scents mingling and calming.
"Life... partners..?" His smile shouldn't have been as handsome as it was....
"Yes, little dove. You're mine, and I'm yours," he cooed, finally standing in front of me. He cupped my chin, tipping my head up.
"I don't even know your name," I mumbled, way too comfortable being this close to a demon.
"My name is Cyrus."
When I do eventually write for Finn again, should I transfer my origin fic (which Im stepping back from for the time being) onto ao3 so it can be multi chaptered? Or keep it here and upload it here? 🤔
Bleed for Me
Synopsis: When an ordinary human woman begins to suffer from sleep paralysis, it catches the attention of not just her friends. For there is a silent guard keeping sentry over her. But, what none of the humans realize, this sentry is from the Further. The demon realm. And this particular being? He just so happens to be the most manipulative, yet charming there is. And there isn't anything he will let stand in the way of being with his woman. Even if it means changing her to be just like him.
Pairing: Cyrus (Insidious out of the further) x F!oc
13 years ago
"ALYX CREGAN! GET YOUR ASS BACK OVER HERE!" I cackled as I ran from my best friends, Everest and Jordan. The twins, Everest and Jordan Miller, sprinted after me, both laughing hysterically.
"MAKE ME!!!" I screamed back, making a quick turn to dash up the stairs at school. I took them two at a time, nearly tripping. The reason why I was running from my friends? I told them about the sleep paralysis I had recently. What we didn't know is that it was going to come back around 13 years later.... With a visitor.
Present day
"Hey, Everest? You remember when we were in high school?" I asked, pulling half of my unruly black curls up into a hair tie. She nodded in the mirror, brushing the hair out on the right side of my head.
"Why do you ask, Alyx?" She asked, cutting the hair close to my scalp.
"Cause the paralysis is back," I admitted quietly, and her hands froze. Her deep grey eyes met mine, and I nodded.
"Then we figure it out, like we did thirteen years ago." It was so matter of fact, that my heart squeezed in my chest. She then did the same to the left side of my hair, cutting close to the scalp before grabbing the electric razor.
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Jordan, Everest's twin brother, sat next to our other two best friends, Ryan and Jake, on the couch. When we walked in, they all grinned.
"You look like the female version of the Undertaker. Just, without all the tattoos," Ryan commented, grinning. I scoffed and gave him the middle finger, moving to sit in my double wide recliner.
Ryan was Jordan and Everest's cousin, whom I've known all three since we were ten years old. Jordan and Everest both had the same dark auburn hair; Jordan has soft hazel eyes while Everest has those dark stormy grey eyes. Ryan's mop of near bleached white blonde curls stuck out everywhere, contrasting his dark umber eyes. Jake was the odd one out. His thick curls were dyed a dark blue, matching his ice blue eyes.
"You know what, Ry. Ssshut the fuck up," I hissed, and he howled.
"You just had to pull an Ole Munch reference didnt you!" He laughed, and I grinned, despite the scar running down the right side of my face. It started at my hairline above my eye, running down to my jaw, narrowly missing my eye.
"You know I did!" I crowed, jutting my head up playfully. Everest was shaking with laughter, tears streaming down her face.
"I swear! I still remember the night you showed us that episode! I thought the boys were all gonna pass out!" She choked out, referring to the fourth episode of our favourite show Fargo. I grinned more, pulling a near flawless Green Goblin grin.
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Conversations flowed easily with my friends. It was nearly midnight when Everest brought up my paralysis.
"Alyx told me something earlier, when I was shaving the sides of her head," she started, looking at me directly. I sighed as the guys positioned themselves to face me.
"The paralysis is back. And Ev, I didn't tell you the worst part of it." Her face fell when I said that. Ryan and Jake shared a look as Jordan paled.
"What could possibly be worse than the paralysis?" Jordan asked hesitantly, scared of the answer I was about to provide. I took a deep breath to steady myself, the image of the figure next to my bed last night vivid in my mind.
"There was a figure next to my bed last night. And... I know exactly what it is," I murmured, hugging myself tight.
"What was it, Cregan..?" Ryan breathed, dark eyes wide with fear.
"It was a demon. A full blooded demon."
Fixed a few errors on my end. The ao3 one mirrors this. I do apologize for the critical errors I made, and it was incredibly insensitive of me to make such crucial mistakes
😏😏😏 Cyrus already having chosen a nickname for his woman
Sam Spruell as Jack Witkowski in Good People (2014)
Bleed for Me
Synopsis: When an ordinary human woman begins to suffer from sleep paralysis fits, it catches the attention of not just her friends. For there is a silent guard keeping sentry over her. But, what none of the humans realize, this sentry is from the Further. The demon realm. And this particular being? He just so happens to be the most manipulative, yet charming there is. And there isn't anything he will let stand in the way of being with his woman. Even if it means changing her to be just like him.
Pairing: Cyrus (Insidious out of the further) x F!oc
13 years ago
"ALYX CREGAN! GET YOUR ASS BACK OVER HERE!" I cackled as I ran from my best friends, Everest and Jordan. The twins, Everest and Jordan Miller, sprinted after me, both laughing hysterically.
"MAKE ME!!!" I screamed back, making a quick turn to dash up the stairs at school. I took them two at a time, nearly tripping. The reason why I was running from my friends? I told them about the sleep paralysis fits I had recently. What we didn't know is that it was going to come back around 13 years later.... With a visitor.
Present day
"Hey, Everest? You remember when we were in high school?" I asked, pulling half of my unruly black curls up into a hair tie. She nodded in the mirror, brushing the hair out on the right side of my head.
"Why do you ask, Alyx?" She asked, cutting the hair close to my scalp.
"Cause the fits are back," I admitted quietly, and her hands froze. Her deep grey eyes met mine, and I nodded.
"Then we figure it out, like we did thirteen years ago." It was so matter of fact, that my heart squeezed in my chest. She then did the same to the left side of my hair, cutting close to the scalp before grabbing the electric razor.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jordan, Everest's twin brother, sat next to our other two best friends, Ryan and Jake, on the couch. When we walked in, they all grinned.
"You look like the female version of the Undertaker. Just, without all the tattoos," Ryan commented, grinning. I scoffed and gave him the middle finger, moving to sit in my double wide recliner.
Ryan was Jordan and Everest's cousin, whom I've known all three since we were ten years old. Jordan and Everest both had the same dark auburn hair; Jordan has soft hazel eyes while Everest has those dark stormy grey eyes. Ryan's mop of near bleached white blonde curls stuck out everywhere, contrasting his dark umber eyes. Jake was the odd one out. His thick curls were dyed a dark blue, matching his ice blue eyes.
"You know what, Ry. Ssshut the fuck up," I hissed, and he howled.
"You just had to pull an Ole Munch reference didnt you!" He laughed, and I grinned, despite the scar running down the right side of my face. It started at my hairline above my eye, running down to my jaw, narrowly missing my eye.
"You know I did!" I crowed, jutting my head up playfully. Everest was shaking with laughter, tears streaming down her face.
"I swear! I still remember the night you showed us that episode! I thought the boys were all gonna pass out!" She choked out, referring to the fourth episode of our favourite show Fargo. I grinned more, pulling a near flawless Green Goblin grin.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Conversations flowed easily with my friends. It was nearly midnight when Everest brought up my paralysis fits.
"Alyx told me something earlier, when I was shaving the sides of her head," she started, looking at me directly. I sighed as the guys positioned themselves to face me.
"The paralysis fits are back. And Ev, I didn't tell you the worst part of it." Her face fell when I said that. Ryan and Jake shared a look as Jordan paled.
"What could possibly be worse than the paralysis fits?" Jordan asked hesitantly, scared of the answer I was about to provide. I took a deep breath to steady myself, the image of the figure next to my bed last night vivid in my mind.
"There was a figure next to my bed last night. And... I know exactly what it is," I murmured, hugging myself tight.
"What was it, Cregan..?" Ryan breathed, dark eyes wide with fear.
"It was a demon. A full blooded demon."
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After I finish chapter one of Bleed for Me and post it here, I'll be mainly posting it on ao3. The link to my page is in the pinned post on my profile
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