this golden heart of yours.

one. he burns like holiness, like glory, like the fire of a sun not yet seen and you can't help but stare. he is fire and ash and burning, burning, burning. ( fire was not made to be held in human skin. ) two. he is rage and ruin, sorrow etched into the space where bone meets muscle. you don't think he'll ever die. three fire always burns itself out.

[valcarrows-blog]

keeping up with the third gen [ 1 / ? ]

ft. @alexollivndr ( && @zachzabiniis )

[alexollivndr]

@valcarrows

despite his nerves, alex was completely stoked for his visit home. sure it’d only been a week or so since his family had sent him off to school but that didn’t mean he didn’t miss them. however this visit was different. he glanced over at valeria whom he’d held on to tightly to fight his own nerves -- though it wasn’t as bad as hers he suspected. with a grin, he turned the knob, stepping out of his shoes as he called out. “i’m home!!” the smell of his favorite food met his nose as he spotted a tiny rowan sprinting to him followed by a pretty, dark haired woman who, even by a glance, was unmistakably his mother. alex pulled val in behind him only letting go to scoop up his little sister who had tried her best in tackling him before sinking into his mother’s hug.

“omma, this is my...girlfriend valeria. val this is my mom.” his smile was bright, unlike the smirks or half smiles that curve onto his lips at school.

[undo9]

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T.I FOR MEN 2014 F/W Campaign 서강준. Seo Kang Joon

[alexollivndr]

leiarookwood:

Leia Rookwood did not like the feeling of fear. Fear was her father in late night hours and early morning breakfasts. Fear was the inescapable bang from the bomb she still remembers. Fear was feeling your broom twist and turn until you fell and began plummeting towards the ground. No, Leia Rookwood did not like fear, so when she woke up in the hospital wing, with someone sitting in the chair next to her, Leia Rookwood replaced fear with anger. 

“So tell me, why are you here? Can’t be for the charming atmosphere.”

“pomfrey wanted to check if my arm is healing right.” he shrugged, slouching back in his chair casting a glance over at her. “i guess you’re more tolerable than the other people i’d have to choose to sit next to. --you okay?”

[alexollivndr]

valcarrows:

“then i’ll ask jac to get something from nadia—-i have connections, you know.” she gave him a small smile, gesturing to the staircase near them, “come on, al, classes will be a waste of time today anyway—-no one will be paying attention, not even the professors. you need to rest. and you have me offering to play nurse for you—that’s not so terrible, is it?”

alex studied her for a moment, unsure of her kindness but not so unwilling to let her continue. their relationship was complicated and at times like these when it wasn’t -- that was more confusing than anything. with a sigh he took her hand, threading their fingers together before heading in the opposite direction she suggested. “as good as you playing nurse sounds, i know you don’t have the patience for it. i’d be better off going to class but luckily i’m not in the mood for lectures. how about-- hogsmeade?” he paused in front of a statue, turning to get her answer. “like a date?”

[dazzlingkai]

when you’re thirsty af 💦

[alexollivndr]

valcarrows:

while val would normally be more than happy to sit back and watch alex blow up (there was something oddly attractive about him being irritated)—-he was hurt, and so she swooped in, her hand barely touching his back as she waved her wand and cleaned up the mess, “come on, al—–no one will blame you for taking a day off. come back to the dorms… d’you want me to run up to pomfrey and get you another potion? i can meet you in the common room?”

the touch at his back almost sent him into a rage, mouth poised to let loose every insult he knew until his eyes landed on her. anger melted away in an instant leaving him simply frustrated at his situation instead. “it’s whatever, val.” alex shifted the sling uncomfortably, already annoyed and looking almost pitiful he turned away from her unable to look her in the eye. “she won’t give anymore anyways.”

[alexollivndr]

“are you fucking kidding me!” potions, the medicine he’d been given to get through the day, crashed to the floor due to a very hyper fifth year who’d been running through the hall. already cranky from a restless night’s sleep, alex’s patience was running short when another had ran into him from behind jostling his only half healed, broken arm. “can you people watch where the hell you’re going?

[ryn-s]

Seo Kang Joon for Timbuk2

[alexollivndr]

Matters of the Heart

21. Would you or have you ever loved someone who didn’t love you back?

“if i were in that situation, they definitely wouldn’t know if i loved them.” alex scoffed, wringing his hands till the tip his fingers turned red. “more than likely…if the feelings are deep they will be returned because– love isn’t a one sided type of thing and it has more variables than thinking someone is pretty. so if i ‘loved’ someone and they didn’t love me back then i guess it wasn’t really much to begin with. --or whatever.”

[alexollivndr]

Matters of the Heart

32. Is it possible that two people who are attracted to each other can be “just friends”?

“uh...” alex grimaced, not particularly wanting to air out feelings in the first place let alone explain that. “no. i don’t think so. anyone can be friends but once that kind of feeling is mixed in...they definitely won’t be just friends. --i guess.”

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[alexollivndr]

valcarrows:

she opened her mouth to say something—-what, she hadn’t figured out yet—-and closed it again, temper flaring. “fine, you know what, FINE, alex—–i will have fun! i’ll have so much fun, i won’t even be able to think about you and your stupid ferris wheel and whatever last-minute replacement you had to get for ME.” she stomped after him, wanting to—make him stay? get the last word? she wasn’t sure—it was a gut-wrenching mixture of both, “you’re—–you know what, if you think going to my party with me would be so TERRIBLE, then you’re not even invited! i don’t even——go ahead and do whatever you want, alex! i don’t care!”

“whatever. that’s fine.” he shrugged, stopping so that he could make sure that she heard him. “i didn’t want to go to it in the first place. not like there’s no other party besides yours.” annoyed and angry, he gave her a wave before apparating away to the main part of the festival pushing away any guilt he elt or leaving her with the closest mug of beer he could find..

[alexollivndr]

valcarrows:

alex ollivander usually left val feeling a little… off-balance, a bit unlike herself. sometimes, that was  a good thing—the smiles, the racing heart, the strange feeling in the pit of her stomach she couldn’t quite define. but sometimes, it left her feeling anxious where she’d usually be cool, unsure where she’d usually be confident, and—-she hated to admit it—-a bit insecure. “i can’t—-it’s not that i don’t want to go with you, i just can’t be two places at once! zach is my best friend, i can’t flake, he’ll be here to help soon and—-” she fell silent, hands on her hips as she avoided his eyes, “well—-well, WHO would you be with, then?” then, a bit more childishly, “you can do whatever you want; i’m not stopping you.”

it seemed all of their conversations came to a crossroads --someone had to give in or neither of them would get what they wanted. it was this or that never both with them --which lead to them both walking away. “nah, i get it.” he quipped bitterly, hands shoved firmly in his pockets as he continued “whoever. --and it’s not like you could stop me from doing what i want anyways. have fun with your party then.” alex rolled his eyes as he turning to walk away from her, sparing only a single glance back. “have fun at your lameass party.”

[alexollivndr]

valcarrows:

“a game? like gobstones?”she gave him a knowing look, hand reaching up to cup his face, tracing his lower lip with her thumb as he spoke, “oh—-” a smile quirked her lips upward for a moment, but she protested, “al, i—-i can’t skip the whole night, it’s my party, i can’t leave zach to host alone, and—-” her eyes narrowed, a pout of her own flickering across her face, “well—–if i’m so replaceable—-”

“it’s more fun than that. --you know with the controllers? i’ll show you if you want to come over, i guess.” alex sighed, feeling sorry that she’d been raised without any sort of fun in her life. though thoughts of fun had been ruined by his own mouth. “why not? he’s leaving you to clean this up by yourself. why can’t you just ditch...it’s just a party. i’ll help with the next one...--and that’s not exactly what i meant.” a frown pulled at the corners of his mouth as he pushed his fingers through his hair. “it’s just that...if you don’t want to go with me, i’m not gonna be by myself.”