You Have Just Been Found!

Just a young man still trying to figure out who he wants to be in life! Still Alex, now introducing version 25. Full Time Adult/Part Time Adventurer. I blog what I want. If you like it, thanks. If you don't, than to each their own, I know that I am still doing what is true to me. Kik and Snap: alexreedishere

[just-shower-thoughts]

Anxiety is like worrying that you forgot your car keys even though you’re driving your car

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

“The quality of a man’s life is in direct proportion to his commitment to excellence, regardless of his chosen field of endeavor.” - Sherman Alexie, The Absolutely True Diary of a Part-Time Indian

[stay-chill-vibes]

REBLOG IF YOU ARE HELLA BORED AND WOULDN’T MIND SOME CURIOUS ANONS.

[bbblackcats]

Source: @sindysinn on Instagram

[sexanax]

nothing is more heartbreaking than when you try your hardest and it still isnt enough

[drabbles-and-ideas]

Confess something you've thought about me on anon

[swiftbeat]

[imjustascaredlilgirl]

[alexreedisnum1]

Forever falling in love with people I have no right falling in love with.

[histinworld]

[tendernotion]

being in your 20’s is like “if I can just get through this week I’ll be ok” but every fucking week

[tawksxxx-deactivated20200105]

u tryna stay in my life or na

[nitrogen]

[alexreedisnum1]

How do I escape?

I felt like I was finally moving forward. No longer was I stagnant in my life or slowly falling backward, but I could finally feel the pull of life forward again. Although to be honest a lot of that was you pushing me forward to get that feeling back. I started to look for new jobs, new places to live, and a new future with someone beside me. These new avenues that I was discovering and exploring were easier to face and light up with your support letting me know that it would be okay. But then you blindsided me. Decided that I wasn’t enough. You made it seem like I was helping you fill the holes and voids that you couldn’t before. Just like that you stopped even so much as texting me like it was a breeze. Like it was something that you had been planning even though the night before you could barely contain your excitement to see one another again. You left my heart torn open like a gaping black hole. I don’t know how to fill it or pretend like it isn’t there. I have tried to fill it with friends and family, but is it possible you opened a void inside of me that may never be filled. I can’t feel anything, my smiles are faked, and I feel a shroud of darkness continuously surrounding me. I am still moving forward but that prop that helped make it easy, that whisper of encouragement that I am strong and can do this has vanished. I don’t know what I am doing anymore. All I can feel is this hollow emptiness while I watch you move forward from afar. I am proud of you, but it hurts to watch you move on like there was nothing to move on from. How can i escape this empty, hurting, void that has been created? How do I escape?

[alexreedisnum1]

Just the original grandkids on the OG loveseat @maddiejean19 https://www.instagram.com/p/Br1sZzGBxAvASEPU4Ftwwev7ZT--g5N-_8qiPg0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1hugoj04l4tc7

[alexreedisnum1]

This photo took wayyyyyy too long to get right, but Merry Christmas you filthy animals. https://www.instagram.com/p/BryyE5ahC5gd4ZruPGfDmCozJzWgdb69Zwo7Pc0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wpgwr1vmq25i

[alexreedisnum1]

Found this gem of @sarah_kate_daly and I! (at Tommy Amann's Bar) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrynFh6hbqazsQmBQf-4e2UkePsOnqHMK8dX800/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=n7jmhstaayqz