Come As You Are.

Alfie Wicks | 21 | Music Major Kurt Cobain is the only human that matters. rp blog.

[fallhaven-promo]

I can be when I want to be, I can be a proper ass too though. I’m Kolton, you can call me Kolt for short if you prefer. It’s nice to meet ya Alfie. That sounds a bit awkward. I never like initiating an I love you just because of that. Maybe he’s been hurt though? I know most people don’t want to let others in when shit hit the fan in a past relationship they aint’ fully healed from. I s’pose you just have to give it time. You’ll work past it, you seem to want it enough.

[alfiesucks]

Ha, well you and me both. Nice to meet you too, Kolt. Yeah, it wasn't so much me professing my love for him because I'm not in love with him just yet but I know that I'm getting there. He has been though, so I guess I just need to be more patient but it's hard, which probably makes me selfish. Yeah, well we'll soon find out I guess.

[fallhaven-promo]

Yeah I'm not used to relationships, I've only been in one or two and they went sour fast. I'm just picky I guess. Yeah I imagine it's going to be dead. I'll be here if it goes sour for you, you'll have someone to vent to. I'm sure you'll work thinks out though. If ya really love each other you will. Being an idiot comes with being in a relationship. You got all these worries you normally wouldn't have if you were single.

[alfiesucks]

I had one before and it was with my best mate, so I wouldn't say it counted much and it just got a bit weird. Awe, well you're a proper sweetheart, aren't you? Thanks, mate. I'm Alfie, by the way. I never did introduce myself, haha. Ah, well that is one of the problems. I've told him that I'm like, proper falling for him and he pretty much told me that he just really likes me and that's all. So it's a bit awkward because of that. But yeah, I guess so. I hate how stressful it's become, like I just wanna be able to be with him and be happy without all this bullshit.

[fallhaven-promo]

Ah i see well I'm sure you can work through it. Relationships are hard as fuck mate. After all this work blows over you'll have a chance to spend time together though you just gotta get through this spell. Why do ya say he's not into ya? If he wasn't i don't know why he would be datin' ya.

[alfiesucks]

This is like my first proper relationship, I guess. So I feel like I've been thrown into the deep end, really. And I can't swim. I hope so though, I mean we've got Christmas together and this place should be quiet as a lot of people will be going home and stuff so I'm hoping we can work things out then. I dunno, it's just how I see it, I guess. I know I'm being an idiot though.

[carameltree]

[fallhaven-promo]

Damn now I kinda want to meet em' I'm 6' so he can't tower too much over me. You are short it's cute though and suits you. Awe well that's a proper nice thing for you to say thank ya. I hope they are. Why do you say that? You seem like a nice guy I'm sure you snagged a hot boyfriend. You all been havin troubles?

[alfiesucks]

I'm sure you will eventually! Aha, well thank you. It's alright, I'm just being honest. Oh yeah, like, my boyfriend's beautiful but I dunno. We're both getting stressed out with the end of the semester coming closer and I hardly even get to spend time with him because it's work, work, work. I hope we figure it out though 'cause I'm really into him, I just don't think he's that into me.

[fallhaven-promo]

Hmm he can't be that hard to find then I'll have to keep my eyes out for em'. Well Damn he can observe it to if he wants I don't mind. Comin' in to school in the middle of the year sucks. Everyone's got a boyfriend it seems.

[alfiesucks]

He's proper tall as well, I've seen him like tower over people. Then again, everyone would tower over me 'cause I'm barely pushing 5'6". Haha, he probably would! Yeah, that sucks but you're a pretty face and I'm sure that most of the single guys here will be all over you. I don't even know how long I'll even be in my relationship for.

[fallhaven-promo]

That would be quite nice, I need to get a tattoo gun or something and just start tattooing people. Oh well that’s good t’ know. Well feel free to observe it all ya want mate I don’t mind. It’s there for others to look at I su’pose. 

[alfiesucks]

I heard some kid here's got one in his room, I dunno his name but I just heard people talking about it. He's another English kid but looks a bit beat up in the face. Ha, see I would observe it a bit more but I don't think my boyfriend would be overly happy about that.

[fallhaven-promo]

Have to love a good group tattoo between mates, I need to get some but my friends are too chicken shit and back out on me. Oh? I think it’s not that shapely, its not horribly flat though I suppose. Don’t lie you were checking it out, how can you not when I’m halfway moonin’ ya.

[alfiesucks]

Awe, well maybe one day we might even get a stupid tattoo together, haha. Nah, it's got some decent shape to it. Like, you could grab it and you'd get a nice handful from it. I'm not checking it out! I'm just... observing what's in front of me.

[drxaidrichart]

Perhaps a little more research next time won’t hurt you.

[alfiesucks]

And where's the fun in that? Your life must be fucking boring if you're spending it "researching" everything that you do.

[fallhaven-promo]

Ha! Sounds like a horribly fun game. Makes for some interesting stories though I know that. I don’t have all that many tattoo’s from dares, most are just because I like em’. I love my Bob Dylan tattoo, I wouldn’t get rid of it if I had the chance. It gives my flat bum character.

[alfiesucks]

Oh, it definitely is! The ones on my feet are the only silly ones that I have but they do provide a good story, although none of them really make sense without my other friends with me. Like, the 'A' I have needs to be put with the others' 'Y', 'M' and 'C'! I wouldn't say you have a flat bum, I mean, not that I've been properly checking it out or anything. You have more of an arse than I do.

[fallhaven-promo]

Haha well thanks, my mate was supposed to get Beethoven on his because of a dare but he chickened out last minute! So I’m stuck with Bob Dylan on my bum for life. No reason to get it covered up I suppose, after all I never dated Bob Dylan.

[alfiesucks]

That's lame! Me and some lads from back home have this game called Tattoo Roulette, and basically whoever loses gets a shit tattoo. I have 'Air Guitar' tattooed on my foot 'cause of it. But I also have an 'A', a smiley face in sunglasses and the word 'athletes' tattooed on the other foot. They're all matching tattoos 'cause me and my mates are just idiots, really. But hey, Bob Dylan is a legend so that's a sick tattoo to have!

[fallhaven-promo]

[alfiesucks]

I rate you a lot for getting a Bob Dylan tattoo but I rate you even more for getting it on your arse.

[grxeneggsandham-deactivated2015]

I was the exact same, man. I was on an emotional rollarcoaster. It’s one of my favourite and least favourite movies ever! The movie forgot so many important things that made the book perfect.

[alfiesucks]

Haha, for sure! I ended up calling my boyfriend halfway through sobbing like, "THIS ISN'T FAIR. I CAN'T COPE." and he seemed so confused, haha. Ah, did it? It was a long-arse film though, so they probably tried to fit in as much as they could.

[drxaidrichart]

You mean you didn’t read the reviews and take them to heart?

[alfiesucks]

Well, no? Why would I do that? I was just bored and decided to put a film on and that came up.

[drxaidrichart]

You didn’t bring a box of tissues?

[alfiesucks]

Uh, no. I didn't know what to expect! And usually I'm pretty good at holding myself together in a movie but uh yeah, that was awful.

[grxeneggsandham-deactivated2015]

I feel your pain, my friend. I watched it for the first time, and it had me in actual tears, I was sobbing. But you should read the book, it is so much sadder, not gonna lie.

[alfiesucks]

Like, I think I was consistently crying for a good hour, maybe even more. Oh yeah, I forgot it's based on a book. I would like, read it and stuff, but I'm not too good with reading.

[alfiesucks]

So, I just watched The Fault in Our Stars for the sake of it because I'd never heard of it before and it had gotten pretty great ratings and now my fucking heart has been ripped out of my chest and I'm an actual sobbing wreck right now. This is not okay. At all. Nope.