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I think it’s annoying when people misinterpret what I’ve said. Actually, Idk why Trevor twisted what I said. I clearly said, “if people love me then they will give me a gift regardless,” and that somehow translated to “people will buy me stuff anyway,” with attitude lol. It bothers me because I’ve tried my very best to present myself in a positive way to John’s coworkers and I don’t think I’ve ever given any of them any attitude... 🤷🏻‍♀️ oh well lol I just had to vent!

Anyway, I left work at 430 every day this past week because John was working late, so I had to take Kaleb to jiu jitsu class. We didn’t do anything after work on Friday night other than relax. On Saturday, his sister came to pick me up so I could help her do some shopping for her bf’s surprise party. Kaleb ended up coming with me while John went to go get a haircut at Antom’s shop. He got home before we did and I can tell he had already done a line or two with Antom. I know he only does it when he goes to parties and stuff and he was going to Trevor’s later that night so it was inevitable. It still bothers me because I’m suffering alone lol while he’s having fun. He left us around 4:00PM and we left around 530PM to pick up the egg rolls. I set up the birthday banner and the tables before Bones’ friends got there. I wasn’t expecting John to stop by but he did around 730. Once they surprised Bones, he left to go back to Trevor’s house. I told Kaleb to leave around 1030 but he didn’t listen to me and wanted to stay so I asked Delina if it was ok for him to sleep over. It was fine with them but by the time I got home, he fucking FaceTimed me asking me to pick him up. I told John to since he was closer. We didn’t do much at all today. John put Kaleb’s new bed together and I went to go pick up the mattress. We got Tastea on the way home but John didn’t want the taro milk tea so that pissed me off. Jayden’s dad hosted a birthday party for him at Sky Zone so we dropped off Kaleb around 2 PM and picked him up around 430 PM, got in n out otw home and now they’re both asleep 😒

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When I got home from work on Thursday, John and Kaleb surprised me with a dozen roses, balloons, and a plush monkey. I want to save the plush monkey for our daughter lol. John didn’t have to go to work on Friday, our anniversary date, and I joked around with him saying I’m doing my make up just in case he brings flowers to my work place. I was totally not expecting him to come because I know he hates driving, but he still did! Erika called me to come to the front desk and he was standing right there with more red roses and Jamba Juice! 😭😭😭 I couldn’t stop smiling. One of the patients told me, “Good catch! Tall and handsome,” lmao. I left work around 230 to go to the ultrasound appointment and we got to see our daughter in 3D. I feel like she already looks like she has John’s nose 😂 We dropped off Kaleb right after at his sister’s house because he was going to go camping with them. We got some Cococane and headed to Target because John wanted a blender and toaster as his anniversary present 🙄 We went out to Benihana for our anniversary dinner and got the hibachi supreme. John loved the steak so I’m glad I picked Benihana. He ordered hot sake because he’s never tried it before and ended up looking drunk as hell after the first shot lmao. He said it tasted like liquor that’s been sitting in the backseat of a car in the sun for a long period of time. He knocked out as soon as we laid down on the couch 😂 I can’t wait until I can drink again lol. We went to Theresa’s 35th birthday at her house on Saturday. I tried a little bit of everything but my favorite was the dessert table. I had a cream puff, tiramisu, AND chocolate mousse. We got home around 9PM and I knocked out lmao. We finished setting up Jayden’s birthday present this morning. We got him a basketball hoop from Dick’s Sporting Goods. Well, John put it together and I watched lmao. Then we went to my Brazilian sugaring appointment and he just waited for me :’) I’m so lucky to have my boyfriend as my best friend lmao. He went to go pick up Kaleb afterwards and now we’re just chillin on the couch. My mom wants us to stop by to pick up bun rieu later so we’re probably going to do that. This time last year, John and I went to go eat at BBQ Night and then to smoke at the lighthouse where he asked me to be his girlfriend and this year, I’m pregnant with our girl. I can’t believe the little boy that I hated when I was younger is now my baby’s father lmao. I’ve felt like things are just meant to be when it comes to us.

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John asked if his mom could watch Kaleb for the weekend and he asked if he could go to his grandma’s Thursday night so we dropped him off around 8pm. John and I didn’t do anything after work Friday night other than go to Tastea for boba and popcorn chicken. He got his usual mango a go go lol. We knocked out super early. I bought tickets for us to see Trevor Noah, the comedian, at the Pacific Amiphitheater. It also gave us free access to the fair so we got tickets to play some games. We didn’t win anything lmao. We also got food to eat during the show. John said he’s never tried a turkey leg before so we got the spicy version and also garlic fries. Trevor Noah was hilarious. He had a full house and I think it was worth it to see him live. John was cracking up a lot too so that made me happy. We were going to go on the ferris wheel but the line was so long so we skipped that. We played a few more games and took pictures at the photo booth before we left. I wasn’t ready for the first one but I still like it lmao. We left around 11pm and as we were in the lane to exit, some douche bag cut me off so I asked the girl that worked there to let me through the bus lane. She finally let us through and we knocked out as soon as we got home. We woke up early this morning to go to the beach for John’s company’s bonfire. He headed out there first to help them set up the canopy and stuff. I stayed home, ate a hot pocket, and went to Target to get this maxi dress I saw online. I bought it but it was too long so I didn’t really like it lol. I didn’t even wear it to the beach. John got home like two hours later and I fell asleep. He woke me up to get ready to head out after like 45 mins. I was kind of annoyed that we had to go so early to watch the stuff but I didn’t want him to be upset lol or call me lazy lmao. We picked up the chairs at his sister’s and gave her the coasters I bought for her. We went to Walmart to buy an umbrella but they were sold out. Thankfully we didn’t though because we didn’t even really need it. They had two canopies towards the end of the day. I met some more of his coworkers and I liked Princess a lot. She’s a lot older but she’s pretty cool. I didn’t really talk to the rest of them. John made me a s’mores towards the end of the night and that was really yummy. I didn’t want to just hang around him because he was mainly talking about work and I couldn’t relate lol. We left around 830 because we had to pick up Kaleb and we have work tomorrow anyway. Overall, it was a good weekend spent with John. Lmao he introduced me to his coworkers as his fiancé and I thought that was cute but I thought to myself, “that was a shitty proposal then” 😂 now we’re home and I cooked meat for us to pack for lunch tomorrow. Now back to a long week of work and less time spent with each other 😑😭

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John told me he was trying to smoke with his friend after his basketball game and realized he forgot his piece so he said, “I have my gf’s piece” and his friend asked, “is it cute?” and John goes, “yeah nigga, say something!” 😂😂 Idk why I thought that was so cute lmao

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I still can’t believe I’m five months pregnant and John’s the baby’s father lmao. We didn’t do much for Father’s Day this year. Kaleb and I gave him his gifts early. He got a new pair of ray bans since his sunglasses broke in AZ. Also got him the iPhone 8 Plus in his favorite color since his old phone wasn’t working properly. We also went to watch The Incredibles 2 and Kaleb’s reaction at the end was perfect! I wish I got it on camera. He just said, “Wow, just wow! Best movie ever!” 😂😂 I made reservations for Agora, the Brazilian steakhouse, but I have a throat and ear infection so we missed that. Hopefully I get better by the weekend so we can redo dinner plans. I love this guy so much!

My dad also made it home for Father’s Day with the family. He got to rest and went to church. I got him seat and lumbar cushion since he spends most of his time driving. Mom sent me pictures of his reaction and I’m glad he’s happy with them ♥️

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John and I dropped acid Friday night. We watched a few movies, had sex, and tried taking a walk lmao. After Earth was such a beautiful movie to me! Made me love Will Smith even more lol. I thought sex was awesome on acid as well lol. But if I had to choose between shrooms or lsd, I’d pick shrooms. John made fried rice for dinner so we ate that. We slept for a few hours and went to Pho Ave for breakfast. The pho was alright, not enough meat IMO. John didn’t like the service either but it’s across the street from the house so we’ll probably try it again eventually. We went to the doctors’ office afterwards so he could get his breathing treatment and medication refills. Then we went to Westminster Mall so I could buy new makeup. I’m trying the new Marc Jacobs foundation and I like it so far. I feel like it’s making my face feel extra dry though? I’m not really doing a good job at moisturizing anyway so Idk. Also got myself two new Kat Von D lipsticks 😁 we went home to relax for a little bit then we headed to The Block to do some shopping for John. Got him some new Roshes, Nike socks, and two pairs of sweats at Zumiez. I also got another OBEY shirt that I probably shouldn’t have lol. John also got this shoe cleaner thing so hopefully he cleans the Jordans I got him soon lol and my Adidas! John forgot his wallet so we headed back to the house to grab that then we went to Main St in HB. We grabbed a drink at Baja Sharkeez and then another one at 2nd Floor. We were gonna go to Gen’s but ended up going to the grocery store for snacks and movies, then stopped at L&L for dinner. Attempted to watch King Arthur but I got sleepy around 8:30 pm so I knocked out on him. Woke up this morning and I went to Lee’s to grab breakfast for us before he had to head to work. Now I’m stuck at the court house because of jury duty and it’s so fucking boring!!!!! I wanna go home already damn it. Ugh

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John and I broke up for good. Sucks that it’s ended, but I need to move on. I’m back at my mom’s now. It’s for the best anyway. I’m not crying anymore. I’m not hurt. It’s going to be okay.

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The love of my life 💞

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“To fall in love with you was such an achingly beautiful transcending experience.”

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Andressa Moro

@wnq-writers | @wordsnquotes | @shareaquote

 submitted to @wnq-quotes, February 21st 2018

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He always looks at me like that lmao 😘

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John took us to the night market at Asian Garden Mall for grilled squid 😋

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Moved into our new place last night and this is the first thing we set up 😂

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John and I are moving into our new home tonight! I am so excited for what this year has in store for us. I can’t wait to decorate the house to make it ours. I wish John would show a little more excitement lmao but I guess I’m overly excited... 

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John and I tried shrooms last night. He's done it before, but it was my first time eating a whole eighth and actually tripping out. The first time was with Huy and I only ate a little bit. Everything was starting to look really pretty. I didn't want to look at myself in the mirror though because I felt so ugly. I was so cold and didn't want to get out of the bed, lmao, yet John was like, "I wish we had an AC," lmao. There were so many funny moments, but too bad I don't remember them all. All I know is, I had fun tripping out with my boyfriend lol and I hope he had fun with me too. We couldn't even sleep and I didn't want to go to work today, but I'm glad I did. I can't wait to go home and cuddle with my boyfriend though.

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Man, I really adored the place I checked out  without John last night. He seemed happy with it too when I sent him the video. Too bad she is renting it out to someone else, so back to searching. John got home around 7 PM and we finished the bottle of Jameson. We got pretty buzzed and then headed to Red Castle for dinner. He asked me what I wanted to eat and before I could answer, he said KBBQ and it was exactly what I was thinking of lmao. Idk why that moment was so funny to me. The food was whack. I always feel like it's a waste of money when we go out to eat lol. I don't know why we never learn. Anyway, we finished the bottle of soju and left. I was so drunk lol. I only remember taking off all of my clothes as soon as we got inside the house. Ugh honestly though, I love cuddling with John!!! I'm sitting in the office and it's so cold right now. I wish I was under him instead lmao.

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Can't believe I was out of a phone for a whole week! I got my phone delivered right before I was ready to clock out on Friday. I left work around 2:30 PM and headed straight home. I forgot what we even did Friday night. Anyway, on Saturday, John and Kaleb went to Delina's house for a pre-new year gathering. I just stayed home because I didn't feel like going. He didn't text me at all while he was out so I was annoyed lol. I didn't want him hugging me at all when he got home. He got home close to midnight and interrupted my sleep so I was even more grouchy lmao. The next morning, I was still being a brat. I don't even know why now that I'm reflecting back lmao. I was the one that chose not to go. I got even more upset when he told me this girl he fucked was there. I mean, I knew she would be there, but I think it was upsetting because they smoked together, which means they interracted with one another. But, I can't hold that over his head, I don't know, ugh. I got over it because he kept smothering me with kisses and it's so hard to stay mad when he does shit like that. Anyway, he said he was upset that I didn't want to go and it was NYE so I got over it lmao. We headed to Nitrolada for ice cream because Kaleb wanted to see dry ice lmao, then we dropped him off at his mom's. We got home, finished the bottle of Jameson, and got ready to head to John's friends' house. We got there around 9 PM, ate, and hung out with the kids. Can't believe I was actually awake for the countdown. There's something about being with John that makes it so much better. I attempted to make crispy shredded chicken tacos last night. John helped as well, like always, and said they were bomb so yay! I love cooking for him. Will probably be the only guy I'll ever cook for.

I can't wait to get off and go check out a few places. I have a nail appointment today with Frankie as well. I'm being lazy and I don't want to go, but I know I should.