My eyes are open, this much I am aware is true. It’s a pretty solid indicator that I am in fact aliv.
i dont know which is best to do first when trying to thoroughly asses that you are conscious and this is all really happening, exhaling, inhaling, blinking should I move or something
conformation from another being is always best for anything it’s so easy to fool yourself especially when you welcome it wothout much second thought and that’s why you’re always getting in trouble
truthful trouble but trouble and it LwYs takes up a lot of space and even more time god so much time what would you have really done with all that time on the contrary really so I guess trouble is as good as not troubke or good or it doesn’t have to be good ignored it’s not trouble it’s just something else and someone’s gottado it because everyone’s gotta do something until we all can’t do anything at all ever again
that used to scare me especially when I was little and im not saying that it doesn’t anymore but it doesn’t happen as often
its wasteful to dwell on the inevitable, but also inevitable that you will do it
in Gods country, I burried my head in the same sand where I saw those gold coins fall from his lips. Sink into the unimaginable depths of grains of time itself. I grew cold. How long had the sun been gone... his presence illuminated any space he occupied, as if he himself were the sun. I hadn’t noticed it was night until he left. I fell to my knees, my hands disappearing into the sand desperately trying to grasp onto those last words he had said to me