angry planet

ur thoughts out loud

[all0fthisistemp0rary]

screaming into the Tumblr void, can anybody hear me?

[all0fthisistemp0rary]

lately i feel like i really am running out of time. like im going to die soon. and then flashes of my childhood fill my brain and i just wish i could do it all again.

it wasn’t easy but if i had another chance.

maybe I’d do things better.

this internal clock has me nauseous and feeling so sick.

[all0fthisistemp0rary]

everybody hates scorpios. but the way we actually struggle so much with vulnerability and must always put up a tough front to protect ourselves- the way our brains will not allow us to break down or lose our control in front of others because ‘it is not an option, AND it is not a choice’ - so when we finally fall in love, all of our vulnerability, pain, skeletons, trauma, and innermost fears burden our lover. because with them- the walls come down, and again- ‘it is not an option, nor is it a choice’

there will just be tears & a lost soul yearning to be held.

but they’ve had enough.

and when the weight of being a burden finally crushes you-letting them go seems like the only option because they deserve better, and you’re convinced your life is such a waste that you’re better off dead.

[aaaangel444]

[gabrrto]

the eras; by me

(@artzroberto on ig)

[tiredandlonelymuse]

Hey this made me cry thank you

[all0fthisistemp0rary]

🤍🤍🤍

[tiredandlonelymuse]

I am hanging from a hook in the ceiling

like animal carcass.

I am splayed open, salted and tenderized.

My fatty bits sectioned off with bakers twine.

Red juices weep from my wounds.

Not blood, but the meat sweating

for better flavor.

A heavy palm comes down hard on my rump.

He lifts from the flank.

He samples the breast.

Hunger animates his body but he knows he must wait until the meat is ready.

He massages oils into the fibrous texture.

Working it in with the strong flat pads of his thumbs and fingers.

The meat is shivering.

The meat is shaking.

I’m told this is a chemical process.

Even once dead and removed from the body,

the meat dances on the table.

Due to the residual energy and nerve endings present in the tissue.

The flesh will twitch.

But it must be ready.

When it is ready he’ll carve it off in slabs,

and drop them into his mouth;

a mouse falling into the mouth of a snake

hanging by the tail.

He’ll glide the knife under the muscle

and it will slide down his throat

but it must be ready.

The meat is hanging but will not dry.

It drips

and drips

more juices.

The air is escaping.

The tendons are loosening.

He ties her off again and again.

Soon little lamb.

Soon.

- MEAT 2024

[all0fthisistemp0rary]

Little Lamb? New song next week??? 👀

[all0fthisistemp0rary]

it’s a shame the moon will never know how pretty she is. i wonder if she knows how we all look at her in awe.

[thestargazerlily]

THE END!

halsey @tiredandlonelymuse — for: the great impersonator

[all0fthisistemp0rary]

letting go is something i could never really learn how to do. it’s my detriment. and the thought of you being able to let go of me makes my skin fucking crawl. am i so disposable? did it mean nothing? am i just a pebble of your past and why is it that death wouldn’t even make you see me?

[all0fthisistemp0rary]

wish i could be someone else

somewhere else

before it all became too much

[all0fthisistemp0rary]

starting to think I don’t actually have much to lose when it comes to this little life

[cafnicthc]

Listening to Halsey is not enough

I need the lyrics of Clementine etched into my bones

[iwillalwaysreassemble]

Only Living Girl in LA (2024)

Halsey

[all0fthisistemp0rary]

no cause why are yeast infections part of womanhood ? this M1 treatment is giving me an existential crisis & might actually be my 13th reason. i hate it here.

[faithlesslovee]

cause blood is thick but water is forever and I'm stiffer than a board lighter than a feather and that girl will be a problem only if you let her and I left her back home but I cannot forget her

[all0fthisistemp0rary]

guttttted

[h-f-k]

i love Halsey Con

[all0fthisistemp0rary]

best concept thus far from Halsey

[blondesuicide]

HALSEY + favorite lyrics