reflection no. 2
they say the sun will shine again rain clouds will scatter and fade like scars but my 2019 wasn’t like the weather
this year, I turned twenty-one fell in and out of love hit my rock bottom and climbed to the top (twice) these things seem trivial to anyone beyond my personal reflection but to me, being me, it feels… nice
I never thought I’d reach this milestone I don’t know why before this year I looked in the mirror and saw a child dependent, scared, untrustworthy of myself but when I reached the top of that metaphorical life-mountain twice I think my relationship with me was reconciled
I come from a family of atheists so divine intervention never crossed my mind but this year, for the first time, I experienced something magical excitement to live to feel another sunrise on my skin to watch the rain clouds come and go with undivided, unburdened attention and to breathe
my 2019 was not like the weather I turned twenty-one, fell in and out of love, and I began the process of loving myself so I would like to end the year by saying and, because this may be the end of a year of a decade but it is only the beginning for me
lmaooooo and then 2020 hit





















