I Can Write (Allegedly)

You can call me Jack and this is where I post my stuff (mostly Saw rn)

[allegedly-writer]

Little Intro Post

- Hi I’m Jack!

- I don’t wanna make this account like an offical fandom account but rn I’m super into Saw so that’s probs what you’re gonna see a lot of

- I have an ao3 allegedly_writing, if you wanna see my nonsense there

- I’m autistic and talking to people is very nerve-wracking for me! If you ever send a message and it takes me time to respond, it’s not because I’m mad or annoyed, it’s because I’m nervous

- I’ll probs add more to this post when I think of more to add

- Enjoy!

[hansy-pansy-art]

My second piece i made for the saw big reverse bang! This time collaborating with the amazing @allegedly-writer who created "Tried to Save Myself (but myself keeps slipping away)" on ao3. Make sure to check it out to get the full experience!

[allegedly-writer]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Hi all!! I know it's been a bit but I did a reverse big bang with the amazing @hansy-pansy-art and I wanted to share it here!

[4lphaless]

2 - The High Priestess: Lindsey Perez

The High Priestess represents the impossibility of knowing all the facts of a situation, whether due to misinformation or concealed truths. This is reflected in Agent Lindsey Perez, who is usually calm, cautious, and confident but occasionally reckless—such as when she pressured Mark Hoffman, a mistake that led to her death.

[barkhoffman]

appears out of the darkness just to drop an occasional meme and sink back into shadows again

[ladymarlin]

Waffle iron POV 😆

I couldn't quite figure out the clamps so they're small but REALLY hot

Also different coloring bc red lighting on red = can't see details

[cloroxium]

adam from saw (2004) as that one 1990s marlboro lamp guy

has this been done yet? i dont use the internet in depth, so if it has, i apologize!

[yougart]

How it feels to watch any saw film where amanda interacts with a woman

[man1cpixiedreampuppy]

[biracy]

@lektricfergus forced me to post this because I'm his mindless little posting slut

[avocadoraisin]

Amanda's poketeam

I imagine them like a tight-knit ruffian crew that grew up on the streets with her.

[sawiibaseballbat]

RANDOM LYNN DENLON REFERENCES

[quinngefail]

What if Lawrence had just taken the five seconds to check Diana's closet. What if he wanted to prove to his daughter that there are no monsters, and no bad men lurking behind that closed door. Would Zep have panicked and just shot and killed him right there, and then done the same to Alison and Diana. Would Adam, waiting around for his latest photo subject to leave his home to go cheat or whatever, hear those distant pops. Would he have maybe caught a glimpse of an extremely frazzled dude speed walking out of the building, frantically looking over his shoulders again and again. Would Tapp have been watching from the window in that moment, and immediately made his way over to the Gordon's place, only to find still warm corpses.

Would the police arrive shortly thereafter, see Tapp standing within the home, gun on his person, and implicate him in the brutal execution of a mother, father, and young daughter. Would an eventual investigation of Tapp's place only further incriminate him, with the overwhelming amount of evidence regarding his obsession with the doctor. Would Adam, Lawrence being a no show and all, have had the patience to stick around outside long enough to see the police, or would their sudden arrival have scared him off. Would he have gone straight back home that night, deciding to just try to get more photos tomorrow. Would Zep, not knowing where else to go or what to do about the poison in his body, drove to the bathroom far earlier than he was instructed to. Would he find John lurking around town there, and desperately plea for his life. Would Amanda already be laying in wait in Adam's apartment. Would John call her off, after learning the only important player of his game is dead. After all, what else can you do when the game has just barely started, and your main piece has already been taken out?

Would Adam wake up that next day, and eventually catch wind of absolutely bewildering news: prominent oncologist and family found murdered in home, discharged detective suspected in the brutal killings. What would he have felt when the news showed pictures of the apartment. When they showed a small handful of happy family pictures of the victims, and pictures of the suspect. What would he have felt upon seeing some familiar faces staring back at him. Would he have quickly destroyed any photos he had taken for 'Bob', not wanting to have anything to do with any of this. Would Zep have still died down in that bathroom, albeit slowly and painfully this time, his pleas for a cure ignored. Would Adam still be in John's radar, and get tested at some point- or would he go on living his apathetic little life, all but forgetting about the events of that night within a month or two, moving onto another sleazy shitbag to take damning pictures of.

What if Lawrence had just checked taken the five seconds to check that closet .

[strahmtism]

[mirroredmemoriez]

This scene entertains me so much I can't lie... Biggest reason for why? The facial expressions.

Lynn is absolutely fucking done with Amanda's shit and clearly is going through disbelief and frustration during this entire short conversation. Amanda tickles me so much with her, "Cmere. No really cmere.... Cmere." As she progressively is getting closer to Lynn, it's so childishly antagonising?

[mirroredmemoriez]

This fucking diva….

[mirroredmemoriez]

Amanda Young's physical pain and more pain

Not saying anything new here once again, but the shit Amanda goes through throughout the entire franchise is depressing. Right now, I'm mainly looking at the physical aspect than the mental? But I'll probably mention that too as I always do. What brought this thought on was when I was doing some reference work for her and Lynn's deleted fight! We as a fandom always joke about how she's enjoying it because she at some points smirks and giggles... But the ending shot of that sequence is what I want to hone in on.

This is a defeated woman. She's just been attacked and cut up- There is as much terror as adrenaline in a humans body in a scenario like this. But this isn't even the first time whilst working under Jigsaw that Amanda has had someone harm or even attempt to kill her.

The first one I've shown is of course Cecilia Pederson backhanding Amanda to the floor- Which honestly, this scene is overall horrible as Amanda also during this period has to watch Gabriela get her neck stomped! But it could've been worse in theory... When putting John into the blood-board trap, Parker suggests putting her on the other end. If Carlos never was there, it's very likely that Amanda would've been blood boarded alongside John. We then have the very famous needle pit. There was no way to predict how anyone in the nerve gas house would react to their circumstances and due to that? Amanda inherently to me was always in danger. This is displayed quite well when she's tossed into a test not meant for her... I think it's the somewhat carelessness of this which is the most upsetting aspect? John had her in there to monitor Daniel and subdue him once the game was done. But what actual protection did Amanda have from anyone in there? We even see her try and take the gun from the magnum eyehole trap unsuccessfully.

Like imagine the guy who's like 6 foot and muscle that just tossed you into a PIT OF NEEDLES... IS CHASING YOU WITH A KNIFE. You're also quite aware that this man certainly killed the other guy you just saw with a spiked bat in his head. I'd be bricking it. Anyway, that same kid you had to insure stayed safe? Yeah his father who wrongfully imprisoned you is gonna beat you till one half of your face is just blood. OH HE'S ALSO GOING TO BITE YOU AND ATTEMPT TO STAB YOU TO DEATH.

The only reason you survive? Because he's already previously injured and you use that to your advantage. We're not done though! Amanda's mentor slash father figure is dying and she is getting basically blackmailed but that's not the only thing she needs to have on the mind- Because we have Lynn running up on her with a blade, supposedly to have a nice chat.

And I even made a poll asking people on this site... Do you think Lynn would've killed Amanda? Yes was the majority answer. We know that at least one of these slashes actually catches Amanda because she is bleeding by the end of this. Not to mention, Lynn was not messing around whatsoever? She throws what I think is an axe at Amanda at one point and also tries to kick her head in against the locker things... Which she did after failing to get a swing with said axe to Amanda's head. With all of this, it kinda pushes me to think that Amanda attempts to physically intimidate and scare Lynn a lot because she is aware being attacked is quite possible. For example, the scene that is kept in where Amanda literally hands Lynn the axe, ''I'd go for the neck- But I'm not the brain surgeon.'' She is clearly letting Lynn know during this that if you try and fight with me, you're screwed! All of these factors are against you. Then coming back to the deleted scene? None of these warnings have dissuaded Lynn from going, ''I'LL FUCKING YOU!'' Whatsoever really. So rounding it back up to the first image I presented.... I think Amanda is just fucking tired. How are you meant to have been healed and helped if you're getting the smackdown special every other some weeks to months. In literally every game she's been physically present for- She has been harmed physically too. It's traumatic, it's draining and it well... HURTS. I know the healing process from when Eric smashed her head into a wall multiple times wasn't nice either. AND AND AND AND AND AND!!!! Amanda doesn't even get peace with death, seeing as she dies in a very violet manner too. We watch her choke on her own blood after being shot in the throat..... Reaching out for the same man who put her through all of this really. Anyway.... HAPPY MANDY MONDAY FROM MAL!