Only Love

[badbeesknees]

a lot of people only loved me because i put them first

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

Don't become so afraid of being annoying that you don't allow yourself to be anything at all.

[borderlinepdfeels]

[kosmogrl]

every day I wake up and I worry and I worry and I worry and I worry and I worry and I worry and I worry and I w-

[alles-leuchtet]

Du bist mein Leuchten in der Stille

[inkskinned]

she asked me if i believed in god and i told her that when i was four i almost drowned in a public pool and in my panic mistook a stranger for my father. i clawed my way up his leg. four years later he’d send my parents a picture of the scars alongside a tin of cookies. he said, “i hope she’s still okay. i carry her with me. it isn’t every day you save a life. it isn’t every day you feel like you were here for a reason. when it does happen, you have to cherish that memory. for once, i had a purpose. just being there was enough. she tore me open but she taught me a lot about love.”

[street-gossip]

“you changed bro” no I just stopped caring

[evaughn]

[alles-leuchtet]

I wish it wouldn't have happened so I didn't need to sit here feeling so sad about it now.

[alles-leuchtet]

Ich will mich nicht mehr so fühlen.

[alles-leuchtet]

I just want to rip my heart out

[alles-leuchtet]

When she is being soft with me, I always feel a little bit in love with her. 

[alles-leuchtet]

Ich bin nicht für die großen Momente bestimmt.

[alles-leuchtet]

I’m feeling very soft for someone who is never going to look at me the way I look at her. She’s just going to keep looking at men, hoping that they will one day see her the way I see her, feel for her what I feel. But she won’t see me.

[bled]

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[bnmxfld]

Mumford & Sons / Hopeless Wanderer

[adrasteiax]

(…) I thought I had to become more than I was, more than I’d been. but that wasn’t it. It seemed rather that something had to go. Something had to be let go of.

Marie Howe, from The Teacher in “Magdalene: Poems” (via weltenwellen)