i miss you k.
you would help me find a job, you would calm me down saying everything's gonna be okay while holding me in your arms. you would make sure i'd be okay. you'd come up with plans and schemes of what to do and you would never give up on me, because you know i give up on myself. you would reassure me daily that everything would be okay and i would believe you because you're always right. usually anyway. you'd buy me chocolate cake and kiss my forehead and let me lay on your chest to listen to your heartbeat.
this is exactly what i need right now, i need you, i need your comfort and reassurance and just your help. because you could do anything you set your mind to. i miss you daily. i walk the same paths we used to walk and i imagine you next to me holding my hand. i walk up the staircase up to my apartment and see the window we fucked on in the hallway. i see you on every street, in every tram and in every cafe we visited together. i miss you in my bed, i miss you next to me holding my hand.
i have so many regrets, falling in love with you is the biggest one, because i don't think i'll ever be able to get over you.
leave her and be with me, please karolino i beg of you





















