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@almostsupermxn
almostsupermxn:
“Okay, but have you considered this — I am right. And you’re just being insanely STUBBORN right now.”
“I have considered all possible outcomes and I know I’m still right. stubbornly so.”
“Alright. Okay. Explain it to me.”
@almostsupermxn liked for a starter
“you know. i’m one of the ONLY few to keep your little party favor. where’s my well deserved praise ?? “
“my party --- ??” leo glances down at his wrist before raising to their eye level. “you mean the bands? that’s the original one?”
@almostsupermxn HIT THE HEART
❝ i’m not saying that you’re WRONG, it’s just that—you’re not right. ❞
“Okay, but have you considered this --- I am right. And you’re just being insanely STUBBORN right now.”
👏 trust 👏 issues 👏 and 👏 the 👏 constant 👏 fear 👏 of 👏 abandonment 👏 ruin 👏 everything 👏
oflayers:
Why she was at Leo’s door at the hotel they were currently at, she didn’t know. Kara didn’t know what in the world made her think it was a good idea to bother him. They had all had a long enough day after burying Dashiel. But like gravity, her feet seemed to be moving without her permission, guiding her in the direction to where Leo was. Sure she and Dash weren’t best friends but they were still pretty close, as he was to the rest of the red band society. He was a vital part of the group. And while Kara knew Emma was in the same hotel as them, she had heard from a source or two that she was engaged. And Kara had alcohol. So she was better company by far.
Why she felt the need to rehearse what she was going to say was baffling to her. It was Leo fucking Roth. They were friends, the type of joke around and complain about their shitty problems to each other, so she shouldn’t be so nervous. But for some reason all throughout the funeral and the speeches and the crying, the only person the blonde could think about was HIM. and how you had to tell people how you felt as soon as possible or it could be too late. it was too late for Dash to live his life the right way, the universe and his shitty illness took care of that, but it wasn’t too late for her to start living her life the way she wanted. or with the person she wanted. so here she was knocking on his door at god knows what time at night.
It wasn’t a secret she had choosen to stay single after Hunter’s death. Aside from a few not serious relationships, nothing much was happening for her at the moment. Leo was the only constant male in her life. Maybe for a reason. All the guys she hooked up with threw that word around. LOVE. it made her angry. she only loved one other guy and he was dead. maybe telling Leo wouldn’t be such a good idea. Her fragile heart couldn’t take much more disappointment after all. && YET.
“All I want to be is a person who says ‘I love you’ and really mean it…”
Why she blurted that out the second he opened the door, she didn’t know. And why a smile appeared on her face the second she saw his face, she didn’t know either. It’s like she didn’t have control over emotions anymore. But the words were out now. No going back on that statement. I love you. I’m in love with you. I love you, I love you, I love you. why was it so easy to admit in her head ??
Out of the corner of blue hues, she spotted a figure. Still brunette and skinny as ever, even though Emma looked far more healthy than the last time Kara saw her. Emma was here, already comforting Leo probably.
“Emma. I’m sorry I didn’t know I was interrupting anything.” Her voice betrayed her and shook with each word, the grip she had on the bottle of vodka she was holding tightened, as if it would slip out of her hands and crash at any second. NO. Leo and Emma would not have the pleasure of seeing her b r e a k. not in this lifetime.
“I should go.” Yet her feet remained frozen as she finally met Leo’s eyes again. “I’m sorry.”
Without any real thought, Leo closed the door behind him. And he slowly turned his back toward the door, facing Emma as she looked upon him with pleading eyes. But this time, it was different. She wasn’t pleading for his help, but... Was she telling him to help himself? Leo couldn’t figure out what this feeling was in his chest. It was strangely... NUMB.
Emma’s lips were moving. She was saying something to him, but he couldn’t hear her. THUMP, THUMP, THUMP went his heart. The lub-dub was so loud, it was deafening. Run after her, you idiot, Leo scolded himself. You’re closing the door one something good. Again. Why? Because you’re fucking scared.
Emma could see the worry in his eyes. He held all the tension in his shoulders, and his hands lay limp by his sides. She slowly made his way up to Leo. Now, why was an engaged woman standing, staying in the same room as her past lover? The man, who she once thought, who she was going to spend the rest of her life with. This man who deserved all the love she learned to find on her own. Emma learned to love herself, and truly love another man who made her world spin. It was strange. The world wasn’t spinning in the room. They somehow made everything stop by being together; together they stopped time and growth and love.
Emma stood on her tippy toes to kiss Leo on the cheek.
He snapped back to reality. “I’m sorry, Emma,” he repeated.
She turned back up to him, and this time, they shared a tender kiss. A real kiss. There they held each other, and felt all the pain, all the tension, and all their past envelope them. It was a passionate kiss. It was a sad kiss.
“Go to her, Leo,” Emma whispered, pulling away for the final time. “I’m happy.”
Here Leo stood with the love of his life melting in his arms, but he hated to remain stagnant. If he did, he was as good as dead. And Dash wasn’t quite ready to hang out with him just yet. “I love you, Emma.”
“I love you too, Leo. Now... Go to her.”
The world doesn’t stop turning for anyone. And within these past seven minutes, the two lost their control. Here’s to the future.
thiinisms:
“oh how nice of you. but i don’t. need any company.” as much as she wanted to have a laugh, forget about this whole mess or even just get off of the floor, she couldn’t. she stayed crouched on the ground, not meeting leos eyes, focusing on the scattered food. the task at hand was cleaning. something easy. she rearranged some carrots, lined them up one by one, before putting them back on the tray as neatly as they had been placed. “you can GO back if you want.” not that she actually wanted to be left alone again, but anything was better than this silence between them.
Leo watched Emma with a cautious gaze. It wasn’t his first time walking into such a scene; yet, every time he did, it didn’t make him feel any better. There was a knot in his stomach he was learning to ignore. “Um, well, it didn’t seem like such a great party anyways, I think I wanna stay here with you...” he answered. “If that’s okay with you, Emma.”
prcttyliics:
Val bit her lip. Sure, there was always the thrill of hiding, but she didn’t want to risk getting in trouble. “I-It’s nice to meet you Leo.” she mumbled, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. “I’m Valentina.”
If Leo’s smile was making her uncomfortable, it wasn’t his intentions by far. He just thought she was very pretty. They stood there for a couple moments in silence before Leo decided to ask, “You been in here long?”
weaponnotachild:
Laura understood enough that she could piece it together. “I was dead an hour ago,” she said like it was no real problem. And she meant it totally honestly. She had healed up, and was left without even a scar. But she had woken up in the morgue.
Unbeknownst to Leo, Laura wasn’t lying. She honestly, truly, irreversibly was dead an hour ago. To Leo, this was just one of those grim jokes he’d like to tell. “Oh, I get it,” he chuckled. “Well, it’s good you’re alive now.”
weaponnotachild:
She could smell the sickness on him, and she could smell that it was bad, but he didn’t smell like death. Death was a smell she knew well, and she’d smelled in before on people who hadn’t yet passed. Usually on the sick ones who had given up. “You’re a survivor,” she said. Not like it was an encouragement; just a simple fact. “So’m I.”
“What you in for?” Leo asked nonchalantly. Perhaps, she’d understand his slang, perhaps not. But it wasn’t every day someone willing spoke about their illness.
@velmstxr // CONTINUED THREAD !!
obscenely domestic starter sentences ;;
“ as SMOOTH as that was, leo –
i think my contract strictly states no OUTSIDE relations with those being treated under my care.
it sounds like something straight out of a nicholas sparks novel. “
“uh, i mean it’s only outside relations if, YA KNOW, you make it outside. it’s just chilling, so why not?”
he chuckled. “we can keep the PJ’s.”
❛ as long as i say the right thing and act the right way, they’re happy because that means that they cured me, right? ❜
Leo was taken aback, he wasn’t quite expecting the outburst. “Emma, don’t say that--”
another mun meme, feel free to repost.
NICKNAME: alyssa STAR SIGN: scorpio HEIGHT: 5′0 CURRENT TIME: 6:13pm FAVE MUSIC ARTIST: (currently) hoodie allen or blackbear LAST MOVIE WATCHED: the way way back LAST SHOW WATCHED: 13 reasons why WHEN DID YOU CREATE YOUR BLOG: feburary 2015. OTHER BLOGS: just my personal WHY DID YOU CHOOSE YOUR URL: leo says something in the last episode to the extent of, “i can take the disease but i can’t take the pressure.” and may compares him to being superman... so, yeah, it comes from that episode since he’s not superman. HOGWARTS HOUSE: idk i just took a quiz and it said ravenclaw?? AVG HOURS SLEEP: 5 HOW MANY BLANKETS DO YOU SLEEP WITH?: two DREAM JOB: so like im gonna be a nurse but id love to sit and edit movies all day tbh
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ofallthemuses:
Emma smiled lightly at the joke but knew that it was actually deeper than Leo was letting on. He was the heart of everyone, if he wasn’t okay, everyone would fall apart. It didn’t change the truth about what was happening however. Emma couldn’t even imagine what the future was going to look like and yet somehow Leo was able to say he was managing it just fine. Then again, she was always fine too, wasn’t she? “You know I’m here for you, right?”
“Always,” he answered confidently. Leo was looking right at Emma. Nothing stood in between them in these few moments. It was like the universe finally stopped moving. Everything just stopped for them. Everything stopped so they could breath. “I know you’re always here...” He took a deep sigh. “I’m... This is all so weird, Emma.” It didn’t stop long enough.
‘ i don’t understand what is so hard about being a decent human being . ’ hannah scoffs , rolling her eyes as she sits back against the chair in leo’s room . ‘ do YOU ever feel that way , like nobody treats you the way you should be ? ? ’ her head turns to look at him , before sipping from her water bottle . ‘ i wish i could stay here all day sometimes , is that sad ? ? ’
probably , because it’s a HOSPITAL . not exactly the cheeriest place to stay . ‘ i’m sorry , that was probably really awful to say , considering you actually do . ’ mute button , hannah ! ‘ i’m gonna shut up now before i say anything else dumb . ’
@almostsupermxn
leo chuckled to himself while listening to hannah speak. “yeah, that’s FUNNY. i feel like that all the time,” he admitted. he wasn’t sure why they were here, having this exact conversation, but something in leo’s BONES --- ah, funny, ya know? since his are f a l l i n g apart. “what i mean is -- you’re not stupid at all.”
“i learned that here -- in the hospital -- nobody really treats you the way you should be ?? like maybe, the nurses will, but normal people. they treat you like something that will break. i’m not broken, ya know?”
lostkiids:
“i didn’t expect much. i’m just the boring little sister… i’m not even sure she knows much about me.”
“Why wouldn’t she know much? You’re her SISTER.”
He is not just a boy, and that scares me to death. He’s my today and tomorrow; he is not just a boy when he smiles or speaks. He will never be just a boy.
conversation with my parents about him. (via tobreathe-withyou)
