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'Cause I'm not here to stay Pass it, and I'll be on my way No stems. No seeds, please That's really all I need

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ASTR // We Fall Down

[alostskies]

[alostskies]

So, I borrowed a few things and forgot to return it. Does that make me a thief- I don't think so. If you wanted it back all you had to do was ask..

[jessplummerdaily]

[defusc]

Uhm okay, yeah sure. No! Kenzie couldn’t have pulled this off. You need a master for this kind of seamlessness -I happen to me ace at stealth.

[alostskies]

I'm only telling the truth. This is also pretty damn creative- , who else could be that awesome? All roads point to Kenzie

[defusc]

Are you gonna try and make me? Ha. Hey I’m smart and perfectly capable!

[alostskies]

I'm not gonna tell you. This kinda prank- don't think so..I'm telling you, it was Kenzie. Girls are smarter than boys anyways.

[defusc]

You’re awlfully confident, that I’ll actually give you any of my lollies… even if you are right and I did it.

[alostskies]

You will, cause you have no choice. Well, you know- now that I think about it, it couldn't have been you. It's too well put together. Kenzie's pretty smart- I bet my chocolates on her.

[defusc]

If by stink, you mean sexy man musk -then you’d be wrong. Because my hands are clean with this one. There’s no way I’m loosing my last kit kat to you.

[alostskies]

I mean stink by your paw prints all over the crime scene; man musk comes close second though. Your hands are never clean with anything. No one else would go near my stash. Be prepared to be candy-less.

[b-psylocke]

Well I’m pretty sure the natives are asleep, they always pass out early, the mermaids are at sea, and im sure the pirates are too. We could always stir up trouble with the boys…or we could plot something for the pirates for tomorrow. 

[alostskies]

The natives are always sleeping or doing something boring- that or watching me closely. Does this look like the face of someone mischievous? I say both, starting with the boys- they're too easy.

[defusc]

Better be prepared to loose it love. I’m looking forward being right.

[alostskies]

No way, I can definitely prove that you did it. It's got our stink all over it. If I win you owe me a chocolate too.

[b-psylocke]

Happy Kenzie is here! I promise!

[alostskies]

We've gotta shake on it, better yet- get into trouble!  I'm bored which is no bueno.

[defusc]

I swear… it wasn’t me.

[alostskies]

Oh yeah? I bet my last piece of chocolate it was..

[b-psylocke]

Definitely! I will, I will, I promise! Yeah, I know. 

[alostskies]

So stop being all...sad. We've got this place to run around like wild things and do what we want!

[marcusxdelarosa-deactivated2015]

It does not feel like home, Skie. Even if we had the bottles, it would feel like what we used to do. Of course I’m doing it right, I always do it right.

[alostskies]

You're right, it's not like home- it's better. I can find my highs somewhere else but this place is cool. Wanna bet?

[alostskies]

T A S K ∞ 0 0 1

F E A R S:

Ironically enough, I'm not afraid of a lot of things. Like sure, I'm not the biggest fan of spiders and being buried alive- but it feels like nothing compared to reality. Like I live, but I don't live here, with everyone else. I like to be inside my head because that's where I belong. I'm not some curly haired freak with a constant bad hair day- nor am I the little troll that parties way too much for her age. I'm normal and the skies are always blue and things get better. My parents actually care when I stay out too late and help me to bed when I stumble inside the house feeling like dirt. I daydream a lot because that's where I live. But, going back to the whole fear aspect. I'm afraid of being me. I'm afraid that I'll be stuck being Skie and I'll just fade into the world. Not making a difference and no one caring. Like if I stop daydreaming, I'll die. Cause I don't know how to handle things. I don't know how to handle the world or myself- so I just pretend, hope, and cross my fingers. I've got meds to help keep me focused, you know- away from La La land, but I don't take em. I don't want to.

S E C R E T :

Okay, so I don't know if you know this- but I have a problem. Like a serious problem. So I've got anxiety issues. No one really knows about it cause it's kind embarrassing. I used to have these episodes and have to lock myself in the bathroom and stuff. After it was all said and done, I'd feel like crap. Like I wasn't worth anything and I believed it- I still believe it. So, I took drugs and stuff. I mean drinking and stuff was normal cause me and Jonah partied a lot, but I partied harder and more often. Soon, I didn't have to party anymore cause I could just sit in my room and smoke and take pills. They made me feel good. I mean really good. Then it happened.

I missed three days of work in a row and one of my friends found me. My parents were never home so parental concern is out the window. But um, according to their story I was passed out and was practically... lifeless. Long story short I'm alive and had to go to rehab.. Ever since I haven't touched anything. I'm scared to, but sometimes I crave it. I need it to make me feel like Skie..

So to recap:

→ I'm an addict

→ and a little shit that lives in the state of dreaming

→ I'm prone to anxiety attacks BUT I feel like I've gotten better.

I'm not sure if this was supposed to make me feel better- but I don't. Jeez, am I a horrible person, cause I seem like it..

[burntflowerbeds-blog]

Am I the only one who thinks shooting an arrow would be a great rush?

[alostskies]

I hope not. You know all the kinds of fun you can have with those?

[b-psylocke]

Yeah, so would I…but I’m pretty sure everyone in the Tree House probably would too. So if we ask a Native to do it, maybe it’ll all go okay. I will! Me and Axel, do a lot of pranks together and stuff so next one we plan I’ll let you know. Pinky Promise. I try, but sometimes it just hits me like a ton of bricks. But I do try. 

[alostskies]

That'd be one heck of a bonfire though- one for the books! You think they'd do it? Pranks- huh? It's my type of sport, so you better! Just remember, it all gets better. Even bricks break- yanno? Then that's all that matters.