May 15, 2025
It would be easy to turn to drugs and alcohol to numb the pain and sense of hopelessness sometimes but I don't want to take the easy way out and I don't want to be anybody but me. My intense depth of feeling, the sense of foreloreness, the ups and downs, they're all me and I don't want to be anyone else but me for as long as I live.
I never want to become numb, I never want to become desensitized or apathetic, I always want to have the capacity to feel hurt and sadness and shock at bad things, I never want these things to be so normal that I don't feel anything anymore!
Wait wow I always know when I need me!
