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[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

[sicksadstar]

this user goes hypervebal

this user is hyperverbal

[ivy-paintdr2ps]

she's a ten but she counts calories and then randomly stops for two weeks

[alt04]

Please recomend apps for fasting.

[c0keb0dy]

If my blog triggers you, block me. I will not be hurt or offended, just please don’t report my only safe space. Hope you have a good day/night <3

[alt04]

She's a 10 but she's afraid of bread and avocado.

[alt04]

"I'm sorry, that I'm not a person anymore, I'm a problem" -Eli -To the bone.

[alt04]

Am I faking all of this?

[alt04]

I can't look at myself in the mirror, I'm too ugly.

[alt04]

Today I binged, but I started doing excercise. I'm disgusted with myself but at least I did something to burn some of the calories I ate.

[sicksadstar]

Alters? Dissociation? Nope. I'm undiagnosing myself. I am a singlet

[v1tamindeficiency]

i feel myself getting fatter and fatter and i still keep eating no matter how much i hate myself for it

[alt04]

Just ended my 23hr fast, happy me.

Te next one I will start at 10pm. And I'll eat less than 500 kcal.

[alt04]

So far so good. I havent eaten today and I don't plan to do so. I'll update at 10pm to see how I did. I just chewed some food and then spat it out and drank a can of diet coke. Listening to my playlist helps a lot.

[alt04]

Today I ate.

Today I died.

Once again, I died in shame, in anger and anxiety. Because I ate and it scares me like an alcoholic is scared of sobriety. Shame is what I am, disgusted is how I feel. I drown in desperation and in fear, the fear of gaining weight, the fear of not looking sick enough.

[alt04]

I want control, I want to feel light and free. I want to fast all day and have a fcking good day for once. I want people to notice me, to be worried and say things like "you are way too skinny". I want my bones to be the first thing they notice.

[alt04]

The word "Anorexia" sounds so good. When people use it to describe me it makes me so happy.