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@altbaux
INTRO POST!
hi! we’re team red/red!
fictive heavy did system, bodily 19, audhd and physically disabled
this blog is our alt for system posts! we follow from @boombaux, our main art blog. alters will sign off with emojis in the tags (if we remember)
DNI:
• nsfw only blogs, minors under 15
• proship, (pro) endo, transID, radqueer, transmed, terf, anti contradictory identities/labels, and basic dni criteria!
info about alters under the cut:
robot girls getting compared to chatgpt is like when you're autistic and your mom would call you down to watch the big bang theory and point at sheldon just to go "look, that's you"
new stim dropped and its just mwah hah hah evil sound effect
someone is having a gender crisis but i dont know who
alright guys cough it up. which one of you is a girl
it was dick grayson.
someone is having a gender crisis but i dont know who
alright guys cough it up. which one of you is a girl
someone is having a gender crisis but i dont know who
just updated all the blogs… joy to the world?
sometimes i hate being a system BUT BOY is it funny. guy showed up yesterday because im deathly ill, HE ONLY SPEAKS SPANISH?? i dont know spanish no one else in our head knows spanish as far as im aware. im trying to talk to this guy, so i get google translate out.
hes just MAKING FUN OF ME. for being SICK??? in spanish.
he loves when i take pictures of him with my camera. he speaks french too. i dont know what the hell he is saying but he knows how to thumbs up so we move
wait i just found this blog. my diary #mydiary
idk if this is something we've stated before and it's not something we've personally seen, more something we've heard talked about, but I still wanna say this to make it clear.
while we are anti-endo and will stand our ground on that for literally the rest of our life, we do not condone fakeclaiming or harassment. we don't condone threats, we don't condone violence, and we especially don't condone wishing bad things upon someone. while we don't believe that endos are systems in the way the term is defined, that doesn't mean we think (most of) their experiences aren't real. sure, some endos online probably are just acting for clout. that happens with every disorder in the book. but it's far more likely that a lot of them just don't know what's going on and jumped to the first label they saw and are sticking with it to avoid being wrong. it's also far more likely that there's a completely different disorder in the mix that either makes them think their symptoms are related to DID or straight up fabricates whatever symptoms they believe they have. no one will know unless they make the choice to go to therapy if they can.
no, endos are not and never will be accepted on our page because our space isn't made for them. our space is made for people who are suffering from this disorder because of severe trauma. we have every right to decide who we do and don't want interacting with our blog and, therefore, interacting with us. we can't interact with people who act like they understand our struggles when they really don't. it's uncomfortable and frustrating for us, which is why we avoid the endo community entirely.
bottom line is: just avoid the community. purposefully going after people is just dumb, in my opinion. all you're doing is bring them into your own spaces, fueling their fire, and giving them more reasons to harp on traumatized people for being "toxic".
that's our piece, and now we're gonna go back to not really posting anything about syscourse lol
A GOOD POST
sometimes i hate being autistic. it’s a little cold in my room and i feel like i’m dying??
this is what having did is like btw
the undeniable urge to create a appreciation sideblog for my beauttttiful boyfriend… he just screwed his eyes shut and opened and closed his mouth like a tiny bird… he said “my mouth tastes bad. can we talk about the fermi level in semiconductors” im in love with him
trying to track switches vs "who am i, who am i, what is going on, where am i, i dont belong here, whats happening, why dont i know who i am" more than half of the day
THIS oh my god i love data and i HATE when i can’t track who’s fronting cause i don’t even know what’s going on 😓😓
one of the things i hate most about did is forgetting.
i dont mean forgetting things that happened a long time ago, or traumatic things, though i do wish i could remember those and it sucks to not be able to.
what i’m talking about is forgetting things that i do every single day. for example, when i get out of the shower, i put hair oil in my hair. every single day. i showered this morning, and i just. forgot to do it.
i feel like i can’t build good habits for myself when i can’t even remember to do habits that i have been doing every single day for years. i’m worried that one day i’ll forget to brush my teeth and never do it again, or even forget to shower at all. it’s a really scary feeling.
want to clarify my stance on endos really quick.
i genuinely don’t know if endogenic systems are a thing. if i had to guess, i would say they aren’t, because it doesn’t make any sense to me, but i am not a neurologist. i can’t say that they don’t exist with complete certainty just because it goes against the papers i’ve read. i can only say that i don’t *think* they exist. i hope that makes sense.
i don’t care if endos are online and talking about it. i do care that being endo is being related to being a system at all. if endos would rebrand as something entirely different from systems, keep to their own part of the internet, that would be fine with me. the only issue i have about how current endos are online is that they are using the same language as people with CDDs, and haven’t rebranded from the movement they come from. if endos exist, it is entirely different from a CDD and frankly shouldn’t have anything to do with me.
i don’t want endos to interact on my posts, because my posts are about the CDD experience. they are entirely seperate things.
i’m not the internet police, i think endos can do whatever they want as long as they don’t do it in our spaces. the reason i am so adamant about that is because it makes people learning about CDD’s confused about what is endo stuff, and what is CDD stuff. it promotes misinformation. there’s already so much misinformation about this disorder, and a second wave of that would hurt a lot of people.
i hope this clears things up!!
i want to take a minute to talk about the word “sysmed” and why i hate it so much. im sure other blogs have covered this but i wanted to give my take on it.
first of all, it comes from the transphobic term of transmed, so using the term is transphobic.
it also implies that having a CDD is similar to being transgender. i have to disagree on that, because being transgender is an identity, and being a system is a disorder.
because having a CDD is a disorder, it’s not something that can be medicalized. its a medical term already. i’m not doing any harm by calling a medical disorder medical. this is part of why the term “sysmed” makes no sense to me.
i also have seen some anti-endos trying to reclaim this term for themselves, and while i understand the motivation behind that, i dont really appreciate it as someone who collectively identifies as transgender. it makes me feel like the origins of the term are being erased.
some anti endos using this term have also been people who think that getting a diagnosis for a CDD is the only way you can be “valid.” i am pro informed self-diagnosis, and my therapist has even said that a CDD can both be a “fairly easy disorder to recognize in yourself, or completely impossible to see.” CDDs cover such a broad range of experience and i think its important to respect that.
also, (slightly off topic) this is tumblr. a social media site. if someone is confused about whether they have a CDD, i dont mind if it turns out they’re wrong! posting as different alters and talking about their experiences, and then realizing those experiences dont line up with a CDD at all? i personally don’t see how that could be harmful, as long as they dont deliberately spread misinformation.
so, yeah. please don’t reclaim the term “sysmed” for yourself! it is transphobic in origin, and means a lot of different things to different people.
Hi, sorry for interacting as an endo (apologizing and mentioning this so as to maintain full clarity and honesty), but I'm not asking about any of the system stuff here
Genuinely, since I'm now confused, why is transmed transphobic? Never used it, but I'm curious. I thought it was meant to describe the trans people that were being asses and othering the trans people who couldn't/didn't fully want to go through surgery, and saying you could only be trans if you went through surgery, there for "trans medicalized"
I genuinely want to know, and I'm sorry if any of this is offensive.
the term transmed is describing transphobic people who believe you need to medically transition to be trans. because it is describing transphobic people, the term “sysmed” coming from that implies that “sysmeds” are transphobic as well. the term isn’t transphobic, but transmeds themselves are.
i hope this helps
