Alterhuman After Dark

Mod V 💚 Welcome to Hell. Read the pinned intro post. CONFESSIONS ARE: OPEN

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This is an 18+ confessions (kinfessions if you will) blog for alterhumans, otherkin, fictionkin, therians, and related identities.

This blog allows NSFW themes and explicit submissions, as well as general adult discussions. If you are uncomfortable with this or a minor, turn back now. Otherwise, abandon all hope all ye who enter.

RULES

I’m a pretty lax mod. Most problematic sources and identities are allowed, though bear in mind you may still be clowned on in the court of public opinion. Here are the things I won’t post:

* Prejudiced shit (racism, homophobia, transphobia, TERFs, cultural appropriation). Slurs you reclaim are fine as long as they’re not directed at other people without their consent.

* Non kin/alterhuman related discourse (syscourse, lgbt discourse, real world politics, etc). Mental illness discourse directly related to alterhumanity may be allowed depending on how I’m feeling that day.

* Proshipping, glorification of incest, pedo shit, etc., promotion of/acting upon HARMFUL paraphilias (“MAPS”, zoos.) Discussion of these topics AS THEY RELATE TO THE COMMUNITY are usually okay.

* Confessions that are just anti kin. Why are you here lol

There’s probably stuff I’m forgetting or other stuff that would make me uncomfortable that I won’t realize until the moment so I retain the right to change this as needed or just reject a confession just because. No hard feelings.

These rules are also up to my interpretation so, bear with me. Things might slip by if I think there’s actually a discussion to be had about it.

Other than that, you can be mean, you can be freaky, you can be whatever. Submit a source call or a meme or shitpost. Be free.

I will try to tag things accordingly (NSFW, common triggers, slur usage, invalidation) but I will probably fuck up at some point so read at your own risk.

I may or may not respond to confessions. Most I probably won’t have any special commentary on but if it’s relatable then hey.

Posting a confession does not mean I endorse everything that’s said nor the person sending, I just start the discussion.

Confessions are: OPEN

-Mod V

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One of my phantom limbs is a cock. It’s a really interesting feeling. I can feel the weight of my balls and I know where it connects to my body. It’s like a dog’s cock. I feel my dick sticking out of my sheath when I get hard. It takes effort for me to remember it’s not actually there. Every time I look down and don’t see it it’s more confusing than anything, to be honest.

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oh man. i remember the forum scene from back in the day (and some of my friends were on Ye Olde Physical Mailing Lists back when "kin" meant the elvish community/"otherkin" was all the non-elves. wild times.) i also remember a lot of kin/general alterhuman wiki pages/informational resources being community gathering places as well, so it's been weird to see the gradual shift from independently-hosted forum/personal sites to centralization on the big platforms. i think... just like, generally speaking, that All countercultural/subcultural online spaces suffered a little from that shift, and we're not an exception. it's just hard to effectively moderate small community spaces on big platforms. discord fixes some of the problems of moderation, but also suffers from really intense siloing and the issue of discoverability. anyways. all of this to say: thanks to the people who answered my question. it's strange to watch kin spaces shift with the rest of the internet. - 🕯️

Honestly someone should start the kin mailing lists again for old times sake I think it would be fun. Unless someone’s already doing that out there somewhere lol

But yeah I hope you are able to find a space for you out there, it’s rough out here 💔

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polling the 18+ kinmunity (v, please feel free to chime in too)-- where do y'all go to talk with other kinfolk these days? i feel like the tumblr scene is quieting down and high-quality kin discord servers are hard to locate, so i was wondering where everyone's ended up. are insta/reddit/vent/twt/bsky still communities worth checking out? fall out boy voice: where did the party go - 🕯️

I’ve been around pretty much every kin community on the internet at this point and I still really don’t know what I’m doing with it lol.

I’m mainly just on tumblr these days, and I’m in quite a few kin discords but I find it hard to talk in there or find ones that fit my needs tbh lol. I used to exclusively use insta but I moved away from my kinsta and just stay in touch with people I met on there through my personal social medias now. Reddit has a few kin and therian subs, I find that a lot of the content seems to be younger folks/their guardians figuring out their identity though. Tiktok is kinda similar to me in that regard, mostly younger folks, also the algorithm and amount of hate makes it intimidating as well lol. Not sure about Twitter and bluesky. I follow people who are ‘kin on those platforms but not really anyone where that’s their entire page’s focus, not sure what kind of communities are on there. Also weirdly enough kin facebook groups were a thing I used to be in as well? Idk if anyone still uses facebook or if those groups are even still running lol.

There used to be kin forum sites I was on as well, I’m not sure how many of those are still running but that could be a resource as well. Idk, other people will probably have more input than me!

Also where did the party go reference you are so based anon

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I like to draw nipples in my belly & use makeup to seem more like a dog;

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slowly turning my (afaik) non-kin bf into a fictionkin… I don’t know how this happened but it’s great. I get to have my bf back! and we can have freaky sex about it!

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I have source memories of SA from when I was a kid, but it never happened to me in this life. It’s so hard to not be able to talk about these memories without sounding like I’m mocking people who have been harmed

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(i hope this counts. the original coining of alterhuman included plurality)

Having to tell every one of your partners' alters not to rest their elbow on you during sex because that hurts, because they have blackout switches. 🥲

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AAGHHHH I miss my source bf so much. Mostly cause he liked to bite the shit outta me but also because I could be stupid and horny all the time with him and he was exactly the same way. That and also heat. He was even better in heat.

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being nonhuman4nonhuman is great but what do you MEAN i don't have wings for my mate to preen and pet and grab. i'm sorry?. this is homophobic

Felt anon

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Wanting to bite enemies in a violent gorey way.

Wanting to bite friends in a fun silly playful platonic way.

Wanting to bite romantic partner in both affectionate and kinky ways.

I just really want to bite people, no matter the context.

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Being a werewolf with tetrophila is so funny to me. Like, yeah, I am a monster with a thing for other monsters. What I find even more ironic is the idea of a relationship with a vampire. I never really understood why wolves and vamps are seen as enemies. We should be kissing, not arguing over which is more cool.

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I want to bite. i want to tear flesh from bone. i want to feel my enemies blood on my jaws. Humans have wronged me too many times. i want them to pay.

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I wish I could have eggs SO BAD but alas. This body is not my own any longer. I’ll just have to not experience the joys of eggcarrying I guess

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HELL YEAH!! It’s so exciting to get to see a blog like this, can’t wait to see what gets shared here.

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Getting euphoria from your genitalia >>>>>

Packers are great n all, but having it naturally resemble your kins' is so, so great.

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Us angels are sluts and it rocks ❤️❤️

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