Queen

A Queen naturally as well as smart, a nurse, and a appleaddict.

[alwayskay13]

Ayyyy it’s Kay Kay in the house woot woot

Hope everyone has a awesome Sunday

Don’t let the devil win anything. I had some issues but only when near someone miserable devil like. Out with others or in places I’m happier.

Always do unto others what you want done to you. I’m over being nice I’m changing into a better me. Even tho a lot of things have changed I am great full that I am a super nice person but working On a lot. Never let anyone disrespect you

Stay away from evil as well. People are toxic as well if you feel a bad vibe please RUN

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Hahaha

Tired of acting like these idiots are cleaver. When you hated by tons of people your super hated.

Sneaky shit is real funny. I’m just glad I get to sit back and watch my life change.

Haters til death.

It’s beyond time to take out the trash. Looks don’t matter only the memories do.

The roommates from hell are hilarious, I swear they really ain’t 87 and 69 lmao. Up all night always tossing shit away being nosey when my room door opens. Nobody in the world would ever let this go on for as long as I.

Glad I could be a extraordinarily worker and help people figure everything out (:

I will always go after ENEMIES

I’ll never set anyone up but when you claim you murdered my mother it’s another story.

good luck with whatever you think your doing

WORLD WIDE bish!

Wannabes yet ALWAYS doing stuff in the low.

Karma is real

I hope it’s lurking around!

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I will always set enemies up no matter what!

Don’t ever claim you murdered my mother then try to be me! Bitch you don’t know shit about my mother or I. Nor will you ever know shit! Witches these days be wishing they was important.Fall back ratchet!

#betterthanYOU

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I miss HER

Extradionary woman right here. Grandma was simply the best I miss ya I know your watching over me with every step I take.

Fed up isn’t even the right word

[alwayskay13]

Rawr

Im liking this non working life it’s pretty legit bout time I see what the state can do for me after continuing to fail me.

This is pretty cool not having to wake up early or anything I can go and do whatever I want whenever. A little different but it’s cool.

I know this isn’t my permanent spot

Also realized it’s okay to cut off toxic people

Family can go fast I don’t have a father or siblings grandparents are all no longer. I’m a solo woof and I’m hugging this out. Life isn’t easy but it’s better with out speaking to my main stressors.

I’m happy with the choices I am making today. I know my value is far greater than any of my battles. Things seem crazy, set ups are real but I’m free I’m special I’m loved by people that matter to me and I’m blessed.

This is the last thing that will be public about me pertaining to my personal life. I didn’t know that it’s okay to let blood relatives go but I’m finally at ease. I have my self and my dreams to worry and focus on I don’t need bad people near me.

My life is important my dreams will come true my future is big and important. Haters I’m sure will always come but they won’t get into my life. I’m proud of who I am. I worked hard to graduate and I’ll get back to me. Jealousy is pathetic and I know it may get worse but who cares

Happiness is most important

I laugh in my haters face. Misery loves company always remember that. There will never be a miserable picture of me.

I have a bestie like no other. When I say this man has my back it’s an understatement. The closest thing to family would be him. Not blood related at all NOT romantic.

Just to people living life that love oldies :)

Blood don’t mean anything to me. It’s a shame but I have to higher my standards.

When you can’t trust a alleged family member with any information cut it off and bounce.

My move is coming up soon

I can’t wait to get the hell away and out of my grandfathers house

I wish I stayed in jail longer because there was no reason to come to this ADDRESS.

It’s almost over finally:)

[alwayskay13]

Bleh

Major major stomach pain.. it won’t go away at all sometimes. I got 4 straight hours with live-able pain today but i hope these meds work.

Almost 24 hours complete and counting!

Im proud of my self for enrolling in my future, standing my ground and sticking to my decisions, just cause your related or MIGHT be related to someone doesn’t mean you have to speak to them. It’s okay to outgrow someone. Never allow disrespect from ANYONE. Friends, family, whatever.

You teach people how to treat you.

I tried the old ways so many times I’d be damned to try again.

I wish I was still gone I literally had NOTHING to come home to. Ain’t shit there! Emotions and me used to be hand and hand.

Well this girl has a smart ass brain and I live who I’m becoming.

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Pretty pretty always

With or without makeup

Prettt gal

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The creepy past

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Ahhh

I love always being ahead of the game. My squad rocks. Life is a work in process it takes a lot of work and realizing certain things. Sometimes if your Kay it takes a minute. In these last fiveish months I’ve learned people older than me definitely are wiser and more influential when they been through some crap. I respect them because people actually do want the best for you even if you don’t see it. Today im greatfull that I won’t be in this house much longer. Nothing but Dead memories for sure. Don’t be afraid to set fourth boundaries for anyone. Sometimes you are gonna have to walk alone and be family less because that’s what’s best for you. I can always make my own family as well(: when my reality, confort and safety don’t feel right im out. I will always love my family from afar. I have some new ideas, possibly plans. With no time limit. Im just cruising right now fighting a court case that I shouldn’t even be doing. I know I’ll get it handled and MY privacy will be respected as it should have always been. I know god put me here for a reason. I may have a little girl voice but Im not the one to play with. I take legal matters very seriously since it’s your natural born right. So with that being said and my extension of FREE time. Things are surely going to be done to my satisfaction. Nobody wants me to start getting nerdy and technical I can make things ugly quick and get things happening just to unveil some others. Yeah I’m that girl and I don’t care.

My life isn’t a play ground. People I don’t know nor want to know anything about me will not know anything about me. America is all about privacy rights. One thing I want to do is learn more about this wack justice system. How can we have judges, commissioners, district attorneys and so on that fail to do their job? Nobody reads anything anymore? Do we give meds based on someone’s comment? I don’t think so. This society is getting much to weak it’s pathetic. Only in America do they care what someone thinks or wants and then does a job based upon that. That’s not acceptable for anyone in America. Mistakes happen it’s inevitable. Yet Everyone should and will get fair treatment that’s what they claim right? The sheriff in my city do their job based on fear.. why are you getting paid to be scared? There’s so much wrong with society today. I’m never going ti stop or shut up about it. It’s sad to live somewhere and know that things can be coveted, manipulated, to someone else’s favor. As a NURSE I only listen to my client. That’s who it effects the most. That’s how the justice system was supposed to be. Drug issues you help rehabilitate them. If your a courthouse worker and can’t form a opinion of your own and have to be basically brainwashed and scared why are you working with scary violent criminals if your that way. Don’t you ever think they’ll get out? Only in America are A LOT of Americans incarcerated and fighting a case. That’s so stupid we are housing and paying for me without convictions. Why are cops getting paid to baby sit adults? You have a alleged violent charge yet in jail your stuck to your cage and trust me the cops hardly work m. They watch their television shows and get a decent salary to NOT help the inmates. Little does the sheriff know that inmates are why they have jobs. Crazy how it’s so simple but many Americans are so illiterate. I personally been in trouble one time prior to this case. I handled it and rehabilitated my self. That NORMALLY looks good with the courts especially since it’s a 10 year old case. Record sealed and expunged at that. Yet a new case I wasn’t even at the scene during the alleged event and the things that matter such as history,education, employment didn’t matter. That’s unusual especially when you literally have no record and all of sudden the FACTS what’s written in black and white aren’t even used in your case. How lovely people are not reading and making life saving decisions for others. I think that’s awful because just like in nursing, criminal justice has a process and a step by step way of presenting evidence, and building a real case. Yet the one important and big deal is that justice is meant to be FAIR. No matter race, color, income, orientation anything that makes you stand out or not stand out. Nurses can’t discriminate nor will I ever, all life’s matter point blank, I do my job just as I say. Not because I have to but why be a nurse and prejudiced? Why be a commissioner, judge, district attorney if you can’t make fair decisions not based on your own stereotypes. Reformation is definitely needed. Fairness needs to be restored. I don’t care who hears or knows what I decide to share about my self or my history it’s my choice. Courthouse workers aren’t supposed to speak with anyone other than who it pertains yet it just doesn’t work that way unfortunately. Well now there’s someone that don’t care about being a whistle blower. I will fight til death for my life. This isn’t a game nor will anyone ever treat me that way and rule a decision on my life without me going as high as possible for my natural born rights. Some past drug addicts are not smart. But remember how often do you run into a old addict that turned her life around quick and can read 88 words a minute. Not many. I’m 100% real. Only have two enemies in my entire life. Not bad for 29 (: I will be damned if anyone thinks they can play with my life. Titles don’t mean anything because they can be revoked at any given time when you don’t use your best discretion.

Best thing as an American if we have a issue we get to VOTE.

Laws change, things get pardoned. America is great because it does look like the justice system is there to help you. Don’t get it twisted, the key word is LOOK.

One girl a smart one at that,

Lord of time

And access to the World Wide Web.

That’s all that’s needed.. with a good cell phone provider(:

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Fuck everything. I have zero desire for anything. I wish I thought things through more. I’m stuck in this miserable place, thankfully my misery doesn’t like company. Recovery is definitely going to be possible I’m so excited for rehab and to try this again. Yet I just can’t believe I had a GOOD life I was doing exactly what I thought I’d be doing the rest of my life. A nurse. I’m not perfect I made a lot of mistakes. I am honestly passionate about my career choice. I love everything about it. It took years for me to do it. Lost my mother and both grandmothers during nursing school. That was super hard for me. Yet never did I think a relapse would snatch everything away.

I’m alive but barley breathing.. a accident should never destroy your entire future.

The worst thing I’ve ever been called was a Monster. The DA said it a few times, I know it looks super super super bad.

Never did I expect anything to go this way.

Depression lead me to the drugs to numb the pain now the drugs don’t work I still have pain and more problems.

I just wish I knew what to do

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Well so glad the cat is out the hat

The family knows I know now.

I may be a biotch but I’ll cut anyone off anytime if you bother my well-being or act like you aren’t understanding my feelings. I’m not sorry but I will always do what I believe is best. My mother was a strong woman I know I’m fine as long as it’s not harming me and I’m safe. Opinions from others mean nothing to me. Ima savage but hey I’m honest.