It's a small world after all

[alwayspandqs]

second attempt

Part of me wishes that this time it would work and the other side wishes that weren't even a thought in my mind. Wonder what its like to not be depressed and suicidal.

[alwayspandqs]

feeling chaotic on the inside pre-menstrual attack.

[copyr1ghts]

Go for it. Whether it ends good or bad, it was an experience.

(via awkwarddly)

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No one listens

I feel miserable knowing that when I talk to someone they dismiss me consistently and when I bring it up as an issue they act like it never happened. 

Example: I’m talking to a family member and its like I’m background noise to them; as I was talking to them I noticed they completely zoned out in their own world so i stopped talking and i walked away and they didn’t even notice I was gone.

[alwayspandqs]

its sad to say that this hasn’t changed. Not one bit.

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Why you gotta go and make things so complicated :p

Why do we over complicate things.

I find that being anxious and overthinking is a lot easier than not having much on my mind.

I guess because I don’t know what that “emptyness” feels like.

Thats crazy to imagine a day without ten million thoughts attacking my brain.

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Im addicted to someone

I hate to admit it but it’s absolutely true. Im addicted to you.

The hardest part about cutting someone off is dealing with the after part. 

The part where you find yourself wanting to speak to the person like nothing happened. 

The part where you cannot get them out of your mind.

I feel like an addict. I feel like if I don’t get my fix of you I’ll go crazy. 

Time is literally moving slower lol!! WHY ME??

[alwayspandqs]

Drop toxic people

I’m proud to say i finally broke up with a guy who definitely did not deserve me. I had to beg for his attention and at the end of the day when i did manage to grab his attention it would be for a mere few seconds.

[justatinykittycat]

*pic isn’t mine*

[autoktonia-s]

[gosborne92]

[katyhearnfit]

[berserkeroffashion]

[alwayspandqs]

<3 goals

[alwayspandqs]

Time for my magic trick

I will lose 5 lbs by the end of this week

[endless-puppies]

I want to see dashchund and huskys please

:D

[acaballz]

Spring Gif! Experimenting with making gifs on Photoshop. :)

[alwayspandqs]

IN TOO DEEP

i want to have deep thoughts but at the same time, I don’t. 

Deep thoughts: you see how chaotic things really are, you see that nothing makes sense.

Without deep thoughts: you get to be carefree. Enjoying the chaos with what feels like an organized, “it’s meant to be” type of vibe/world.

[alwayspandqs]

Turn back time

If I could turn back time, my approach to how I live my life and how I view each day would be transformed. I would live to please myself (not in a selfish self-centered way). I would value my time over others. I would enjoy the times when I was hurt,upset,happy and sad. That’s what life is about anyway, enjoying those emotions that we take for granted. 

We don’t want to feel those “bad” emotions but with those bad emotions we grow closer to understanding ourselves. We grow closer to understanding our likes and dislike, and what we should change or keep the same in our surroundings and within ourselves.

If I could turn back time, every moment of my life would be magnified. I would give myself the permission to be me.