Thick Thighs Pretty Eyes 💓

She's her daddy's girl and her mommas world. 05/25/13👼🏼❤️

[amandlea1313]

Today I found the screenshot of the picture where you told me it was your favourite memory of you and I.. Underneath it I wrote “what part of fuck off don’t you understand?” Now my heart is broken, it finally clicked, I pushed you away. You would have told me about the cancer sooner if I wouldn’t have been such a bitch to you. But at the same time what did you expect? I mean I was a broken little girl, all my other friends they grew up with a dad, none of my friends dad’s just fucked off. Needless to say I fucked up my iPod quiet badly due to anger. I love you daddy . I’m sorry I didn’t forgive you earlier, I was just scared that if I forgave you again you would crush my heart like you always did.

[amandlea1313]

I wish I had positive things to say about my dad… But I don’t, he was a shitty person, wasn’t involved in my life what so ever but in the last month we reconnected & I miss him, because I remember being a small child & spending time with him.. I remember the good things about him. But not enough to be like “yo my dad was a hard working man & he always supported me” cause he wasn’t and he didn’t & it breaks my heart that I didn’t have a dad like that.

[amandlea1313]

“I’ll be home in 5 days”

“Could be another two weeks”

“I’ll be home in 3 weeks”

“Won’t be home for at least a month”

Please come home soon. I miss you so big my heart hurts.

[amandlea1313]

Sometimes when I close my eyes all I see is you in the hospital bed, all I hear is how slowly you’re breathing & how you’re gasping for air. I see your skin turning blue & I can feel your body slowly getting colder.

I miss you.

I love you.

I’ll always be your little girl.

[amandlea1313]

I just need someone to hug me tonight & tell me it will all be alright

[amandlea1313]

I wish I had positive things to say about my dad… But I don’t, he was a shitty person, wasn’t involved in my life what so ever but in the last month we reconnected & I miss him, because I remember being a small child & spending time with him.. I remember the good things about him. But not enough to be like “yo my dad was a hard working man & he always supported me” cause he wasn’t and he didn’t & it breaks my heart that I didn’t have a dad like that.

[amandlea1313]

So do you even still care?

[amandlea1313]

Unwanted & upset

[amandlea1313]

Do you even like me anymore?

[amandlea1313]

Why are you so psycho

[amandlea1313]

Can't sleep because the tears are streaming down my face 😔

[amandlea1313]

You're being mad rn makes no sense

[funnystories]

funny story

one time my mom took my sister to the store when she was little. in line there was this old lady. my sister mumbled something to her. when the old lady says “what?” my sister screams “YOU FARTED IN MY FACE” in a crowded grocery store

[amandlea1313]

Maybe I'm less ok with that then I thought I was

[amandlea1313]

4 months and 13 days till I can see three of my favourite humans graduate 💕

[smjwb]

In life , people come and go. Some for reasons, yet some for no reason at all. But that needs to be accepted and you need to learn how to move on, forgive and forget. Learn who you need in your life and who you don’t. It’s simple. Live your life how you want because your just going to get judged in the end anyways. It’s tough, but your tougher. You make mistakes and you learn from them. If anyone feels I am writing this about them, I’m not , just what I’ve learned and how I feel. But if the shoe fits. Lace that bitch up and wear it. #imout 👊🏼

[amandlea1313]

I can't reblog this enough 🤘🏼

[amandlea1313]

I wish when I was sad that you wouldn't get upset with me for just wanting to go to bed. You don't know what it's like to not have a dad. You don't know how lucky you are to do stuff with your dad.