A Marines Girl

[amarinesgirl33]

Some days I’m almost sure that I will never ever be able to get over you..

[amarinesgirl33]

How do I know I love you?

Because after all the hell you put me through, after all the long nights and days of pain and crying, after all the sleepless nights, after finally going out with someone else. No one will compare to you, and nothing will compare to you. No one will be what you were to me, and I suppose thats something i need to move on from. 

It’s so hard to know you're the right person, at the wrong time. 

[amarinesgirl33]

I'm sorry, when we met you left out the part where you were actually a huge asshole..?

amarinesgirl33

[whisperingbones]

anyone who has ever walked out of my life, I fought for until I was sending my love to empty mailboxes just to say, I know you don’t stop by anymore but I swear to God I think of you everyday and I know that it is hard to drink coffee over tears but this heart, these fragile wrists, this tear soaked pillow and thinning cheek bones will always hand you every once of courage they have left. please listen when I tell you that this poetry is my testimony to the fight in my heart. please listen when I tell you that you may not recognize the person that I am now but my God, look how far I’ve walked on bloody knees just to come to your door and say, “you better believe I will stand here everyday until you finally see that I will not give up on myself.” and when they say, “just put a smile on” it’s okay to say ‘fuck you’ over heavy breathing, it’s okay to open your blinds and push past the spider webs, because I have counted how many days I have relived the past and I won’t sugarcoat the truth: this may just be the beginning of the storm and you may feel like you can’t weather anymore, you may see the tsunami coming, and feel like you’ve already been drowning for a year but you keep fighting, do you hear me? you may feel like the levees in New Orleans, you may break and flood the city in your soul but I promise you even lakes evaporate when the sun shines for days and that river of sadness flowing through your veins will not flow forever. the next time someone tells you that you are too much soul give them a smile and cry if you need to but don’t you give up. you’ve come so far.

I’ve never looked at storm clouds and asked them to go away Whispering Bones, by Drew Hairgrove Purchase your copy here (via whisperingbones)

[whisperingbones]

I used to be that woman who begged for love, who waited for a man to tell her she wasn’t broken….but I wasn’t broken. I became one of those women who had no room for a man because her car was full of flowers and pastries. I became one of those women that men don’t know how to love because they just weren’t quite sure where to put their hands, where to kiss. I became one of those women that men tried to capture and hold close…one of those women that slip through their fingers. You see, I fell in love with life and the wind whispered,
 ‘Why didn’t you stay? 
Why didn’t you fight?’ I did fight. 
I just didn’t fight for him anymore. 
I fought for me.

Whispering Bones, by Drew Hairgrove Purchase your copy here    (via whisperingbones)

[staypozitive]

Be thankful if someone left you for a simple reason, be thankful for he had hurt you because in time you will meet someone that is better than him stronger and more caring. Just keep the lessons that he had taught you.

(via staypozitive)

[bl-letters-i-never-sent-deactiv]

He doesn’t fucking care, put your phone down.

B.L letters I never sent (via im-sad-lets-have-sex)

[bl-letters-i-never-sent-deactiv]

I hope you hear a familiar song or smell my fruity sense and just for a moment you stop because the pit of your stomach has dropped and you feel ill to the point of throwing up all because it reminded you of me.

B.L letters I never sent (via im-sad-lets-have-sex)

[amarinesgirl33]

I've learned that you can put your entire heart and soul into someone and they will still walk away. It's not about how much it hurts, its about how you take control of your life again

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[extrasad]

What defines a relationship is the way you fight because when things are good, they’re good pay attention to the way things are when they’re bad and the way he treats you when he’s mad at you or the way he reacts when you’re angry with him and whether it’s “I love you, you idiot” or a door slammed on your fingers.

(via mpalasee)

[blunder]

The idea was to not fall in love.

adrenaline.tumblr.com , things I need to remember (via adrenaline)

[hr-writes]

The worst part was when you asked me why my heart was breaking and I could only stare back at you in silence.

h.r. you’re still the reason I cry (via redhead-writes)

[hr-writes]

Just when I think I’m finally over you, I drive past our favorite place, or someone says your name, or I see a picture of you. And it stops me in my tracks. It hits me square in the chest and leaves me reeling from the impact. You’re gone and you’re not coming back. You’re over me and I’m still strung out over you.

h.r. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you (via redhead-writes)

[privatethoughtsofhers]

I want to ask you to come back. Be mine. But I know your answer.

my favorite “what if” (via privatethoughtsofhers)

[trying-to-be-okkay-deactivated2]

[nostalgic-rxse]

i wish you would realize how much i care about you.

8.21.15 (via diamond-rxse)

[gr8lifetho]