a. kotak

amar kotak. twenty five. husband.

[amarkotak]

katiexmatthews:

She smiled at him. “Well, that’s understandable. I’m far less easy here too, believe me. I’m pretty loyal when I’m at home.  You do? Well that’s fun. I like men too and really like women a lot, as well. I feel like this is a place where being open minded is a good thing and I’ve never been one to really care about gender.” 

“I don’t think being here makes anyone easy...I mean, we all chose to come here, right?” Amar asks, shrugging his shoulders a bit. “But, um...yeah. Being open minded is definitely a good thing, I think.” 

[amarkotak]

bambikotak:

Grinning once she saw her husband exit their bed, Bambi retreated back into the bathroom and moved towards the shower, turning it on with a soft hum. She then moved over towards Amar and smiled, wrapping her arms around his neck and pressing a soft kiss to his lips. “Why hello there.” 

“Hi yourself.” Amar murmurs in response, arms moving around Bambi’s waist as he kisses her back. “Shall we?” Pulling her into the shower, he smiles, pressing Bambi’s back against the wall as he closes thee gap between them, kissing her again. 

[amarkotak]

kyraeaston:

The blonde’s lips curled up into a smile once she felt the male press a kiss to her cheek before she nodded. She moved towards the couch and sat down, making herself comfortable like he’d said. “Thank you.” she said, reaching out to grab one of the glasses and took a sip, humming approvingly. 

"You’re welcome.” Amar replies, offering Kyra a smile. Taking a sip from his glass, he nods, motioning for her to join him over on the couch. “So how have you been?” He asks, arm resting on the back of his couch once he settles down. “The songs going okay?” 

[amarkotak]

tessa-everett:

She hadn’t mean to make him get so red, but it was also quite adorable. Tessa secretly grinned as she took a sip of her drink. Listening to what Amar had been up to, she nods. “Hey, well painting for a living is kinda difficult to call work when you enjoy it. I’m sure the paintings are great. I bet you’ve also had plenty of women coming up to you and begging you to pain them like a French girl,” she teases.

"Oh, I know...but um, I’m not here to paint, you know?” Amar asks, shrugging a bit. “Not as many as you’d think. But I mostly stick with landscapes, so...” He replies, reaching for his glass again. Painting people was always harder for him, and with the sights of the resort, he had been focusing more on what he was more comfortable with. 

[amarkotak]

katiexmatthews:

“Shy can be fun, as I told you before.”  She smiled at him. “That’s not a bad thing. You know the only way to get experience right? You have to get out there and get some. I mean, I am sure there’s a lots of women here, who would help you out with that. I know I would.” 

Amar never really saw how shy could be fun, especially when he was stammering over his words and blushing every five seconds. But he accepts the comment anyways, nodding slowly. “Well yeah, obviously I know how. I meant like...outside of here, obviously.” He tries to explain, shrugging a bit. “I like men too.” 

[amarkotak]

tessa-everett:

“I’ve been good other than that. I’ve been enjoying myself and well there’s a lot to offer here.” Tessa grins before getting into the adjacent bar stool. “It had definitely been awhile though, I hope it’s not too forward to say that I’ve missed your company.” She smiles, thanking the bartender once the margarita was in front of her. “What about you? How have you been?”

Amar can feel his cheeks heat up at Tessa’s comment, head ducking a bit as he reaches for his glass. He hardly thought he was someone worth missing, but it was nice to know at least someone thought so. “I’ve been fine. Painting a bunch...which I realize I shouldn’t be working, but with how beautiful everything is here, it’s hard not to want to capture some of it.” 

[amarkotak]

tessa-everett:

She follows alongside him, glad that they were able to get drinks after all the emotional talk. Her hand slowly moved to his lower back, wondering if that was okay. Tessa felt like maybe she should have asked for permission, so she moved her hand after a few moments. When they got to the bar, she bit at her lip, looking towards Amar as she decided. “Um…I think I’m gonna go with an extra strong margarita.”

Offering Tessa a smile, Amar lets her order first before doing the same, ordering himself a vodka tonic. “So...stuff with your husband aside, how have you been? I haven’t seen you in a while.” He asks, taking a seat on one of the bar stools. To be honest, Amar had been spending more time paintingthan interacting with people lately, but he was trying to fix that.

[avanjogiadaily]

[amarkotak]

katiexmatthews:

“She is gorgeous, I have to agree with you there.” She smiled at him. “That’s really sweet though, and I don’t mind. I like hearing happy stories of people’s lives here.  What brought you all to a place like this, if you don’t mind me asking? I mean, you seem more of a monogamy kind of guy and she seems to love you just as much.” 

“Oh, um...well, to be honest...it was more her idea than mine. Not that I’m not having a good time, because I am. I’m just...shy. Which you probably noticed.” Amar explains, rambling a bit. “I’m not really very experienced? I, uh, had only been with a couple of people before I met Bambi, so...” 

[amarkotak]

tessa-everett:

At his offer, she nods a bit while she smiles, “Yeah, that would be nice,” Tessa moved to grab her things off of the chair and beside it. “I don’t mind taking a break at all, I could definitely go for a drink.” After having spilled her guts to Amar about her husband, it definitely felt needed.

"Great.” Smiling once Tessa agrees, Amar nods, waiting fr her to gather her things. “Right this way then.” Motioning for her to follow, he starts to walk towards a nearby bar, stopping once they reach it. “What do you want?” 

[amarkotak]

tessa-everett:

She gave him a smile back, standing up from the beach chair she steps closer to him as well. “Thank you,” Tessa shared again, before wrapping her arms around him in a hug. Amar felt nice, and being this close to him again wasn’t something she would complain about. Pulling away only about an inch, she looked up at him, biting her lower lip as she finds herself blushing a tad. 

"Oh, um...no problem.” Amar replies, giving Tessa a small smile before he hugs her back, giving the brunette a gentle squeeze. “Do you maybe wanna go for a walk or grab a drink or something? If you don’t mind taking a break from your reading.” He asks after they part, bouncing lightly on the balls of his feet. 

[harveykinkles]

avan jogia in ‘i am michael’

[amarkotak]

bambikotak:

“I’m quite excited, we both can clean up and a bit and look nice.” Bambi smiled, finishing off her coffee before sliding out of bed. She moved towards the bathroom before taking her clothes off, throwing her shorts towards her husband. “Are you going to join me or what?” she asked, peeking her head out of the bathroom door. 

"Sounds perfect to me.” Amar replies, moving to set his mug down. He was definitely feeling a bit better. He’s contemplating staying on bed when Bambi throws her shorts at him, a quiet laugh leaving his lips. “Yeah, yeah...I’m coming.” He calls back, quicklg stripping once he pulls himself out of bed, moving to join his wife.

[amarkotak]

tessa-everett:

“I think I’ll try to go ahead and think about it the way we talked about before figuring out whether or not I still feel this way,” Tessa shares, but Amar had a good point as well. If she kept it to herself, then when she spoke to Jax about it, it might seem out of nowhere. But, Jackson also didn’t like to talk about things with her. Another thing that was just complicated. She was grateful for him talking with her, “Thank you…is it okay if I give you a hug?” She felt weird asking considering they had sex before, but not everyone liked hugs.

Nodding slowly, Amar runs his fingers through his hair, offering Tessa a smile. There seemed to be more to the situation hat she let on, but he wasn’t going to push it. It wasn’t really any of his business anyways. Every relationship was different, that was for sure. “No problem...anytime, really.” He replies, taking a step closer. “Yeah, of course. C’mere.” 

[amarkotak]

tessa-everett:

Tessa was still a bit hesitant, but listened to what Amar had to say. She nodded slowly, “I guess I really never thought about it that way, maybe that might help. Although it’s sad to think I’d never see some people, like you.” Giving a small smile, she blushes a bit at what she had said. “I did share my concerns, that’s the thing. It didn’t go very well, and then we just kinda put it aside. I just think I’m overthinking, thank you for listening to me though, Amar.” 

Returning Tessa;s smile, Amar nods, listening to her speak. “If it’s really bothering you still, you should try talking to him again. Ignoring the problem won’t make it go away.” He points out, pushing some hair behind his ear. “Oh, no problem. I don’t mind listening, really.” And he really didn’t. Amar had always been a better listener than a talker “Anytime, I mean it.” 

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