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I think I did a thing?

6yr old to 4yr old: what’s 3+2?

4yr old: 4!

6yr: Ha! No it isn’t, it’s 5, you’re dumb!

Me: Don’t call him dumb

6yr: But he is!

Me to 6yr: He’s not dumb, what’s 12*12?

6yr: uh... 10!

Me: No, it’s 144 but that doesn’t mean you’re dumb, you just haven’t learned yet

6yr: oh

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Looking mean but nice

I never realized looking mean was a goal until a friend asked me to write down some of my qualities. She needed to write a rebellious character for English class and she was going to base the character off me and oh wow, it’s now an achieved goal I never knew I had.

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Do any of you ever have an average day where it's not bad or good just.."meh" but then it gets to a point where everything turns shitty real fast and you just look around asking "what did I do wrong now?"

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The saddest thing to hear is the crack in a person's voice when they're driven to the point that they no longer know what to do with what they have left.

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Does anybody ever say "Yeah I have friends!" But when someone asks you if you have friends you say "no" because then you remember that you don't really hang out a lot with them and they never really invite you anywhere and you're not really sure if it's because you live far away or they just aren't that connected to you even if you've been friends for years and that's why if anyone asks about your friends you say "I have none." Since all of this is what goes through your mind when the question is asked.

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Group work

Okay guys so today we had to do group work in English and all I could think was “here we go again, watch me get stuck with a lousy partner where I do all the work and they do absolutely nothing” then I had the bright idea of just sitting in a desk by myself away from people then the teacher looked at me and said I could work with the pair next to me, which were at a comfortable distance away from me that I did not feel threatened however knowing that maybe they would ostracize me I didn’t expect much. Then they fucking started pulling bags of chips and popcorn from backpacks and the guy said “this is the snack club” and they let me eat with them but I felt guilty since I didn’t have any snack and I’ve never felt so accepted before in a group work. UPDATE: Never mind, I hate it, it was all an act and I hate people again.

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First post of my blog:

It's all a scam; women's jeans have small pockets and big wallets are sold so they HAVE to buy purses. "Let me put my wallet in- oh that's right too big to fit in my jeans" so BOOM purse while guys have a nice slim wallets and big pockets. #LivingInMaleDominantSociety