"You're welcome," Avery smiles, he's not saying it just got saying he really does think its a pretty name.
"Right? I think people just like to complain, you're a sad fucker, gotta make everyone a sad fucker too," he sighs, shaking his head, honestly he didn't get it. Why people acted like that, isntead of moving on and letting others do their thing. "Not anymore, no," he shakes his head, "I mean, as a teen I've had some issues, with anger... Some family stuff I didn't feel wanted and it's never easy being the--emo kid when you're in highshcool," he actually does smile at that because now it all just seems so trivial, "So I'd lash out and get into fights, but I've got over that. And now its--5000 Times wrose. I'm no longer a moody teenager and its just--its--fucking me up to be honest, I just never though I'd back here. Feeling like this. I just thought from that point on I was gonna be a well ajusted adult," he sighs, running a hand trough his hair, Avery leans back on his chair again, it felts good to let all that out, to someone who actually understand. "I hope so," Ave nods, "Yeah, I can't do this on my own, trust me I tried, sometimes you gotta admit you need help," and while that was somewhat hard to see, mostly because he's been embrassed to admit what was happening to him, he knew this was the way to go, ask for help, "Yeah?" He asks, there's a pleading look on his eyes as he looks over at her, "I'm just so... Scared of losing myself. I was the best version of me, and--then it just.." he sighs, reaching in his pocket, he grabs his phone and hands it over to her.
"He's very tallent and if you ask him about music you'll have your ears talked off, which I'm going to admit, I also do," Avery chuckles, it was true he's got that side of his dad, like many things, the music love and the never ending rambling for sure come from him, "I can teach you if you want," he offers, "I'm a music producer actually," he smiles proudly, "But becuase of the--you know? I haven't been working. But I also play the guitar and a bit of piano, dad taught me that too, but huh--you're already thinking like a musician, so I'll be more than glad to teach you somethings if you'd like."