BLOODY // MARY

highly selective && independent mary mason of american mary

[americanbloodymary]

HEAVEN HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED -

highly selective & medium activity independent rp blog for mary mason of american mary loved by kg

taking inspiration from american mary (the film) && other medical dramas such as the pitt, house, && greys anatomy

RULES || ABOUT

[americanbloodymary]

i am going to move mary back to @killjoysanonymous

[amourmemes]

❥   𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧  𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧  ,  𝐚  𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞  .

the human condition, by jon bellion — adjust as needed.

❛  what  the  fuck’s  a  bad  day  ?  ❜ ❛  how  does  it  feel  to  be  you  ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  a  ghost  —  i  called  your  name  ,  you  looked  right  through  me  .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  trying  to  fix  my  pride  ,  but  that  shit’s  broken  .  ❜ ❛  you’re  the  reason  that  i  just  can’t  concentrate  .  ❜ ❛  i  need  you  to  understand  .  ❜ ❛  there’s  an  aching  ,  there’s  a  hole  in  my  chest  .  ❜ ❛  have  i  lost  control  ?  ❜ ❛  maybe  i  don’t  know  ,  but  maybe  that’s  okay  .  ❜ ❛  you  can  tell  them  that  you  are  mine  .  ❜ ❛  all  we  do  is  fake  our  feelings  .  ❜ ❛  i  realized  i  need  you  here  ,  as  desperate  as  that  sounds  .  ❜ ❛  everything  about  you  is  so  overwhelming  .  ❜ ❛  hey  ,  do  i  impress  you  ?  ❜ ❛  you  could  be  the  shoulder  that  i  lean  on  .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  hold  this  weight  anymore  .  ❜ ❛  your  heart’s  a  vine  that  i’ve  bled  trying  to  climb  .  ❜ ❛  you’re  making  a  ruin  of  me  .  ❜ ❛  like  a  knife  in  the  woods  ,  you  hunt  down  the  good  in  me  .  ❜ ❛  you  make  me  forget  who  i  am  .  ❜ ❛  all  of  your  good  is  mine  .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  trying  to  keep  up  with  all  of  these  great  expectations  ,  so  i  keep  faking  .  ❜ ❛  we’re  secretly  out  of  control  and  everyone  knows  it  .  ❜ ❛  there’s  some  things  i  don’t  wanna  know  .  ❜ ❛  the  secrets  you  tell  me  i’ll  take  to  my  grave  .  ❜ ❛  there’s  bones  in  my  closet  ,  but  you  hang  stuff  anyway  .  ❜ ❛  sometimes  i  lose  my  way  .  ❜

[amourmemes]

❥     𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖  𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄   𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍   𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒   .

inspired  by  devotedecay’s  non - sexual  acts  of  dominance  meme  ! send  in  one  of  these  for  my  muse’s  reaction  to  … (  add  ❝  reverse  ❞   if  you’d  like  to  see  how  my  muse  would  preform  the  action  !  )

[ shower ]   your muse joining mine in the shower.

[ choke ]   your muse choking mine.

[ kiss + soft ]   your muse pulling mine into a tender kiss.

[ kiss + rough ]   your muse pulling mine into a rough kiss.

[ pin ]   your muse pinning mine down.

[ wrists ]   your muse roughly grabbing mine by the wrists.

[ push ]   your muse pushing mine into bed.

[ rip + clothing ]   your muse tearing a piece of clothing off my muse.

[ spank ]   your muse spanking mine.

[ pull ]   your muse pulling my muses hair.

[ talk ]   your muse talking dirty to mine.

[ eyes ]   your muse making mine look them in the eyes during.

[ down ]   your muse pulling mine down by their collar / clothes.

[ knees ]   your muse telling mine to get on their knees.

[ hips ]   your muse pulling mine in close by the hips.

[ denial ]   your muse putting mine through orgasm denial.

[ many ]   your muse making mine orgasm over and over.

[ tied ]   your muse tying my muse down.

[ lazy ]   your muse lazily beginning to touch mine.

[ love ]   your muse telling mine they love them during.

[ dominance ]   your muse taking the lead and dominating mine.

[ submission ]   your muse letting mine take the lead and submitting to them.

[ humiliation ]   your muse humiliating mine, re: name-calling and verbal abuse.

[ pain ]   your muse hurting mine in bed, whether intentionally or not.

[ knife ]   your muse using a knife in bed, whether for threat or actually cutting mine.

[ hidden ]   your muse having sex with mine somewhere semi-public.

[ public ]   your muse having sex with mine in public, whee other people watch.

[ adore ]   your muse being near reverent with mine in bed.

[ dress ]   your muse having mine dress up in lingerie.

[ eat ]   your muse eating mine out.

[ sleep ]   your muse touching / beginning to have sex with mine while they’re asleep.

[ gag ]   your muse gagging mine, or or making them be quiet.

[ blindfold ]   your muse blindfolding mine.

[ praise ]   your muse praising mine in bed.

[ good ]   your muse calling mine a good boy / girl.

[ want ]   your muse telling mine they want them.

[ snarl ]   your muse growling and / or baring their teeth at mine during sex.

[ mark ]   your muse purposefully marking mine up with bruises, hickies, ect.

[ wall ]   your muse shoving mine up against a wall.

[thehorrormoviechick]

American Mary (2012)

Gaslight. Gatekeep. Girlboss.

[americanbloodymary]

@revcric plotted for a starter !

Her head was ALREADY dizzying and it was just the start of a new week. The job was new, she had only been here a FEW weeks, but there was still much that she was trying to get a hang of. It wasn't long after she had started that Mary was able to start putting together the pieces of the person who had filled the role before her. With each NEW piece of information she learned, the more she began to realize just how BIG of a hole had been left behind.

That all played into the headache she had now, empty eyes stared down into her cup of coffee as the world around her buzzed on. It was the voice from above where she sat that SUDDENLY took er out of her own mind as she began to raise her head.

"Hey, I'm sorry I just-" Mary hesitated a moment as she shook her head from side to side. "Let me start over, yeah? I know this isn't... The way to take on a day around here."

[americanbloodymary]

@sardonicmd plotted for a starter !

Taking the spot of Dana was not an easy one to fill. Each day had been filled with a new series of questions and judgements of her taking on the position. It wasn't a cruel type of judgement, she knew better than to let her feelings be hurt by this sort of thing. Instead, she was more intensely aware of the large hole that Dana had made by departing the team, one that Mary only HOPED she could fill over time.

She had FIGURED she had been done with introductions until a new set of eyes met hers. Hesitantly, she looked up from the clipboard in her hand with her head tilted to the side.

"Is there... Something I can do to help you?" Mary looked over the other person for a moment, trying to place WHERE she had seen him before. Instead, she supposed that CONTINUING to talk was the right answer. "You look... Kind of lost?"

[americanbloodymary]

replying to @coldfrcnt from here !

The idea of having her work in her own apartment was TRULY a risky choice. Not only did her work with those who had been so far turned from society now knew where she lived, but it meant that ANYONE that came over for another reason was QUICKLY welcomed to that world. For the most part, Mary kept to her own, that fear wasn't something she usually experienced as there was NO ONE to instill that sort of sentiment from. But now, with him PRESSED up against her, she couldn't help but wonder how discomforting the atmosphere was.

As much as she wanted to ask, it was unlike her to be THAT talkative. She liked the way they communicated now, hungry lips worked against each other as her hands moved against him. They slid down from his shoulders to the bottom of where his shirt was in anticipation to help pull it over his head. She was hungry for SOME sort of skin to skin contact, to feel the heat against her own in hopes of REMEMBERING that she was alive.

She couldn't remember the LAST time that she felt this heat burning in her chest. It was easy to forget HOW intoxicating this sort of exchange could be, the sort of reminder that reminded her that she couldn't experience her entire life casted away.

There was a muted moan that escaped her lips as he lifted her up. Mary wasted no time to close the gap between them as her legs hooked around his waist with ease. Her actions were slow as she pulled back just a moment to pull his shirt over his head, Mary's eyes looked up to his with a grin. "You're something else," her words were low as she moved back to a series of kisses to trail from his lips to his jaw before she worked down his neck.

[leneemusing]

A LIST OF CASUAL YET INTIMATE INTERACTIONS

sender to receiver:

[ HOOK ] sender hooking a finger beneath receiver's jaw

[ PINCH ] sender holding receiver's chin between their thumb and forefinger

[ LOOK ] sender holding receiver's jaw and turning their head to look at them

[ PICK ] sender telling receiver to "hold still" while they remove something from their hair

[ GRAZE ] sender brushes their fingertip back and forth along receiver's jaw while they listen to receiver talk

[ DIRECT ] sender seeing that receiver is going the wrong way, takes hold of their shoulders from behind and turns them the right direction

[ BACK ] sender grabs receiver's wrist and tugs them closer when receiver tries to walk away.

[ TOY ] sender fidgets with something receiver is wearing while receiver talks to them

[ STROKE ] sender absentmindedly plays with receiver's hair while they're focused on another task

[ DEPART ] sender is saying goodbye and kisses receiver's forehead

[ DRESS ] sender without prompting helps receiver put on a jacket

[ UNDRESS ] sender helps receiver remove an article of clothing or jewelry

[ REFILL ] sender refills receiver's drink before they can ask or do it themselves

[ FIX ] sender cleans something off of receiver's face

[ RUB ] sender places their hand around the back of receiver's neck, rubbing their thumb just under their ear

[ PULL ] sender sits next to receiver and places their arm around their shoulders, gently pulling them into their side

[ BECKON ] sender sees receiver and lifts their arm up so they can come hug/cuddle them

[ GLIDE ] sender is gently rubbing/scratching receivers back and rubs their knuckle down their spine to the small of their back

[ CHEER ] seeing that receiver is scowling, sender rubs their thumb over the furrow between receiver's brows

[ TUCK ] sender finds receiver asleep somewhere and puts a blanket or their own coat over them

[ TRACE ] sender brushes their fingers along receiver's forehead, temple and cheekbone

[ BRUSH ] sender brushes their hand up and down receiver's arm as they walk past them

[ KEEP ] sender holds receiver's arm just above the elbow while they're talking or to get their attention

[ LEAN ] sender looks over receiver's shoulder who is sitting, placing a hand on their desk while receiver shows them something

[ NUDGE ] sender grabs the chair receiver is sitting in and pulls it closer

[ LISTEN ] sender is listening to receiver talk and picks up an object that belongs to receiver to fidget with

[ SEARCH ] sender searches out receiver's gaze in a crowded room either for approval or to check if they're okay

[ SMOOTH ] sender smooths their thumb over receiver's eyebrow

[ SLIP ] sender places their hand in receiver's back pocket while they walk together

receiver to sender:

[ HOOKING ] receiver hooking a finger beneath sender's jaw

[ PINCHING ] receiver holding sender's chin between their thumb and forefinger

[ LOOKING ] receiver holding sender's jaw and turning their head to look at them

[ PICKING ] receiver telling sender to "hold still" while they remove something from their hair

[ GRAZING ] receiver brushes their fingertip back and forth along sender's jaw while they listen to sender talk

[ DIRECTING ] receiver seeing that sender is going the wrong way, takes hold of their shoulders from behind and turns them the right direction

[ BACKING ] receiver grabs sender's wrist and tugs them closer when sender tries to walk away.

[ TOYING ] receiver fidgets with something sender is wearing while sender talks to them

[ STROKING ] receiver absentmindedly plays with sender's hair while they're focused on another task

[ DEPARTING ] receiver is saying goodbye and kisses sender's forehead

[ DRESSING ] receiver without prompting helps sender put on a jacket

[ UNDRESSING ] receiver helps sender remove an article of clothing or jewelry

[ REFILLING ] receiver refills sender's drink before they can ask or do it themselves

[ FIXING ] receiver cleans something off of senders face

[ RUBBING ] receiver places their hand around the back of receiver's neck, rubbing their thumb just under their ear

[ PULLING ] receiver sits next to sender and places their arm around their shoulders, gently pulling them into their side

[ BECKONING ] receiver sees sender and lifts their arm up so they can come hug/cuddle them

[ GLIDING ] receiver is gently rubbing/scratching sender's back and rubs their knuckle down their spine to the small of their back

[ CHEERING ] seeing that sender is scowling, receiver rubs their thumb over the furrow between sender's brows

[ TUCKING ] receiver finds sender asleep somewhere and puts a blanket or their own coat over them

[ TRACING ] receiver brushes their fingers along sender's forehead, temple and cheekbone

[ BRUSHING ] receiver brushes their hand up and down sender's arm as they walk past them

[ KEEPING ] receiver holds sender's arm just above the elbow while they're talking or to get their attention

[ LEANING ] receiver looks over sender's shoulder who is sitting, placing a hand on their desk while sender shows them something

[ NUDGING ] receiver grabs the chair sender is sitting in and pulls it closer

[ LISTENING ] receiver is listening to sender talk and picks up an object that belongs to sender to fidget with

[ SEARCHING ] receiver seeks out sender's gaze in a crowded room either for approval or to check that they're okay

[ SMOOTHING ] receiver smooths their thumb over sender's eyebrow

[ SLIPPING ] receiver places their hand in sender's back pocket while they're walking

[horror-aesthete]

American Mary, 2012, dirs. The Soska Sisters

[desafia]

@americanbloodymary sent: ❝ i don't want an apology i just want to understand. ❞ ↳ a tender glimpse beneath the surface

she has been unfair. on some level—some rational sliver of her brain that still exists—she understands she cannot judge every single person who has held a scalpel or worn scrubs. she cannot assume they are all out to get her. but it's difficult to wade through the learned fear pulsing inside her skull. the very smell of antiseptics, the traces of latex, that sterile, familiar scent, it's like it flips a switch in her that she can't control. the kind which makes her want to either shut down completely or kill her way out.

this woman has done nothing to harm her. in fact, the worst part of it all is every thought which rolls off of her is so far from indicating she would ever do to magnolia what the doctors in the lab did. magnolia presses her lips into a thin line. her grasp on the scalpel she had stolen loosens a little. she also took the suturing scissors but accidentally dropped it on the floor between them. she glances between it and mary.

slowly, magnolia lowers the would-be shiv onto the tray next to her, freeing her hands to sign. this poor woman was going to help her. she is certain she won't now that she almost took her eye out. ❛ i don't like the smell. ❜ she points at the antiseptic spray. ❛ it gives me...bad memories. ❜

[americanbloodymary]

The world was CRUEL, and perhaps that was the cross everyone had to carry because of it. There was never any relief, the things that hardened one's skin continued to day in and day out. For that reason, Mary understood the rationale of the other one, never once flinching in the way she reacted. Perhaps may she could have lost an eye or maybe something that would halt her work forever like a few missing fingers from each hand. The truth was that the future she had always wanted was erased in such a manner, she didn't care. What she did care about was making the situation feel safer than it did.

"Don't go for the neck, okay?" she responded as she nodded to the scalpel. "That's going to be WAY more mess than you want to clean up. Better to target lower. Heart always does damage," her voice was calm, unwavering as she shrugged and watched her closely.

"Ah," Mary nodded, perhaps understanding TOO much. It was the same effect Lysol inspired on her. "Well, we can fix that-" she breathed in as she walked to her purse to pull out a Vasoline chapstick. "Works just as well. Or I've got some perfume in here you can smell until we're done. It's my signature scent," a small smile tugged on the corner of her lips to make a joke.

[americanbloodymary]

@grimmusings sent you can't do this alone. (for Billy!)

PROMPTS FOR PEOPLE WHO REFUSE TO LET ANYONE CARE ABOUT THEM

His words stung more than he likely meant them to. So much of Mary's life had been twisted and turned upon the reality that she was alone. With each passing day, it became more and more transparent of the great weight she struggled with because of that reality. But she had believed the world hadn't KNOWN how taxing it was, that was until he spoke now.

There was the fear in being perceived, to be seen in such a way she couldn't shift or change. It made her skin crawl, the sort of itch she wouldn't be so QUICK to be able to rid herself of. Instead, there was a tint of darkness in her eyes as she looked back at him, her features never wavering. She couldn't SHOW just how she felt, that was buried beneath the ivory armor that her skin had taken form to now. Melancholia had become a part of her being, it ran through her veins just like blood and made her into the person she was now.

"And what if I have to?" One brow raised, the red of her lips more highlighted as she took one step near the light. The situation felt as though it were a flickering moment from a noir film. There she stood in her faux fur jacket, heels clicked against the hard ground as she made one more step forward. The lighting in the empty bar could have felt like spotlights as she approached him closer, as though the world had set itself up as a stage for her. "Some of us are CURSED for an existence of loneliness. It's not because we want to. It's because-" her mind searched for the answer, the raised brow fell.

"It's because it's in our NATURE."

[ashprompts]

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐃 (𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐔𝐒) — 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

a collection of sentence starters from the album by boygenius, "the record." feel free to alter pronouns/text as you see fit

"give me everything you've got, i'll take what i can get."

"i want to hear your story and be a part of it."

"who would i be without you?"

"speak to me until your history's no mystery to me."

"talk to me until the words run dry."

"i'll give everything i've got, please take what i can give."

"i want you to hear my story."

"it's a bad idea and i'm all about it."

"when you wake up, i'll be gone again."

"in another life we were arsonists."

"mama told me that it don't run on wishes, but that i should have fun."

"so many hills to die on."

"run out of gas, out of time, out of money."

"you're doing what you can, just making it run."

"take a break, make your escape."

"can you give me twenty dollars?"

"i know you have twenty dollars."

"she's asleep in the back seat looking peaceful enough to me."

"we're coming back from where no one lives."

"[name], i'm sorry."

"i just make it up as i go along."

"i can feel myself becoming someone only you could want."

"now i'm wide awake, spiraling."

"i'll get a real job, you'll go back to school."

"we can burn out in the freezing cold."

"you know how i get when i'm wrong."

"i can feel myself becoming somebody that i'm not."

"i'm 27 and i don't know who i am."

"you can't help but become the sun."

"when you don't know who you are, you fuck around and find out."

"it feels good to be known so well."

"i can't hide from you like i hide from myself."

"you already hurt my feelings in the way only you could."

"i remember who i am when i'm with you."

"your love is tough." / "your love is tried and true blue."

"you've never done me wrong, except for that one time."

"it doesn't matter anymore."

"who won the fight?"

"i don't know, we're not keeping score."

"i'm trying to be cool about it."

"wishing you were kind enough to be cruel about it."

"telling myself i can always do without it, knowing that it probably isn't true."

"it's impossible to pass your tests."

"i'm trying to forget about it."

"kindly get out of my head about it."

"once i took your medication to know what it's like." / "and now i have to act like i can't read your mind."

"i ask you how you're doing and i let you lie."

"we don't have to talk about it."

"i'll pretend being with you doesn't feel like drowning."

"it's nice to see how good you're doing."

"we know it isn't true."

"it would only take the energy to fix it."

"i don't know why i am the way i am."

"not strong enough to be your man."

"i can't stop staring at the ceiling fan."

"spinning out about things that haven't happened."

"do you see us getting scraped up off the pavement?"

"i lied, i am just lowering your expectations."

"half a mind that keeps the other second guessing."

"always an angel, never a god."

"i think i've been having revelations."

"skip the exit to our old street and go home."

"go home alone."

"you live up in my head."

"i've been making music since you told me to do it."

"i just wanna know who broke your nose."

"figure out where they live, so i can kick their teeth in."

"if this isn't love then what the fuck is it?"

"i guess just let me pretend."

"i don't wanna die. that's a lie, but i'm afraid to get sick."

"if you're not enough, then i give up."

"i used to think if i'd just close my eyes, i will disappear."

"if you love me, you will listen to this song."

"i could tell that you were serious."

"it gave us more time to embarrass ourselves."

"i might like you less now that you know me so well."

"there's a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in."

"i am not an old man having an existential crisis."

"i never thought you'd happen to me."

"will you be a satanist with me?"

"mortgage off your soul to buy your dream vacation home in florida."

"tryin' to score some off-brand ecstasy."

"will you be an anarchist with me?"

"sleep in cars and kill the bourgeoisie."

"at least until you find out what a fake i am."

"spray paint my initials on an atm."

"i burn my cash and smash my old tv."

"will you be a nihilist with me?"

"if nothing matters, man, that's a relief."

"if nothing can be known, then stupidity is holy."

"if the void becomes a bore, we'll treat ourselves to some self-belief."

"oh, you know what i should do?"

"it's so hard to come back."

"you could absolutely break my heart."

"that's how i know that we're in love."

"i don't need the symbol of a scar."

"isn't it enough that we stripped down to our skin?"

"i feel crazy in ways i never say."

"will you still love me if it turns out i'm insane?"

"i know what you'll say, but it helps to hear you say it anyway."

"damn, that makes me sad." / "it doesn't have to be like that."

"if you rewrite your life, may i still play a part?"

"i can't imagine you without the same smile in your eyes."

"there is something about you that i will always recognize."

"if you don't remember, i will try to remind you."

"i will go on and on until it all comes back."

"i'm out of my depth at a public beach."

"i never listened, i had to see it for myself."

"making peace with my inevitable death."

"i guess i did alright, considering." / "tried to be a halfway decent friend."

"an honest fool with more bad habits than you can count."

"was anyone ever so young?"

"breaking curfew with illegal fireworks."

"unpacking god in the suburbs."

"you don't have to make it bad just cause you know how."

"writing the words to the worst love song you've ever heard."

"an incantation like an anti-curse."

"i think that you're special." / "you told me once that i'm selfish."

"you said my music is mellow, maybe i'm just exhausted."

"you think you're a good person because you won't punch me."

"i love you. i don't know why, i just do."

"you're not special, you're evil."

"you don't get to tell me to calm down."

"you made me feel like an equal, but i'm better than you and you should know that by now."

"it looked like it hurt and i wasn't sorry."

"i should have left you right there."

"you don't know me."

"i wanna be happy."

"i'm ready to walk into my room without looking for you."

"i'll go up to the top of our building."

"i can't feel it yet, but i am waiting."

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FOR PEOPLE WHO REFUSE TO LET ANYONE CARE ABOUT THEM *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

i don't need your help.

i can handle myself.

everyone leaves.

you can't do this alone.

whatever they did to you back then... i'm sorry. but i'm not like that, and i won't abandon you like they did.

you've got bigger things to deal with.

i've been alone all my life. it's nothing new.

don't come over. i can handle it.

please let me care about you.

would you just stop?

i'm used to this.

i tried to help you.

whatever they said about you, they were wrong.

i'm not worth dying for.

suit yourself. you'll regret it tomorrow.

i'm not putting anyone else's life in harm's way.

people care about you. people want to keep you safe.

i don't want you to get hurt over me.

if you die, it'll be my fault.

i love you. you're worth fighting for.

i'm not gonna just sit here and let you do this by yourself.

i'm not worth it, okay?

i don't want you to die.

leave me alone.

this is nothing new.

thanks but no thanks. i don't need your help.

i can't lose you again!

don't make yourself an island.

don't you understand? i can't lose you!

you're not patching this up alone. let me help.

i'm not used to this. being cared about.

you'll just suffer because of me.

i'm not like the rest. i won't leave you.

everyone leaves. maybe it's better that way.

i can handle it just fine, thanks.

i don't need your advice.

stop pushing me away. it won't work.

this is all i've got left.

i'll get over it!

it's better if i just go alone.

let me protect you.

i'll just keep coming back, you know.

it's easier to make people hate me.

if something happens to you, i'll never forgive myself.

i've already lost so many people.

i can patch this up myself.

you've obviously got more important things to deal with.

everyone i love ends up leaving me one way or another.

what if something happens?

this wasn't supposed to go this way.

stop risking your life for me.

i work better alone.

it's safer to just stay away from me.

eventually you'll see i'm not worth it.

every single time i let someone in, they end up disappointing me.

trust me. i know this for a fact.

just leave me be. i'll figure this out myself.

you should go.

you're all i have left.

people around me are always getting hurt.

it's better if you just leave me here.

i can't trust anyone. not anymore.

why do you keep fighting for me?

you have no idea what this is like.

i know you think i'll leave, but i won't. not now. not ever.

you matter to me. i'll say it a thousand times until you understand.

please just let me take care of you.

i work alone.

that won't work on me.

no one's ever really loved me before.

you need help.

so that's it? you're just gonna push me away again?

what's it gonna take for you to realize i want to be here for you?

i don't want to see you hurt.

you can't just push away everyone who loves you.

you'll never be able to beat this alone.

you expect me to just sit here?

i love you, goddamn it!

you want to be alone? fine. be alone.

i'm not strong enough.

i really thought i could help you. turns out i was wrong.

i wish you would listen to me.

i came all this way to help you, and this is the thanks i get?

you are worthy of love, you know.

how many times do i have to tell you? i'm fine!

stop pushing people away.

it's easier to just make you hate me.

i don't hate you. i could never hate you.

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Katharine Isabelle

Bones (2001)

Dir. Ernest R. Dickerson

[ohisms]

↪ 𝑾𝑯𝑨𝑻 𝑯𝑨𝑷𝑷𝑬𝑵𝑬𝑫 𝑻𝑶 𝑴𝑶𝑵𝑫𝑨𝒀 ? ( a collection of sentence starters from the 2017 film . adjust phrasing as necessary . )

i like it . did you write that ?

haven't i already told you that ?

tell me , [ name ] , what's your secret ?

you're looking fresh as a daisy .

are you okay ? you seem ...

i'm just tired . tomorrow's a big day .

that's very important , do you understand ?

why can't you just accept that this is your family ?

this isn't a family , it's a repressive regime .

you're driving us all crazy .

this is our life , it is what it is .

you're burning up . you running a fever ?

shut the fuck up .

all these years , i've been trying to figure out your angle .

you're not interested in anyone .

[ name ] . i'm onto you .

you can't just vanish .

is there a problem ?

there's obviously been a mistake , can you please tell me what i'm doing here ?

what a pleasure to meet you .

i know who you are .

i'm amazed you made it this far .

this is ... this is all a big mistake .

for your sake , i wish that were true .

is there another way ?

i can't believe this is happening .

we can't just sit here . we gotta do something !

i don't wanna die . i don't wanna die .

you're gonna be okay , i'm here .

i'm sorry . i'm so sorry .

you're supposed to be the believer .

i don't know what i believe . i don't know who i am .

they won't suffer .

sometimes , i think " to hell with it " . to hell with everybody .

do not underestimate [ name ] .

make this a priority .

we always work best as a team .

somebody wants us to disappear . the question is why .

this isn't a game , [ name ] . don't lose your head out there .

what's it gonna be ?

playing dumb doesn't suit you , [ name ] .

get the fuck out of there !

that's not an option .

i wanted to , uh ... try something new .

hold on , we've got a situation .

all your big talk , and you've ... never been with anyone ?

trust me , we're doing them a favor .

i'm scared , [ name ] . what are we gonna do ?

shhh , we're gonna get you out of here .

we failed miserably as a species on this planet .

anyone who's willing to sacrifice their own flesh and blood can never truly be trusted .

you sold us out . how could you ?

i thought you of all people would understand .

what do you know about family ?

i did everything i was told . i did everything right .

i didn't plan this . it got out of my control .

i was a total fuck - up .

if i could go back and change it all , i would .

promise me you won't let them take them .

stay with me , okay ?

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American Mary (2012)