. love . life . death . life . love .

i barely exist.

[amirsulaiman]

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[amirsulaiman]

2020 Rау-Bаn charitable-sale

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[amirsulaiman]

2020 Rау-Bаn charitable-sale

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[amirsulaiman]

2020 Rау-Bаn charitable-sale

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[amirsulaiman]

2020 Rау-Bаn charitable-sale

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[amirsulaiman]

fault:line

my heart

building its home

on a fault line

I let the black

lay itself over my face

I sat in the door frame

it gave way

nothing stays the same

earth epileptic

ground grinding against ground

like my mother's molars in labor

I curled up in the tub

feeling earth barking at heaven

it wasn’t until my stomach started to hurt

that I realized I was laughing

manically

tears warm on my cheeks

but cold on my chin

nothing stays the same

[amirsulaiman]

Learning to Drown

the sun isn't setting but it is getting darker I'm sinking into my own personal evening the surface is sliding away the sun falling into the distance its long rays slipping between the tiny anxious bubbles rushing out of my nose and the fat oblique ones rolling from my mouth the light making sparkling colors from my panicked breaths I thought how beautiful this would be if I wasn't drowning how beautiful life would be if I wasn't dying how beautiful you'd be if you weren't leaving not until there was no more leaving just left not until there was no more drowning just drowned did I become lighter with more light with more life than I had when I was living I thought how tragic this would be if I had lived thank God I didn't survive not everyone gets to die such a gorgeous death only drowning freed me from my fear of falling into deep rivers and dark waters only because I laid at the bottom of that river can I now plunge so deeply into yours don't be afraid let your riverbed quake let your shore swell don't be afraid I will still reach your bottom many men have learned  to swim not many have learned to drown

[amirsulaiman]

Like Plato says, "Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle."

[amirsulaiman]

dark and cold and gorgeous.

[amirsulaiman]

Exquisite. 

[amirsulaiman]

Where and when it all began. #TheMeccanOpenings #TheMedinanOpenings #TheOpening

[nonconcept]

[amirsulaiman]

Detroit bound.

[likeafieldmouse-deactivated2015]

Candida Hofer - Libraries (published 2005)

[amirsulaiman]

Eating Disorder : 4/30

her heart is

binging and purging 

her heart 

always hungry

neither tasting nor chewing 

just swallowing every affection 

she can't keep it up

she can't hold it down

her middle finger pressing the back of her tongue

like she's trying to flip off her own heart

until every sweet word I've ever fed her

leaps from her belly

and fills her mouth

but then all the sweetness is

bitter

bile

vile

half digested love

looks like foul

smells like wrong

she is kneeling like Narcissus

staring into toilet water

upside down 

the porcelain kind of looks like a halo 

she cant brush the smell of regret off her breath

the remains of pseudo-romance are rotting between her teeth 

her ribs are showing

her heart isn't

[amirsulaiman]

My Own Personal Evening : 3/30

the sun isn't setting

but it is getting darker

I'm sinking into my own personal evening

the surface is sliding away

the sun falling into the distance

its long rays slipping between

the tiny anxious bubbles rushing out of my nose

and the fat oblique ones rolling from my mouth

the light making sparkling colors

from my panicked breaths

I thought

how beautiful this would be if I wasn't drowning

how beautiful life would be if I wasn't dying

how beautiful you'd be if you weren't leaving

not until there was no more leaving

just left

not until there was no more drowning

just drowned

did I become lighter

with more light

with more life

than I had when I was living

I thought

how tragic this would be if I had lived

thank God I didn't survive

not everyone gets to die such a gorgeous death

only drowning freed me

from my fear of falling into deep rivers

and dark waters

only because I laid at the bottom of that river

can I now plunge so deeply into yours

don't be afraid

let your riverbed quake

let your shore swell

don't be afraid

I will still reach your bottom

many men have learned  to swim

not many have learned to drown

[amirsulaiman]

Wearing Me Out : 2/30

wearing my self out

she says she wears her heart on her sleeve

reminded me

a tree wears its most delicate part on its limbs

leaves lying open

tiny veiny 

frail enough to see through

fragile enough to tear through

hungry enough to make food of the sun

I wear my heart like overalls

well worn in

but only worn in

doors

when finally I wore it out

she wore me out 

but the more worn out 

the more I like to wear it 

out

edges frayed with the familiar

holy and holey

mis match patch work

make scars look like poems

my heart looks 

limited edition

vintage

"nice. where'd get that heart?"

"sorry. it's custom"