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welcome to amnesid, an independent and selective roleplay blog for sid matthews, a fandomless merfolk original character inspired by various myths / media. multi-verse / multi-ship friendly, likely low / sporadic activity. written by crimson ( she / they, 19, gmt-6 ). discord is available for mutuals. credits are listed in my rules page.

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#pinned post.

diestwice

uhh whoops. sorry for the radio silence guys, i probably won't be here for a while regularly again. life and college preparations are kicking my ass so i've been mentally exhausted and i'm also going to be super busy lately. no telling when i'll be back, but just know i love you guys :)

#out of character.#hiatus notice.

@moldcursed: "i think we were meant to find each other."

it's late, and rose has gone to bed, leaving just the two of them in the comfort of the living room. he's been mindlessly flicking through channels to find something that preferably won't turn ethan's stomach or trigger any unpleasant memories, before finally settling on some old show neither of them have watched before. sid's not even sure what it's called, and he doesn't particularly care. he just likes the noise.

the show cuts to a commercial break, and that's when ethan speaks. the soft rumble of his voice weaves together with the sounds of the television, turned low to not disturb rose, to create a scene so domestic sid feels warmth blossom in his chest. he never thought that getting amnesia would eventually lead him down a path to this. it's quieted that restlessness in him. there's no rush, no seeking something he cannot name; all he needs is right here. a lover to cherish, a child to care for, a family to belong to.

"yeah?" he hums, hand finding its way to ethan's under the blankets. "how do you figure that?" sid believes him, of course. he's just curious to know what else ethan has to say.

#moldcursed #main verse.#they are so in love...

mcflymemes

PROMPTS FOR DEEP CONVERSATIONS * assorted dialogue for thoughtful discussions, adjust as necessary

do you think there's more to this?

will we ever be free?

what are you grateful for?

do you enjoy spending time with me?

when's the last time you spoke to them?

unfortunately, i know exactly how you feel.

this can't be all there is.

i believe in truth.

why are you so unhappy?

what was your first heartbreak like?

you have to trust me on this.

believe in yourself.

what's the first thing you noticed about me?

what are you doing to make the world a better place?

do you understand the gravity of this?

i think we were meant to find each other.

do you believe in a higher power?

if you could live anywhere, where would you go?

i haven't felt this way in a long time.

what are you proud of?

if you knew tomorrow was your last day, how would you spend it?

i can't go on like this.

we have to take a chance.

i never gave up on you.

love is the most powerful thing in the universe.

every time i look at you, i see my future.

that was a life lesson. i learned it the hard way.

i can't help but think i should have done more.

do you believe in fate?

if a genie gave you three wishes, what would you ask for?

i've always wondered about that.

at what point are we good enough?

who are you, really?

if you had a million dollars right now, what would you do first?

maybe this will make you change.

things feel different here.

life doesn't make sense.

i'm not perfect. none of us are.

sure, it's scary, but we can't stop now.

it's easier said than done.

i think you can do it.

who broke you?

how do you know when you're in love?

i know that's not the answer you were hoping for.

i wish i knew what was waiting for me.

would you change anything about me?

i've never seen it like that.

we have to keep moving. we can't slow down.

you've really opened my eyes.

has anyone ever broken your heart?

this could lead us to infinite opportunities.

what would you have done differently?

i have so much faith in you.

who was your first love?

i can take care of myself.

i think you should follow your dreams.

you've changed my life in ways i can't explain.

they always said you were different.

i'm not giving up hope.

how can we make the world a better place?

i want to leave a mark on the world. do you?

how do you feel about it?

how would people describe you?

do you ever say no?

were you expecting something else?

who do you compare yourself to?

do you believe in aliens?

i'm not a child anymore.

do you think we were meant to be together?

i trust you with my life.

you are so much stronger than you realize.

if you could say anything to them right now, what would you say?

i didn't know places this beautiful even existed.

do you remember the dream you had last night?

i don't think we're alone in the universe.

love is the answer.

that's all there is.

do you love them? i mean really love them?

we can't sit around and wait for our lives to happen to us.

have you ever been in love?

do you believe in justice?

i won't give up on them.

you inspire me every day, you know.

#starters.

sid definitely is the type to wear his partner’s clothing / steal their blankets / etc. having their scent on him is soothing especially if he can’t physically be near them for whatever reason.

#hc.

heyyyy just a lil update: i have had no internet for five days and also low muse / motivation but i am still here! just more active on other blogs atm

#ooc.#mobile post.

receiptsofwhiskey

POSSIBLE GLITCH??

it looks like there's a site wide glitch going on where tumblr's making people randomly unfollow people for no apparent reason?? not only that but the MUTUAL CHECKER seems to be a little wonky as well. i'm hoping @changes will talk about it tomorrow in their post talking about any changes, fixes, upcoming, and news.

that being said, please make a post talking about tumblr glitching and that you're working on re-following your mutuals. i also recommend maybe reblogging this to give everyone a head's up about the situation because i've already seen a couple of people fall victim to this glitch tonight ( myself included! ) in the rpc.

#psa.#i haven't unfollowed anyone over here

@downspirals: "i thought i was going to drown." from dustin

"well, now you won't." blue hues flick down to the ground below the two of them, then back to dustin. "we're safe on land now, see?"

sid doesn't think of himself as a hero, the word doesn't feel quite right in his mouth. as far as he knows, he's just like everyone else. ( never mind that he just swam much faster than he should have, if he was "just like everyone else". never mind that dustin hardly seemed to weigh much, even with the water dragging down his clothing. )

"i'm sid by the way, i'm new around here. what were you doing out there by yourself?" dustin's face is familiar, in the faint way that a passing stranger's face might be. perhaps he's seen him in town before.

#downspirals #main verse.

askmemenoquestions

Mermaid AU Sentence Starters

"I promise I'm going to get you out of this aquarium."

"I thought I was going to drown."

"How am I talking underwater? How am I breathing?!"

"I'd give up my tail to be on land with you."

"I'd give up my legs to be in the sea with you."

"Careful, this necklace is the reason why I'm able to go on land."

"If you wear this amulet, you'll be able to breathe underwater."

"Are you really mermaid royalty?"

"If you keep me captive here, the ruler of the sea will crash your ship into the rocks."

"That tank looks really cramped."

"Please take me back to land, I can't stay out here forever."

"I used to be human, but my past self gave up my memories for this form."

"No, I don't have a dangerous magical voice, I just enjoy singing."

"Watch out! If I touch water, I'll revert back to my original form."

"Those people over there keep staring at me. I think they know my secret."

"Calm down, it's ok. Once you dry off, you'll change back to human and we'll get you home."

"I've been through so many experiments, please don't send me back to that lab."

"Please take me back to the ocean."

"I can't resist the ocean's call."

"My body is on land, but my heart belongs to the ocean."

"I can't let you go, these lab tests are going to lead to new scientific breakthroughs."

"How did you manage to get caught in such a huge net?"

"Stop struggling, having a mermaid is going to make me rich."

"I'm not removing the gag. You're not going to have the chance to enchant me with your voice."

"How do I know if you really love me, or you've just been brainwashed by my magic?"

"How can I tell if I actually love you, or your magic has just brainwashed me?"

"You killed my entire crew!"

"I didn't mean to hurt them, I just wanted to escape."

#starters.#eyes emoji

deathbashed

"do you want me to bash my head against the wall so you think i'm a nice guy?"

indie robert hollister, adapted from the horror film steel trap and written as a headcanon based original character. hunted by crimson. ( template credit )

#self promo.#i have. no self control i'm sorry

sid's lore page is up guys i feel so proud of myself

#ooc.#i wasn't even intending to write as much of it today as i did #i just started typing and then brain went brrrrrr

if you were a deity, what would you be the god of ?

storms and the sea

your followers worship you for safe passage through the sea. your title implies a dark and brooding individual, but you're much more playful than the name implies. although you're quite easy-going, you have no patience for those who disrespect the ocean and their punishment is nothing short of severe. those who do anger you are often never seen again, hidden in the depths of the sea that light can't touch.

tagged by: stole it

tagging: @moldcursed , @viburni, you

#dash games.#oh this is... appropriate lol

greek gods aesthetic !

aphrodite.

laughter-loving. sweet smiles. dressed in silk and satin. flower in their hair. sees the world as a runway. unapologetically sexual. the sea washing their ankles. in love with love. stirrer of passion. cunning concealed by painted lips. secret daggers. doves. revolution in their kiss. delighting in the waves. flirtatious winks. strolling along the beach. staring wistfully from a balcony. this is how to be a heartbreaker. wants to be adored. gets turned on by danger.

apollo.

glitz and glamour. art galleries. turning the volume up. being made of gold. neatly organized music sheets. notebooks filled with poetry. bathing in the sunlight. the powerful urge to create. collecting vinyl records. beautiful cover of wonderwall. playing multiple instruments. tasting like sunshine. healing touch. speaking in prophecies. smile mingled with wrath. shunning lies. sporting shades. hanging out at music festivals with their friends. sleeps naked. arrow to the heart. paintbrushes. probably has a tinder account.

ares.

armed for battle. wants to raise a dog with their significant other. soft spot for children. gives piggyback rides. scarred body. blood on their hands and face. willing to fight the world for the ones they love. fights against injustice. warm hugs. well worn combat boots. boxing gloves. bandages wrapped around bruised knuckles. fist raised in protest. ignites revolutions. fear is a prison. more sensitive than what their tough shell would have you think. exhausted. damaged goods. force to be reckoned with. red roses. curses under their breath.

athena.

discerning gaze. unreadable face. quiet museums. owl perched on their finger. armor that intimidates. eye for architecture. plays the sims for the sole purpose of building houses. studied the blade while everyone else was busy getting laid. big fan of logic. loves brain teasers. ancient buildings. sweaters in neutrals and cool colours. hair done up. can kill you with their brain. heads to the library often to research. sharpened pencils. abs that can cut steel. stoic statues. pottery classes.

demeter.

soil-covered hands. smile that can bloom flowers. skin loved by the sun. being the mom friend. can lift you and your friends. flowers kept in the pockets of overalls. takes pride in their beautiful garden. speaks to their plants. leaves rustling in the wind. stalks of wheat. picking fruit. greenhouses. heart as strong as a mountain. values simplicity. daisies dotted across a collarbone. curls crowned with flowers. folded pile of sweaters in warm hues. pulling out fresh-baked bread out of the oven and the smell wafting through the air.

artemis.

keen sense of a hunter. freckles like constellations on their skin. piercing eyes. disheveled braid. moonlight peeking through the shadows. the calm of the forest at night. lying on the grass and staring at the stars. mother doe and her fawn. protecting their kin. the moon shimmering on a still lake. quiver full of arrows resting against the bark of a tree. running with wolves. bonding while circled around a campfire. not being much of a people person. arrow hitting a target. popping egos. patience on 3%. touches heaven and returns howling.

hephaestus.

the calloused hands of someone who knows labor. sweaty brow. flame burning in their eyes. inventive mind. broad shoulders. steampunk goggles. nuts and bolts stored away in little boxes. ashes. striking a match. blueprints for future projects. fixing up a busted-up car and giving it cool upgrades. wrestles with bitterness. work boots have seen better years. wrinkled plaid shirts. iron melted in blazing fire. huge jackets. crafting masterpieces. greased stained overalls. fascination with robotics. pain is fuel. stack of weaponry. even their muscles have muscles.

hera.

resting bitch face. dressed to the nines. cows grazing on a pasture. cool rain. loving and hating fiercely. hand clutching a string of pearls. large chandelier with glittering crystals. plays the sims for the sole purpose of killing off their sims. romance to realism. pictures of the sky while flying on a plane. files that under fuck it. downs glasses of wine as they relax with a scented bubble bath and netflix. like their selfie or you’re grounded. knows 57 convenient ways to murder a man. dark eyes that penetrate your soul. marble and gold.

dionysus.

drunk shitposter. on their sixth glass of wine before you’ve even finished your second. seductive smirks. untamed curls. rich fabrics on dark skin. sleek furred panthers. theatre masks. stage productions. receiving a standing ovation. rose caught between their teeth. being the baby of the bunch. wild parties that last from sundown to sunup. creeping vines. inspiring loyalty. grand opera houses. masquerade balls. rolls of film. shattered chandeliers with broken glass scattered across the wine spilled floor. pouring champagne into flutes. lives for the applause.

hermes.

devil-may-care smile. always up-to-date on the latest technology. will steal your french fries. does it for the vine. shitposter. puts googly eyes on everything. meme hoarder. long drives on the highway. ma and pop diners. spontaneous road trips. folded maps. fingers dancing across the keyboard of a laptop. shooting hoops on the basketball court. chatting up strangers as you all journey to your own destinations. goes jogging in the morning. mixes redbull with coffee. menace on april fool’s. hoodies and sneakers.

hades.

walking home alone in the early morning. back alleys. drinking alone in a graveyard. crippling loneliness hidden by sarcasm and cynicism. crows picking a carcass. untended dead flowers. the black sheep of the family. black coffee. money can’t buy you happiness. murder mystery dinner parties. blood on your shirt collar. dust illuminated by sunlight. classical music. dogs are better than people. a quiet wrath. shady business deals. taking what you are owed. paint it black. seasonal affective disorder. popping the suit collar. grey rain on a cityscape.

poseidon.

storm with skin. colorful coral reefs. waves crashing against the shore. stroking the soft fur of a cat. their heart pounding as their horse’s gentle trot speeds into a gallop. tousled locks. clothes smeared with paint. owns several sketchbooks yet always yearns to own more. leather jackets. fondness for diy projects. handwriting that flows across the page. nimble fingers playing the strings of a violin. velvety singing voice that haunts your dreams. mood as ever-changing as the sea. the roar of a motorcycle. compass with a spinning arrow.

zeus.

thunder in their heart. running on coffee. flash of lightning. unnatural charisma. eloquence. badass in a nice suit. aficionado of history. force of nature. lennyface. nightmare-filled nights. proud arm around their lover’s waist. high - rise buildings. planes soaring through a cloudless sky. technician on the piano. maintains order. strong handshake. juggling multiple events on their busy schedule with ease. expensive watch.

tagged by: stole it

tagging: @moldcursed, @viburni, @inkscribe, @downspirals (any), you

#dash games.

sexual traits !

tagged by: stole it from @moldcursed

tagging: you

bold - consistent traits. italicized - verse dependent, conditional or occasional. strike - turn off.

inclinations and habits.

body and appearance.

sounds.

turn ons and kinks.

places.

#hc.#nsfw tw #not me filling this out in the middle of class lmao

why do you hurt ?

you swallow pain and fold around it.

you have always hurt. you hold it carefully, and twisted in such a way that other people don't have to see it. you don't choke on it. you don't drown. you just have it, the way some people have freckles, this is a thing that lives in your bones. you fold instead of fighting because you know how to make yourself small, tuck away the places where they have clawed at, swallow the bruises so you seem clean. nobody needs to see it. you will live through this on your own. you know what you need, and relief isn't it. this doesn't mean you cannot reach out - it means it is not in your nature to do so. you should. hiding does not mean you won't be seen.

tagged by: stole from @moldcursed

tagging: steal it

#dash games.#personality.#excuse me. EXCUSE ME.#'this is a thing that lives in your bones' stop it.#sid constantly feeling lonely and disconnected from people #*cries*

@moldcursed: "what do you see in me?"

the question makes sid raise his head from where it had been resting comfortably on the pillow. he hears the catch in ethan's voice, and knows before he sits up to turn on the bedside lamp that he will see mold starting to climb the walls -- an outward manifestation of ethan's emotional state. the unspoken "what are we" lingers in the air for a few moments afterward. they've shared a bed for the past few months ( ethan felt comforted by the presence of another, and sid was all too willing to offer him whatever respite he could ) but not a kiss, not yet. truthfully, sid was afraid he would push a boundary. wasn't sure if ethan would be ready for a relationship yet.

it hurts him to see ethan like this, still so troubled after all the trauma he's suffered. waking up one day with all of your memories erased doesn't quite compare to the experience of knowing you've died and that the body you're inhabiting is really something other, something that is only as human as you believe it is ( as much as it can be, when it lacks a heart ).

but the man beside him is still ethan, mold or not.

"i see you," he starts. "i see a man that isn't broken by the horrors he's seen, but who endures them. you go through so much just to... just to get up every morning and take care of rose or to make breakfast because you don't trust me not to burn the eggs." a quiet chuckle, blue eyes glittering with amusement and something softer.

"i don't see a monster when i look at you, even when things like this happen." a gesture is made to the decay painting the walls. "i just see you. ethan winters. that's who you are, that's who you choose to be every day--" and here they are, the words he has been keeping to himself for too long, and they rise to his lips like something sacred, something that it feels like he has been saving just for ethan. "and i love you for it. i love all of you."

#moldcursed #main verse.#sobbing rn

for starters / prompts i think i'm gonna just start making new posts and typing the original ask at the top because i like that formatting better / it makes it easier if the ask gets turned into a thread. if it's not a starter related ask it'll still get answered directly.

#ooc.

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