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[cwote]

[arihec]

[dreamingoftheworldxx]

[amongstyourlove]

Feels

[amongstyourlove]

I thought my self esteem was getting better. I was clearly blinded by where I'm really at. Let me tell you I'm in a low fucking spot.

[bey]

[kushandwizdom]

[amongstyourlove]

I have lots of shit going on in my head right now. I feel like I'm in such a slump with my style. I have been smoking so much weed and eating everything in sight. Plus add into that I'm a tad lonely. Just a shitty combination right now.

[w-i-n-t-e-r-]

[amongstyourlove]

Blah

I honestly just want everyone to leave me alone. I'm tired and cranky and sad and angry and every emotion I could feel right now. I'm starting to miss things on my work, and I haven't been studying at all.. I just don't care. I need a break from life.

[fluxystar-blog-blog]

It happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you’ve known forever don’t see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.

Nicholas Sparks (via fluxystar-blog)

[amongstyourlove]

10/10/2016

I don't feel the need to be on social media anymore. I can't say I really even miss it. I find the people who want to really connect with me do by some other form. I'm not constantly having my thoughts and actions interrupted by a notification on my phone. I actually have quite a bit of spare time... I feel like I'm ready for another change in my life. I wonder what's next.

[free-your-mind]

[cwote]

[relateforteens]

[muzluhayat-deactivated20160908]

[amongstyourlove]

P

I honestly don’t know what it is with you anymore.. I sometimes don’t understand why you treat people the way you do when I don’t believe you’re really like that.. I’ve thought about you and have stopped and have started again. It’s an ongoing cycle that I can’t seem to kick the habit of. I guess it just comes down to the fact I feel like I can’t let what happened last year go.. It meant something to me. I replay you saying you cared about me over and over again in my head. You know that’s all I ever want, for someone to actually give a shit about me for once. I care and I care and I only feel empty in return. Maybe that’s why I’m so hung up on you.. Because you actually told me you cared about me. You kissed me like you cared about me. You got angry with my actions because you cared about me, to this day I know you still care about me.. I can’t let that go.. That’s all I have right now. So yes, it’s silly I’m still caught up on you. How does one forget something that they’ve already had a small taste of, and enjoy it?

Here I am.

[annetteblogz]