there are so many things i'm angry about and some character dying really isn't fucking one of them
if you're angry about that
and you haven't spent a moments consideration for how i and other queer fans feel right now
then unfollow me
im not convinced that he's not full of shit anyway
this isnt and was never his decision to make and what he said makes no sense with what norman said about darabont and him working on this together and i want to be positive he's trolling. there are reasons to think he is, not least of which is that he's contradicting himself and norman and gimple and darabont and the show they've written. he's a liar and i want to think and am hopeful that he is a liar about this
but maybe that's just the sign of a desperate queer who spent the night wondering if she would ever matter or if she should just give up all expectation of mattering now and throw it in (thank you jay and sarah for your support through the night)
i pulled open my dresser drawer today to pull out a teeshirt and i looked in at a gallery of a world that thinks i'm irrelevant
and i push aside my sherlock and grimm and walking dead shirts with vomit in my throat, keep digging, past more and more people who have told me i;m a joke and a toy and a plot device
i made it to work today so good for me, wrapped in a cyndi lauper shirt and a therapy appointment bumped up to this afternoon and i just need to not break my wrists and arms and throat until then
