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Because I still want you.
Omg seeing your asks are making me damn angry again.. I was starting to calm down LOL. But yes.. seeing Robert adore Seb & be all supportive & civil with the mother, going to kids parties with her & what not, when Rebecca/Seb came from such a Robron negative fuck you Aaron situation is so hard to stomach.. the desperate woman who wanted to steal Robert gets to give him a son & Robert gets to share parenthood with her, she gets to be an importance & I hate it with a passion.
I’m so sorry! I do try to tag all my stuff, so people can avoid it. I didn’t mean to make you feel bad. :/ But yes, to everything you said.
It's honestly no problem😊
This is such a beautiful moment for me. I honestly thought that we’d have seen abit of tiff between Robron once Aaron spoke to him at the club.. but no, like Robert could ever be angry with Aaron! Look at them eyes☝️ even tho (he thought) Alex had moved in, Aaron had pushed him away again, thought Aaron was hanging at the club with Alex his boyfriend, while he wanted to try move on.. here Aaron is again & not letting Robert try to forget. But this☝️☝️☝️ this is his how he continues to look at Aaron.. so soft, gentle & full of pure love, he could never be angry with him.
I hated it too. I don't recognise Robert at all when he's in dad mode. I really hope he keeps his edge.
Oh me too. I mean thank the lord for Aaron's spring SL as things like this are when Robron are at their best.. we're now hearing from Duncan that Seb's a big part of the story🤔 I'm not sure what story lol! Seb appearing here & there doesn't bother me especially if Rebecca isn't around, but god.. the whole thing is just painful & Daddy Robert is not my favourite person at all
Was it just me who didn't like the party stuff yesterday? I don't mean the Rebecca side of it.. but just seeing Robert at a kids birthday party?
I think for me one of the worst parts of Seb's existence is he brings out this awful boring side of Robert.. a side that totally ruins my image of him
Rebecca 2016
Rebecca 2017
Rebecca 2018
honestly, i love robert and aaron with all my heart, but there´s nothing more boring to me than the idea of just watching them be happy and domestic for weeks or months on end. that´s not when they´re at their best as characters and that´s certainly not what i watch soap for. i watch it for the drama and the nonsense and the extremes. also, the reality of happy, domestic, no-angst robron would just be them not being on screen. at all. for months on end. which surely can´t be anyone´s end goal here?
I agree it's also the problem I have with how things have been so far. I know it's early days since the reuion but the Rebecca/Seb focus needs to shift & Aaron's spring SL can't come soon enough & thank god for it.. because I cant bare the idea of having months worth of the material that we've had this week.
"I still want you"
I rewatched the wedding.. it's actually quite frightening how much can change in a year.
Pre ONS & Pre Seb material is incredibly painful now
Bored and making collages again. I finally have enough that I can make even collages for each.
I am confused. A few weeks ago Robert gave Rebecca 100K and promised to set some kind of trust fund for their son and seemed sorry to leave his son (and Rebecca). He has been mates with her again for a few weeks. Now he is ready to destroy Rebecca's family business and his son's inheritance. He treats Rebecca, the mother of his child, like dirt and uses her which would make any other woman ban him from his son's life for good. Why did he stop caring about his son (and his mate Rebecca)?
Hey anon!
I’m running on like 4 hours sleep and I can feel the start of a hangover so this is gonna be the bullet point version of the normal 6000 word answer I would probably give 😂
When Robert offered Rebecca the 100k, Vic had been pestering him on behalf of Rebecca (but probably off her own back, because that’s a very Vic thing to do lmao) for money - because Vic saw exactly what was happening, which was that Robert hadn’t contributed anything towards his son or even offered - and Vic is mostly very much determined to pull Robert into shape and force him to not be a terrible father lmao.
When Rob offered Rebecca the 100k, it was following that, and following suddenly being 500k richer. He was about to leave with Aaron and never return. That was a form of apology, in some ways - you won’t have me but you’ll have this - because a small little part of Robert doesn’t want to be a bad father either. In the most heavy handed symbolism in the world, Rob gave the baby that money alongside a picture of his dead dad Jack. Which. I just.
I can’t.
Immediately after this all happened, Aaron left Robert because of Rebecca and the baby. Now we all know that Aaron is ~everything~ to Rob and as much as there is a (small literally tiny) part of him that has positive feelings about his own son, mostly he just wants Aaron back. Like. Aaron has left expressly so that Robert can get on and start being a parent and Rob still pretty much… sits around and ROLLS HIS EYES AND LOOKS GRUMPY every time someone (or he) mentions the baby lmao. Like. That’s not the face of an expectant dad having the time of his life u know.
So now we have Robert, heartbroken and alone and the reason for that, as he said on Friday, essentially came down to the fact that he was spending time with Rebecca (both pre- and post-pregnancy tbh). He doesn’t even really blame Rebecca for this (although probably does deep down lbr we just haven’t seen it on screen) but… he’s got no emotional attachment to her by this point.
She was a mate to him when he was spending 24 hours a day drunk and moping bc heartbreak - at a time where the only other people talking to him were Vic, and presumably Diane. And where Vic wouldn’t let Robert sit around for three hours and talk about his Pain™, Rebecca absolutely would.
Hence why they’ve only ever seemed to talk about Aaron since they started talking again.
I think I mentioned the other day that Rob without a person to love is a Rob looking for a Project of Evil to keep him busy and entertained - Larry and Connor for instance. He was SO 2015 ROB on Friday. It was like greeting an old friend after they’ve been in prison for murdering everyone or something. It was great.
But like… this is all the product of Robert being heartbroken and without Aaron and completely in need of distracting himself
He can’t - he physically and emotionally can’t move on - he’s still wearing his ring, still reluctant to do anything that could make Aaron annoyed at them and destroy their chances of getting back together (he’ll still do those things but u know… reluctant), still just very much in the mindset of being married to his husband - so there’s no way he’s gonna distract himself by banging randoms rn - he needs something else to use to
And ok
Ok
I’m not that fan. I need to know that I’ve built up enough goodwill that you know when I say this, I am genuinely cringing @ myself but also I totally mean it and I fucking hate that I mean it
ROB NEEDS TO FIND SOMETHING EVIL VILLAINY TO DO TO TRY AND MASK HIS PAIN
I hate that this is actually true fucking shoot me SHOOT ME NOW
So here he is. Cracking one liners and being every inch the fun ridiculous villain again. And he doesn’t care enough about Rebecca or his unborn child rn to stop himself because, well, this is at least
I hate myself
THIS IS AT LEAST A WAY OF FEELING SOMETHING AGAIN
SOMETHING THATS NOT PURE PAIN
AND IF THAT SOMETHING HE HAPPENS TO BE FEELING IS MISERY AT THE EXPENSE OF OTHER PEOPLE’S WELL BEING AND HAPPINESS
WELL, GREAT. What are evil villains for anyway.
There’s probably also something about how he’s become a lot more reckless once more because he’s already lost Aaron so… what else does he have to lose?
Not Rebecca and the baby, because he never wanted those in the first place.
And hey, I guess he figures that if he doesn’t have Aaron then at least he can have his second, third and fourth favourite things - money, power and crime.
So. Yeah. The story of why Robert is acting like a genuinely terrible person is because shock! he is in fact a genuinely terrible person.
And lbr these reasons are fucking not a good enough reason to drug someone and terrorise the mother of your uborn child, drive her to the point of near tears in a pub and then make her beg you to do the exact thing you wanted to fucking do anyway -
but they’re 100% enough reason for Rob to do it because he’s always a gentle breeze push away from slipping back into this place anyway. It’s a part of who he is.
And by gentle breeze push I mean a distinct lack of Aaron forcing him to pull back. Literally all he has to rely on right now to keep him in check is his own fucking conscience and as much as we know it does exist… somewhere…. deep down… in there… it’s about as loud as a whisper most times and has been pretty much had faulty wiring from the start so.
It’s not that he suddenly stopped caring, it’s just that he never once cared enough to try and stop himself. They’re not his priority. Robert’s priority is always going to be Aaron and then himself. And he doesn’t have Aaron now. So now it’s back to old trusty number one, Robby J. I’ve heard he’s a right twat.
How can u say Robert and Aaron don’t really have chemistry like DO U HAVE EYES
the only mf reason they have lasted this long is because of their chemistry????? Some of y'all wild
OMG HOW COULD YOU THINK
AARON
AND
ROBERT
HAVE CHEMISTRY
HOW COULD YOU THINK THAT??????????????????
For anyone who wanted the link to the unseen kiss.
and since when have Adam and Ross been mates?
Yes I thought the same thing lol.
You're such a pussy 🐱 you used to answer all sorts now you won't even consider the possibility rob could bonk bex lol. It's gonna happen at some point. Ed aren't gonna let this go so get used to it.
And you’re a dick. The reason I’m not replying to certain asks is because I don’t fucking want to, I don’t see how that is any business of yours. I’ve got 180 messages most of which are about the same thing, which I said weeks ago I wasn’t talking about. Why would I want to constantly talk about some nob of a character I couldn’t give a fuck about.
What an arsehole lol, piss off and moan elsewhere.