Feelings Feelings, overrated junk

A vent blog detailing emotions I should not be feeling. The Agency´s always watching. ((Vent blog for an OC of mine.))

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… I’m glad he has someone looking out for him.

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Why does this feel so wrong? What’s wrong with me?

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Breathe. He’ll be back soon. You can manage things until then. Don’t focus on how much you want to pity yourself or hurt yourself for your failure. If you do that you’ll lose sight of yourself. Focus.

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My df is the funniest person alive actually

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WILL THE GRR BARK BARK BARK PART OF MY BRAIN SHUT UP I’M *AWARE*

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… All but one have forgiven me which is insane

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… WHAT KIND OF RETRIEVER AM I IF I CAN’T TRACK THEM DOWN GAH

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… Jesus his parents suck.

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We Won but

GRRRRR BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK

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I’m… Happy for him

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… I was there. It’s hard to look at him.

It’s even harder not to see danger when I can see him.

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… Why did I do that? Why-

It was cruel

why

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Dib wouldn’t like knowing you’re doing this

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It’s a cruel thing to do 257

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I need to know. I need to know what he can do. I need to know how to stop him if anything goes wrong.

He’s having a panic attack.

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This isn’t fair to him.

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… I need to push.

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hmm, a change… Well we have defenses if the pu- if Astral does decide to fight us… This feels like a trap. He’s too nice. When we meet in person I’ll have to test him-

Wait no- no. You LIKE Astral, he’s nice because he’s nice, stop being like this.

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… Note to self, add a variety of clothes in different styles to the basket.