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@anaestheticall
Just saw Heretic and if I'm being so honest with y'all the first half of that movie is not horror that is my greatest fantasy come true. Lock me in a room with dilfy Hugh Grant giving me a history lesson and asking me to debate with him and that story would've ended much differently i'll tell u that for free
you know whatās wild if my dealer WAS FUCKING WORING TONIGHT i would absolutely buy like 20 xans with some ket and top it off with alcohol so I donāt wake up but THE FUCKER ISNT WORKING TONIGHT so Imm going to have to pack amd go visit my best friends home and stay with his fam and shit and I have am going have to do that and I am goong to do but I have no idea how because Iāll be in withdrawals but thatās fine Iāll manage it and get through the five days, one of his friends might know a dealer
TWā¼ļø Eating disorder:
anyone who invalidates binge eating disorder is a horrible person. BED is just as life threatening as anorexia or bulimia. if you are struggling with BED know you are valid, your eating disorder isnāt any less important than the others and i hope you find the courage to recover because edās are shit and we should have to live like this.
If you ever step on the scale in the morning and feel disappointed you only lost 1lb, go to your food scale and measure out a pound of something (like flour or water) and feel how heavy it is in your hands. 1lb is a significant amount of weight to lose on a normal human body, so never feel discouraged just because you didnāt lose 3 pounds overnight like you thought you would.Ā
New goal: my thighs to be the size of a monster can
you know what sucks???
it sucks to have an hourglass figure but not being skinny enough for it to show properly
envy..
i envy those people who are just naturally skinny so much...they eat what they feel like, exercise if they feel like it..but even if they didnt they would still be skinny
i have control issues, mommy issues, adhd and im a perfectionist, it wasnt a question of IF i would develop an ED it was more of a WHEN would i develop it
being a student with an ed is so hard. i want to get good grades and do well in exams and work but then the lack of energy means i can never do my best but i canāt just eat. itās so hard. i hate it so much.
yeah heartbreaks hurts but have you ever binged on a food you were looking forward to and it just tasted sad and disappointing and all youāre left with is feeling like a overblown whale
does anyone else put off buying clothes because they wanna wear shit when theyāre skinny but never actually buy anything???
okay so i majorly fucked up but now im gonna get this shit together i got some wellbutrin and citalopram make all food look disgusting I just have defeat the voice in my head that says eat
Why is it the only time I feel pretty is when I'm empty and hungry.
Me: Iām feeling kinda cute āŗļø
*sees a picture someone took of me*
Me:
why am I doing this?? 65 reasons (so far)
because I literally canāt fit into 90% of my clothes
because I hate that I gained weight in quarantine instead of glowing up
because I feel too ugly for pictures
because I feel too ugly to go swimming
because Iām past the point of thicc, Iām just fat
because I want to start my new job and have people think Iām fit and smart and beautiful, instead of another lazy and fat girl
because Iām tired of being asked if Iām pregnant
because I want to buy clothes with a single digit size
because I hate the way everything jiggles in the mirrors at the gym
because I would love to be taken seriously by my doctor, instead of being told I should just lose weight
because I want people to smile when they see me eat, not stare
because I want to look younger than I am, not older
because I miss how big my eyes looked when I was skinnier
because I want my family to gasp when I go visit them in the fall
because people hate fat people
because people are disgusted by fat people
because my roommateās girlfriend said āfat people donāt deserve loveā and I couldnāt help but blush
because all my roommates noticed me blushing
because my boyfriendās brother asked how we cuddle comfortably, because how could I not crush him
because Iām tired of seeing my friends lose weight and glow up
because I wish I could wear designer clothes
because I want to share clothes with my friends
because Iām going to a black tie wedding next year and I want to make heads turn
because when I told my dad I was going to the gym again his first comment was āgood, you need to lose weightā
because the thing that makes my mom smile the most is when I tell her how many pounds Iāve lost
because if I could quit smoking, I can quit food
because Iām tired of failing
because I donāt want to have to hide my body during sex
because when my boyfriend told his friends I was out of his league, they replied āmore like out of your weight classā
because I want to have a jawline sharp enough to kill
because I wish I knew what it was like to have a medium or large be baggy
because I want to be able to wear highwaisted jeans with a shirt tucked in
because everything looks better on skinny people
because even my necklace has gotten too tight
because I want to be able to wear flared pants
because I hate the cellulite on my legs
because Iām tired of how exhausted I get on easy hikes
because I want to be comfortable flying
because I donāt want people to glare at me when I sit next to them on a plane
because I want to be a lightweight when I drink
because I hate having a double chin
because I canāt even wrap my hands around my neck with my fingers touching
because I wish I could do tiktok dances without jiggling
because Iām tired of people saying that I dress well for my size
because Iām tired of people saying that Iām pretty for my size
because I want to be able to post bodychecks
because I want to look like Iām not faking an eating disorder
because Iāll probably be engaged by the end of the year, and I donāt want to have sausage fingers for the photo
because I want to look beautiful on my wedding day
because I want to pick any dress instead of just the one that fits
because I wish I could post aesthetic pictures with me in them
because I wish people would ask me to be in their photoshoots
because Iām tired of being plus size
because Iām embarrassed to shop at torrid
because I hate the stretchmarks on my stomach
because I havenāt been under 200 pounds since I was 14
because I want my boyfriend to be able to pick me up
because I want to be elegant
because Iām tired of only getting fatter and fatter
because I hate the way I look
because I hate feeling helpless about the way I look
because I hate the way I feel
because I want to be beautiful
because I want to be envied
because I want to be wanted.
Am I the only one who can just eat an apple or fast all day but when the night comes I get huge cravings and I want to eat everything in the house????
