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Title: hot oil spit (22/?) Relationships: Jesse/Hanzo, Jesse&Genji, Jesse&Gabriel, Jesse&Fareeha, Jesse/OCs. Notes: E. Soulmate AU. CW for graphic depictions of violence, deep dive into backstory, disorderly eating, food insecurity, unhealthy relationships (not between otp), frank discussions of race, and Jesse living that working class life, with full list of tags on ao3.

Summary: He was always a wuss, but now he’s a wuss with a gun and a twisting dragon burned weird, haunting, frightening, impossible that his soulmark has etched into his hand and wrist. → start at the beginning Chapter: Jesse doesn’t know where the fuck he is for those seconds before the second knock hits. → chapter twenty-two

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Title: swing of the battement tendu Character: Widowmaker/Amélie-centered introspection. Notes: G. Completed, 800 words. Gen drabble wherein Amélie complains about strappy high heels.

Summary: The touch of something solid and steady draws in the rest of her like the cling of a last drop of wine in a glass. → read on ao3

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Title: the golden embrace (2/?) Relationships: Genji/Zenyatta. Notes: M. Sex shop AU. CW for worldbuilding, plug&play, wireplay, body dysphoria, and sexual experimentation.

Summary: The moment Genji walks into his sex shop is one that Zenyatta will eventually encrypt into the deepest wells of his memory core. → start at the beginning Chapter: Zenyatta doesn’t think he’ll see the intriguing stranger again. → chapter two

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Title: hot oil spit (19/?) Relationships: Jesse/Hanzo, Jesse&Genji, Jesse&Gabriel, Jesse&Fareeha, Jesse/OCs. Notes: E. Soulmate AU. CW for graphic depictions of violence, deep dive into backstory, disorderly eating, food insecurity, unhealthy relationships (not between otp), and Jesse living that working class life, with full list of tags on ao3.

Summary: He was always a wuss, but now he’s a wuss with a gun and a twisting dragon burned weird, haunting, frightening, impossible that his soulmark has etched into his hand and wrist. → start at the beginning Chapter: Everything about the two weeks after the hit is a long grueling tedious process. → chapter nineteen

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Title: the golden embrace (1/?) Relationships: Genji/Zenyatta. Notes: M. Sex shop AU. CW for worldbuilding, plug&play, wireplay, body dysphoria, and sexual experimentation.

Summary: The moment Genji walks into his sex shop is one that Zenyatta will eventually encrypt into the deepest wells of his memory core. → chapter one

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Title: hot oil spit (18/?) Relationships: Jesse/Hanzo, Jesse&Genji, Jesse&Gabriel, Jesse&Fareeha, Jesse/OCs. Notes: E. Soulmate AU. CW for graphic depictions of violence, deep dive into backstory, disorderly eating, food insecurity, unhealthy relationships (not between otp), and Jesse living that working class life, with full list of tags on ao3.

Summary: He was always a wuss, but now he’s a wuss with a gun and a twisting dragon burned weird, haunting, frightening, impossible that his soulmark has etched into his hand and wrist. → start at the beginning Chapter: Hours he’d spent there, trying and failing to look like his heroes and wishing desperately for impossible things. → chapter eighteen

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hot oil spit ocs, chp 1-17.

jessica ortega (16): my beautiful butch daughter, who i love, with her giant ass feet.

babs (73): tiny white lady who is super into crosswords and avoiding conflict.

dizzy cisnero (17): her bracelet is the colors of the salvadoran flag, and the button definitely reads “down with cis.”

craig dalton (soon to be 18): fuckboy.

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xmas sketch for my beloved @olitheolive.

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indulgent flower crown drabble & drawing bday gift for @calciseptine who wrote like 50% of this fic in our tumblr chat but you know! partnering up is just what ya do, even for your own presents. drabble also on ao3 if you prefer to read there.

a green of our own making (850 words)

Bilbo was never good at weaving them, just as he was never good at tatting dollies and making embroidery stitches uniform. But like all young hobbits, he practiced in anticipation of making one for his future lover until his parents died, and the daydreams of romance faded. But on his way to the Lonely Mountain, he starts to pluck seasonal flowers from their homes in the dirt, and fumbles through the old, half remembered motions.

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yes, and... (1/1, 1.3k)

On a side street off Venice, on an odd Monday, the time creeping closer to 2 PM than 1, Jesse faces a test and also eats some fucking amazing fish tacos (but that’s probably beside the point).

read on ao3 →

tags: jesse mccree & gabriel reyes, blackwatch era, rites of passage (of a sort), in which gabe subscribes to the most important axiom of mentorship aka if ya want to have the lesson ya got to feed em.

notes: this fic was written for @blackwatchzine. thank you to the editors who put such a beautiful zine together, and thank you for everyone who bought a copy!

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hot oil spit (fic)

He was always a wuss, but now he’s a wuss with a gun and a twisting dragon that his soulmark has burned haunting, frightening, impossible into his hand and wrist.  

read on ao3 →

i’m doing things a little differently for my mchanzine fic entry. i am proud of the fic i contributed, which told the story of gabe saying goodbye to jesse as he’s about to leave blackwatch. but… honestly it would make me a little queasy to be reminded of this episode whenever i got a kudo notification. so! instead! i will expand the 1.5k fic by many thousands of words by weaving its worldbuilding into my gritty realism meets bildungsroman afterschool special of a magnum opus, hot oil spit.

hot oil spit is a wip soulmark au—but otherwise canon-compliant—character study of jesse mccree. to judge the pace of the backstory, we’re 30k in and jesse is only just about to enter blackwatch. 

perhaps needless to say, this is a slow burn. (but there will be young mchanzo! so the wait won’t be forever.) unlike the zine, this fic is rated r and there are some serious content warnings (all listed in the ao3 tags with more to be added as the fic progresses). it’s a pretty intense list, but i promise that this is not, like, a thoughtless whump fic meant to exploit jesse’s pain. instead, this is a tender story of recovery, found families, and growing up.

to support me at this moment, the best thing you can do is give hot oil spit a read. thank you to everyone who has supported @mchanzinecontributors. it means a lot to me as the blog mod and as one of the zine contributors.

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Title: cirrus-caught simulacra (1/1) Relationships: Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov. Notes: G. Witch AU, featuring slice of life fluff. Written for my beloved @calciseptine who requested "magic au but hedgewitches." 

Summary: After an ill omen descends on Hasetsu, Yuuri and Victor discuss the practicalities behind their witchly duties. → read on ao3

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Title: seeds on a sallow earth (1/1) Character: Gabriel Reyes. Notes: G, if g stands for a bit of gore. 750-word Kingdom Hearts fusion responding to @gabrielreyesofsunshine’s above post regarding Reaper’s doomcore concept art designs. Thank you for blessing us with what could have been, Jeff.

Summary: As the world's heart learns that day, magic rests even in the smallest puddles found in the wet gore of blood and flesh and broken bone near turned dust. → read on ao3

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Title: hot oil spit (15/?) Relationships: Jesse/Hanzo, Jesse&Genji, Jesse&Gabriel. Notes: E. Soulmate AU. CW for disorderly eating, food insecurity, unhealthy relationships (not between otp), and Jesse living that working class life, with full list of tags on ao3.

Summary: He was always a wuss, but now he’s a wuss with a gun and a twisting dragon burned weird, haunting, frightening, impossible that his soulmark has etched into his hand and wrist. → start at the beginning Chapter: There was a number of ways that morning could've gone down. → chapter fifteen

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Title: hot oil spit (14/?) Pairing: Jesse McCree/Hanzo Shimada. Notes: M. Soulmate AU. CW for disorderly eating, food insecurity, unhealthy relationships (not between otp), and Jesse living that working class life, with full list of tags on ao3.

Summary: He was always a wuss, but now he’s a wuss with a gun and a twisting dragon burned weird, haunting, frightening, impossible that his soulmark has etched into his hand and wrist. → start at the beginning Chapter: He tries to convince himself he ain't making excuses. → chapter fourteen

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Title: hot oil spit (13/?) Pairing: Jesse McCree/Hanzo Shimada. Notes: M. Soulmate AU. CW for disorderly eating, food insecurity, unhealthy relationships (not between otp), and Jesse living that working class life, with full list of tags on ao3.

Summary: He was always a wuss, but now he’s a wuss with a gun and a twisting dragon burned weird, haunting, frightening, impossible that his soulmark has etched into his hand and wrist. → start at the beginning Chapter: Things just… slip a little. → chapter thirteen

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preview of yes, and…, my jesse&gabe-centric contribution to @blackwatchzine. pre-orders close tomorrow, so be sure to get your copy!