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#( * ooc )#i'll try and do stuff tonight ? just depends

I love your muse! You shouldn't keep apologizing for your responses because they're great. (--:

Wowowow, thank you, anon!!! You’re the real MVP.

psa ;; please never expect me to respond quickly to anything ever. whether or not it’s a thread, it’s an ask, it’s a meme — whether or not I responded quickly the time before — whether or not I’m online — etc, etc, etc. I promise I’m not ignoring you, I promise I’m doing my best. I have tons of responsibilities not related to tumblr, && I also need to eat && sleep && sometimes I’m just not emotionally game. It’s not because I don’t like you, it’s not because I don’t want to do the thing, it’s because I’m human. show a little consideration, please && thank you!

#( * ooc )#esp not rn

brandinator

#( * she dances with the devil )#[ i feel like this fits their concept #*posts this to say im still active*

wrcyter:

@anarism

Idols truly are perfect specimens.

From the very top strand of their hair, all the way down to their feet. The way they smile, interact, and even speak is all practiced, rid of flaws and appearing natural under lights and cameras.

And idols submit themselves under much to achieve perfection.

Chanyeol walks around the apartment, opening curtains and blinds, allowing the early morning sun to filter in. He picks at trash and discarded clothes on the floors, and feels a little tired when he picks up an empty clear container, the smell inside still strong despite the long hours left outside. The coffee table in the living room is smeared in white and ripped rolling paper, and everything looks as awful as he feels.

“Jieun, get up. It’s late.”

His voice shatters her dream, eyes blinking against the light shining in through the window. She focuses on the dust particles floating in the sunlight for a few moments before rising, rubbing at her eyes while trying to recall exactly what happened the night before.

Lithe fingers get stuck in tangled hair before she gives up on the impossible task and pushes herself off the couch, momentarily wondering if she looked as terrible as she felt. She’d panic if she wasn’t comfortable enough with her company, sighing instead of attempting to fix her appearance, eyeing the table in the room with obvious disgust.

She assumes she acted brashly the night before and frowns, crossing her arms over her chest as she steps away from the couch, a million questions in her head but no desire to know any of the answers.

“Thanks for letting me stay.”

#wrcyter #( * reply )#[ hope this is alright #i feel like it doesn't make sense but i'm never sure so!

↪ @estrnged continued from here !

She’s unsure of how she got here. One glance towards the other male suggests that maybe he needed the company, but she was never one to cater to others unless she got something out of it. Still, she appreciates the conversation, despite the fact he was buzzed while she was sober.

Jieun made the mistake of speaking freely, the calmness of the setting pulling out something she’d rather keep to herself, but now that it’s out in the open there’s no going back. She thinks of her past, of her parents, of how she got to where she is today. On one hand, she’s thankful for the greedy beings that raised her as without them she wouldn’t be in her current position, but on the other she’d give anything to have had a somewhat normal upbringing.

“Mhm.” She’s quiet, more sincere in that moment than she’d be in awhile, lips twisting into a small smile as he giggles. Jieun debates between being outright or dancing around the subject— there’s no question as to what she should decide on, and her deliberation ends a moment later, her thoughts cut off by his giggling.

“There’s nothing for me to return to.” She begins, brows furrowing at the statement. She never speaks about her past, choosing to instead bury it under a heap of responsibilities, just barely grazing the surface of her history was enough to make her frown. Jieun mirrors his body’s position, replacing her frown with a smile if only to keep the atmosphere light.

“I’ve literally signed my life away at this point, I don’t own my own body. At least, that’s what it feels like. Yet somehow this is better than what I dealt with before, back before I came here.” Jieun sighs, gaze falling short of his face, too focused on her thoughts to bother with maintaining eye contact. It didn’t seem to be a conversation that required her to be so polite and robotic like usual. “There’s a lot I could talk about, really, but it’s so unimportant. What about you?”

Perhaps one day she’d be able to speak without feeling so scared of her own downfall. It was her understanding that opening up too much could destroy everything she’d worked so hard to build.

#estrnged #( * reply )#[ this is ... just a big rambly mess #I HOPE IT'S OKAY I REPLIED #but i apologize for this #i feel like it makes zero sense #and if you want something different pls lemme know

❝I’m impressed.❞ 🇵🇺🇵→🇦🇳🇦🇷🇦

↪ meme ; status: not accepting !

“As you should be.”

A grin, one practiced hundreds of times in the mirror, not too much and not too little. Just enough emotion to get her through the interaction. She supposes by now she’s familiar enough with the other to tease, playful banter not unknown to her despite her cold disposition.

She taps her heeled foot against the ground once, arms moving to cross over her chest, body leaning forward ever so slightly. Display comfort even if you don’t care to be familiar, act as though you’re interested in friendship when you don’t mind being alone.

“I dress to impress.” Soft laughter breaks past her lips, yet this too is fake. She cuts it off, but the smile remains, gesturing towards her body. “So this is a keeper I assume?”

#whistletome #( * response )#[ hope this is alright!

"everybody loves me, and i intend to keep it that way."

↪ meme ; status: not accepting !

She has a feeling that using the word ‘everybody’ is an overstatement, but she chooses to keep quiet, a small smile tugging at her lips. In a way, she would like to think the same for herself; however, she knew that in her position there was no possible way for everybody to love her. It was still a nice thought, a nice dream, something that could never happen.

What a delightful reality that would be. A reality someone like Jieun didn’t deserve in the slightest.

“How exactly will you go about that?” It’s innocent enough she hopes, head tilting to the side as though she’s genuinely curious. She couldn’t care less if people liked the other female or not. She was of no concern to Jieun, at least not now. “If it’s a good idea, I hope you don’t mind me using it as well. I’d really enjoy everybody loving me, sometimes the hateful people really drag me down.”

#foxglowe #( * response )#[ this is !! so bad #i apologize 2842938492x over

justanotherrpmeme

bold which habits your muse has

anarism-blog

justanotherrpmeme:

#( * so she fell )

idolsgeneration

#( * she dances with the devil )#[ i won't reblog images often but this fits so whatev

"First thought, best thought."

↪ meme ; status: not accepting !

She’s never one to act on a whim, often finding the consequences too hindering to her aspirations. One mistake could be her last, especially in the public eye. She had seen too many others rise only to fall to a crushing defeat the moment they grasped what they desired.

It was too risky for someone like Jieun, someone who practiced her wave, her smile, the way she’d speak. Each word planned, each strand of hair styled to perfection. She was a work of art once her stylists were through with her, a wax figurine crafted to be the epitome of perfection. Unlike a figure, though, she still had thoughts, a heart, something inside.

The other’s words cause no disturbance on the outside, but she’s left mulling over the sentence within her head. Jieun is aware she should never take anything anybody says too seriously, but she can't help but give it some thought regardless of what she's been told. She chooses to let it go, offering a small smile and a polite nod just in case the blonde female happened to be someone important, someone to use later on.

“I suppose that’s one way to look at it.” She begins, making sure to maintain eye contact. That was always important, never be impolite. It could ruin a whole career. Her smile grows at the thought, head tilting slightly to the side. “However, I’d have to disagree. It’s always better to formulate a plan before acting. At least, that’s the way I look at it.”

#malfamee #( * response )#[ sorry this is a mess #lemme know if you want something else

↪ @acrbvs continued from here !

Click, click, click.

She slips off her heels with a small noise of approval, taking the last few steps towards the couch with aching limbs. She sits down with a frown, eyes rolling as his voice rings out in the otherwise quiet apartment. Holden was always so irritating.

She takes a deep breath, once, twice, and lets it all out before allowing her gaze to settle on the male. What a monster he was, clearly a man only interested in his own desires. How pitiful. Jieun had no time for people like him. She was too focused on her own desires to cater to those less capable than herself.

“Mm, depends.” She hums, attention focused on rubbing out the pain in her left foot, wincing when she presses into the muscle too hard. While she had no real interest in offering a helping hand, if assisting him meant she got something she couldn’t get her hands on otherwise she wasn’t going to turn the offer down.

She looks up to meet his gaze once more, sitting straight and proper as if to make the proposition more official. “What’s in it for me?”

#acrbvs #( * reply )#[ i tried to be creative w my writing can u tell #gottasufferfast.png #it's so bad i gtg #I ONLY USED AN ICON BC I MADE 95 OF THEM GDI

"i was a kid, and you dragged me into your perverted mess."

↪ meme ; status: accepting !

“I didn’t drag you into anything. Don’t forget you practically begged me to let you tag along.”

She doesn’t raise her eyes from her cell’s screen when she speaks, too busy typing away some meaningless message to meet up with another of their associates to keep her in good standing. Everything she did was for a reason, down to the way she smiled or the color of her high heels.

The monotonous schedule she had written for herself was beginning to become boring; however, it was necessary if she wanted to be on top. She sighs. It’d all be worth it in the end, even her haphazard plans to have a bit of fun in between all the difficult work.

Jieun tosses her phone aside carelessly (ignoring the clatter it makes when it bounces off the couch and onto the floor) before stepping towards Jeongguk with a catlike grin, arms crossed over her chest.

“Come to me when you wanna have a little more fun. Call it a perverted mess all you want, but we both know you enjoyed it.”

Cue her signature wink before she turns on her heel to make her way towards the exit, his reaction unimportant to her. He was but a toy for her to fiddle around with anyway.

#cgjeon #( * response )#[ this is a MESS #i'm sorry #let me know if you want something better

historindies

cruel intentions → sentence meme

CONTAINS GRAPHIC LANGUAGE AND SEXUAL REFERENCES

❝You amaze me.❞

❝God forbid I exude confidence and enjoy sex.❞

❝Do you think I relish the fact that I have to act like Mary Sunshine 24/7 so I can be considered a lady?❞

❝I’m the Marsha Fucking Brady of the Upper East Side, and sometimes I want to kill myself!❞

❝So there’s your psychoanalysis, Dr. Freud. Now tell me, are you in…or are you out?❞

❝What shall we toast to?❞

❝Silly rabbit. My triumph isn’t over them. It’s over you.❞

❝You were very much in love with them. You’re still in love with them.❞

❝It amused me to make you ashamed of it.❞

❝You gave up the first person you ever loved because I threatened your reputation.❞

❝Don’t you get it? You’re just a toy. A little toy I like to play with.❞

❝Tastes good.❞

❝So I assume you’ve come here to make arrangements? But unfortunately, I don’t fuck losers.❞

❝Most people are sheep. Who are you to criticize something you’ve never experienced?❞

❝I just don’t think people should experience the act of love until they are in love.❞

❝Are you a lesbian?❞

❝I didn’t meant to offend you. I just picked up on a little bit of that lesbian vibe.❞

❝The only reason I let him keep up the charade is because the man has a mouth like a hoover. Oof!❞

❝This sure doesn’t take like an iced tea.❞

❝Yup. Then I fucked your daughter.❞

❝I’m impressed.❞

❝Well, I’m in love.❞

❝They told me they loved me, and I believed them.❞

❝Would you cut your psycho-babble bullshit!❞

❝There’s pictures of me on the internet!❞

❝My advice is to sleep with as many people as possible.❞

❝But that would make me a slut, wouldn’t it?❞

❝Fucking idiot…❞

❝Well I know this sounds corny, but whenever I feel the temptation of peer pressure, I turn to God and he helps me through the problem.❞

❝I don’t know what I could possibly say that would rectify the harm I’ve caused you.❞

❝The truth of the matter is that being with you was the only time I have ever been happy.❞

❝My whole life has been a joke. I prided myself on taking joy in others’ misery.❞

❝I succeed in hurting the first person I ever loved.❞

❝Please give me another chance. I’m a wreck without you.❞

❝You spend all your time preaching about waiting for love. Well here it is. Right in front of you, and you’re going to turn your back on it.❞

❝But you are going to have to live the rest of your life knowing that you’ve turned your back on love.❞

❝And that makes you a hypocrite. Have a nice life.❞

❝And how are things down under?❞

❝E-mail is for geeks and pedophiles.❞

❝That little wager of yours? Count me in.❞

❝ What are the terms?❞

❝In English? I’ll fuck your brains out.❞

❝Because I’m the only person you can’t have, and it kills you.❞

❝You’ve got yourself a bet, baby!❞

❝Everybody loves me, and I intend to keep it that way.❞

❝Why can’t we be together?❞

❝You wanna know why? Because I don’t trust myself with you.❞

❝You could be a model. It’s too bad you’re not sexy.❞

❝I can be sexy!❞

❝Keep your legs together. This isn’t Jamaica.❞

❝Introduce them to your world of sex, drugs and… what else do you do?❞

❝My God. You are completely pussy-whipped.❞

❝What happened to us?❞

❝You’re in love with them, you don’t love me anymore.❞

❝Hmm, quite the predicament you’re in.❞

❝Well let me tell you something, people don’t change overnight. You and I are two of a kind. At least I have the guts to admit it.❞

❝Not only will you ruin your reputation, you’ll destroy theirs.❞

❝I know how to alleviate menstrual cramps, thank you very much.❞

❝It’s not like you have a husband - unless you’re married to Jesus.❞

❝It’s not you, it’s me…I’m completely fucked up.❞

❝I thought I was in love with you, but it was just a lie.❞

❝I just wanted to see what you were like in bed.❞

❝I wanted it to work, but unfortunately I feel nothing.❞

❝You’re such a coward! Look at yourself!❞

❝Don’t touch me! Don’t touch me! Don’t fucking touch me!❞

❝I can’t stand that holier-than-thou bullshit, and yet, I’m completely infatuated.❞

❝It’s okay. You can laugh. I promise not to tell anyone.❞

❝Okay, let’s try it again only this time I’m gonna stick my tongue in your mouth, and when I do that I want you to massage my tongue with yours. And that’s what first base is.❞

❝They took down my pants and started writing the alphabet with their tongue.❞

❝I’ve been very well-informed of your reputation.❞

❝You promise people the world in order to get them into bed with you.❞

❝Relationships seem too distracting. I’d rather concentrate on my studies.❞

❝Get your ass on the bed and prepare for the fuck of your life!❞

❝How can someone so charming be so manipulative?❞

#( * meme )#[ because i'm almost done with the other ones #use this as a starter perhaps!

"The Germans call it the 'wonder drug.'"

↪ meme ; status: accepting !

What an interesting notion, she thinks, regarding the other with a look of disinterest. Inside her head, wheels were turning in an attempt to process the information, but her face remains stoic as to not give any indication of her feelings.

Wonder drug, huh.

She offers Remi a small smile, one brow quirking in interest. It was genuine, the idea of a “wonder drug” catching her attention with ease. Despite her best efforts to stay clean, she never could turn away from something so enticing.

“Do they really?” Jieun crosses her arms over her chest, taking a short step forward, leaning down a bit to get in the other’s space. “Why do they call it that? Please, share.”

#aremidy #( * response )#[ this is so bad wow #let me know if you want something different