ana americana

digital diary!!!!!!!!

[anasamericana]

🧶 🍸 about me ! 🐞 🍏

last updated june 10th 2026

basics

🤍 17 y/o (high school junior)

🤍 united states (mountain standard time)

🤍 5’8.5 (174 cm)

🤍 113 lbs (51.2 kg)

🤍 bmi 16.9

goals

🤍 sw: 125 lbs (56.7 kg) — bmi 19.0

🤍 cw: 113 lbs (51.2 kg) — bmi 16.9

💚 gw: 115 lbs (52.2 kg) — bmi 17.5

🤍 cgw: 110 lbs (49.9 kg) — bmi 16.7 heh

🤍 ugw: 90 lbs (40.8 kg) — bmi 13.7

i would love to be moots/ana buddies! send me a message :)

[anasamericana]

i hate hate hate hate how slowly i eat when im around other people

i was hanging out with the guy i’m talking to and we both got mcdonald’s happy meals and he finished his in like 20 minutes and it took me legit an HOUR to eat mine and he just had to sit there for 40 minutes while i finished wtf i was actually so embarrassed and he was like “no offense… but you eat kind of slow” and i just laughed it off and i was like ahaha i knowww and he told me he was eating as slowly as possible IM SO EMBARRASSED UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[anasamericana]

kayda from love island is so goals and i haven’t seen anyone talking about it

her th19hg4p HELLO give it to me

[anasamericana]

and you know what while i’m at it claire drake too

[anasamericana]

it seems like the very moment i st0p 34t1ng, my legs are always falling asleep

like i’ve only been r3$tr1kt1n9 consistently for like 3-4 days but whenever i sit on the toilet or prop one leg up or cross them theyre always falling asleep

it only happens when i’m r3$tr1kt1n9 and it always happens immediately like after one day ahaha but i’ve never seen people talking about it! does this happen to anyone else?

[anasamericana]

i’m seeing the guy i like the day after tomorrow for the first time in almost 3 weeks i’m so scared

i technically have l0$t w319ht but only by like 6 1b$ and i also just ate chocolate and feel f4t so…

i’m sososo afraid he’ll see me how i see myself UGH i wish i could just be normal and like boys without thinking about hating myself more than i think about liking him

[anasamericana]

post-nut clarity? no. post-eating-300-c410r13s-of-dubai-chocolate clarity.

put me out of my misery

[anasamericana]

kayda from love island is so goals and i haven’t seen anyone talking about it

her th19hg4p HELLO give it to me

[anasamericana]

i’m so grateful to be on vacation of course but also all i can think about is getting back home and going back to ⭐️ing

i’m so afraid that i’ll see the guy i’m talking to when i get back and he’ll think i look f4tt3r than when i left

[anasamericana]

i’ve genuinely convinced myself that i’m 0v3rw31ght

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my sister is probably around bmi 16 and she’s not even you-know-what she just gets nauseous when she eats sometimes so she’s lost a lot in the last year

i’m on vacation with my family right now and i’m literally so jealous of her im seething

i’m not even being dramatic i look massive in all of the photos i have with her i have never felt this horrible about myself

but i have to just keep eating because im with my family this is killing me i have never felt this big in my life

and mind you she’s a year older than me so im supposed to be smaller but she’s way sk1nn13r than me i hate myself

[anasamericana]

⭐️ing yourself is hard, but yk what’s harder? going dancing with the guy you like and him asking to lift you in the air but you have to decline because you don’t want him to feel how f4t you are

speaking from personal experience btw

[anasamericana]

i am soooo much more tired when i’m ⭐️ing oh my goodness

[anasamericana]

i was talking to this guy in my spanish class today and i don’t wanna say i like him but he’s literally so funny and he’s 6’7 which i don’t usually care about appearance but let’s just say i felt petite next to him and let’s also just say i don’t feel petite EVER so that’s significant

and we always make eye contact from across the room in class and smile or he’ll make a face and i’ll laugh but today we were doing a whole class project and he came over to my table group willingly and sat next to me WILLINGLY and we were totally chatting it up

and i don’t want to say he likes me because i swear i never know for sure and i don’t want to say i like him either but i literally never feel ANYTHING towards any guys, like EVER soooo…

also it’s nice to have a person to be doing this all for iykwim :)

[anasamericana]

GUESS WHO ASKED ME TO PROMMMMM

[anasamericana]

i’m literally just not going to prom at this rate why am i so disgusting

[anasamericana]

i stopped r3$tr1ct1n9 for the past like week because i had the ACT and i needed to do as well as possible so i didn’t want to risk having brain fog or anything 😓😓😓

buuuut we’re back and prom is in a month and i’m going to try not to go over 1000 kcs at all until then!

here’s the dress i think i’ll wear for prom eek

i’m also going to try to exercise as many days as i can, i want a $m4113r w41$t and i actually want to grow my butt tbh… i’ve never rlly cared about it before but it seriously gets to a point…

[anasamericana]

why is my safe meal a mcdonald’s 6 pc chicken nugget happy meal

375 kcs that’s fine with me sign me UP

[anasamericana]

i’m getting this tomorrow yay 🥹

hopefully my parents aren’t planning on making dinner as well

[anasamericana]

i just decided to eat a measly 12 brookside’s chocolate covered pomegranate pieces for 130 kcs instead of an apple for 90 and i’m really regretting my decision ugh

at least i’m sticking to that and not eating both or more chocolates 🤷‍♀️