Ana 🍓✨

they/she - 20s - audhd ✨ AO3 ✨ silly wee woo show brainrot

[anatargmova]

Ana • 20s • they/she • bi • european

Hi! This is my main blog, it’s related to 911, but you may see some unrelated 911 posts from time to time. i also sometimes shit post.

My inbox is open, asks are more than welcome and i will gladly open/answer them – whether they are 911 related or not! 🫶🏻

I’ve been watching 911 since season 1 aired, and the show and characters are very dear to me. I'm an Eddie girlie, yes, and i also love every single ones of the characters deeply – so any character bashing (just for the sake of bashing, to be precise) won't be tolerated here.

My messages are open as well, i would love to talk and meet new people who share the love for the show and the characters – same for new mutuals!

I am also a writer (or at least, a trying one) and you can find my work here.

If you're interested, you can find my 911 analysis and meta here.

and my other 911 posts here.

Take care of yourself, take your meds if you take any, drink water, try to eat a little something ; be kind to others and stay kind to yourself. ✨

(english is not my first language so if you see any mistakes that’s why)

[redrvbins]

one thing about me is that i fuck with every kakashi yaoi ever... obikaka? toxic doomed yaoi. kakagai? old man yaoi. kakairu? co-parents yaoi. kakayam? co-workers yaoi. like hell yeah im passing kakashi around like a blunt

[thedeepthought]

I love when authors get all hyped about their own fics and the plot twists they just dropped. Like, I’ll scroll down to the author’s note and it’ll be something like, “omg you guys I can't believe that just happened!!!” — as if they weren’t the ones who literally wrote it 😭😭 It’s so cute. It makes me ten times more excited to read because if the author’s losing their mind, I know I’m about to lose mine too.

[obnoxiousbloodstain]

"They're straight" what is, their cocks when they see each other??

[haikyuuloml]

thinking about daichi, suga and asahi joining karasuno for its reputation while the team was at its lowest, never giving up or letting go. taking over and training to the point where dadchi was real. backbone, foundation, nurturance but haunted by vague hopelessness that passed down. a team they believed was out of seijoh's league but won against, realised atleast 3 consecutive captains desires of making it to nationals AND THEN consistently staying there, one of the best in the country. top 8, top 16, TOP THREE. thats the team they joined. the team they built. thinking about Ukai and Takeda taking a new batch of students with hopes and dreams just like these boys when they started - a powerhouse - strongest in the prefecture maybe even - TO WATCH THEIR ALUMNI play professional volleyball, be the best in the WORLD.

[alexbutrandomthoughts]

"Can't two guys be just friends?" If they stop looking at each other like that then sure

[magnusedom]

9-1-1 | SOB STORIES (8.09) 9-1-1 | VOICES (8.10)

[caroandcats]

[meatdiaz]

sucking dick would literally solve EVERYTHING why are they trying to fight it

[littlespoonevan]

one thing that i think is really interesting about buck and eddie's conflict and particularly their little not-fight at the end of the ep is that for literal years they've been using chris as a shield to talk about how they feel about each other. every declaration of trust or affection or whatever is spoken through christopher (there's no one in the world i trust with my son more than you. the will. etc etc) . but the thing about this time is that chris (by virtue of him being in texas) is the barrier. he's the thing effectively causing the conflict so they can't use him to hide behind. which means that almost for the first time ever we get them both actively vocalising what they mean to each other, irrespective of chris. i don't know what i'm gonna do without you. he knows how to stay, unlike some people. i'm having more trouble dealing with the idea of you not being around than i'd like to admit. i don't like it anymore than you do. like!!!!! they're admitting they don't want to be without each other!!!! they're admitting they don't want to be apart!!!!! and that is.....genuinely monumental when you consider how rarely they say it out loud (even if they show it in other ways). like the entire episode is basically just them both being irritable and upset bc they don't want to leave each other 😭😭😭

[poughkeepsiesjr]

the thing about buddie is that they're genuinely just so? cute?? like. they're best friends who never fight unless they're missing each other. they tried out hating each other for two shifts before they unequivocally settled on adoring each other every day for the rest of their lives instead. first order of business in their friendship was both asking 'please take care of me' and then they both said Okay ❤️ yay ❤️. buck pulls sick pranks on eddie by buying him expensive things he'd never get for himself. eddie physically can't look at buck without his whole face lighting up. buck is comfortable enough in eddie's house to never feel like a guest. eddie still deserves pretty things though so he's gonna decorate a whole basket of pastries especially for him. eddie learns to cook and the first person he wants to show off to after his son is buck. they get excited about wearing matching outfits. if buck wants to do something stupid eddies obviously gonna do it with him but he's gonna bitch about it. they work 60 hours a week then take turns spending the day at each other's house during their days off and just to be safe when they do have to be somewhere alone they facetime. they'll get wasted at a party with twenty other people including drag queens and they'll still only hang out with each other. if someone invites them somewhere they can expect the other person to come too. they make me SICK

[anatargmova]

There’s something interesting to be said about Eddie telling Buck “if you want to be pissed off at me, to make it easier for you, then be pissed off” because he’s not trying to invalidate Buck’s feelings on the matter, not at all. You could even argue that it’s the opposite. Because what bother Eddie is that Buck is being passive aggressive the whole episode, without actually communicating his feelings — and that’s what Eddie is trying to tell him in the scene. It’s also why he immediately turns around when Buck answers “I’m not”. Because Eddie knows Buck is, or at least was, and Eddie does not want to beat around the bush — he wants Buck to be honest with him. He’s telling him to stop lying about it, to stop acting like it’s fine, like he’s not mad while he throws passive aggressive comments anytime he has the chance. So Eddie tells him “be pissed off” and be honest about it. Own up to it. Be clear and get it off your chest so we can talk about it. Because Eddie asked Buck earlier in the episode if he had something he wanted to say to him and Buck deflected and avoided the conversation. Eddie doesn’t even care if Buck is pissed off, he cares about Buck not telling him and shutting him out — like Eddie is already gone.

And it’s even more interesting when you think about how they’re actually both pissed off, and they end up being annoyed at each other, when really they’re just mad at the situation. Because they don’t want to be separated. Because “i’m having more trouble dealing with the idea of you not being around than i thought” and “i don’t like it anymore than you do” and “i do not know what i’m gonna do without you”. Because, really, they’re sad. And they don’t know how to verbalize that. They don’t know how to communicate that. And it takes just one — one of them, to break through it, to allow the other one to be honest with their own feelings. And Buck refusing to own up to his feelings, to be honest with it, makes Eddie do the same. It puts them in a place where they can’t share with each other. And that’s why Eddie was mad and telling Buck “be pissed off”. be pissed off so i can be pissed off. tell me about it so i can tell you. talk to me so i can talk to you. be sad so i can be sad. be honest so i can be honest. because you don’t like what’s happening and i don’t like it either.

It’s just part of my thoughts on it, i have so much more but right now they’re just coming all together and all tangled, but that’s my take on this bit of this scene. I find it very interesting, and so in character for Eddie, especially with the dynamic Eddie and Buck shares together — there were so much to be seen and read between their lines and scenes in this episode.

[anatargmova]

Chimney asking the family if Buck can say goodbye to the dog is just. god. they’re family. they’re brothers. i love them so much.

[anatargmova]

Eddie being teary eyed at the end of the episode meant the world to me.

[anatargmova]

there was absolutely NOTHING platonic between buck and eddie during this episode. insane sentences were spoken. insane behavior was witnessed.

[speaknowbuckley]

💜chapter update #5💜

i'm still angry at my parents (for what their parents did to them)

Read on Ao3: chapter 1 | chapter 2 | chapter 3 | chapter 4 | chapter 5

WIP | Chapter 5/6 | T | Pre-Buddie | Christopher Diaz POV | Texas fic | Chris finds Eddie's Teenage Journal | written by allthestarsofneptune

Chris stumbles across Eddie's teenage journal, forcing him to re-evaluate everything he ever thought he knew about his parents. -or- The second Chris saw the beat-up leather journal with “Property of Eddie Diaz” emblazoned on the front in a somewhat childish version of his dad’s familiar scrawl, he knew that he should put it back beneath the loose floorboard where it had stayed hidden away for probably a decade and a half. No doubt placed there as a way of keeping it hidden from the prying hands of two nosy younger sisters and parents that Chris was increasingly learning could be unbearably overbearing. But he didn’t want to.

[beingharsh]