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Playboyy | S01E05
Thai Drama - 2023, 14 episodes
Episodes | Gaga | Viki | YouTube | iQIYI | WeTV | Tencent | Catalogue
Are you being protective?
is... is this not how the scene went? (Twins, 2023)
source: IG Story satangks
Where we started
Where we were
Where we are
It's a love story and we all witnessed and some of us predicted it from moment one even without the book and the only way I could be happier would be if they got their own Our Skyy 3 episode.
#important
What is mine is mine always, I'm never letting you go.
The way Chenyi isn't afraid anymore because he will not let go. He realized that he had forgotten and let Ai Di down and he had been the one to hurt him and this time he isn't going to let it happen again. He is going to keep Ai Di and he is going to show him
Ai Di does not know how to handle this. He's spent so long trying to stop loving Chenyi, to let go, to step away and to give up and if he doesn't... what is he supposed to do? How is he supposed to walk back what he did and all his fears and all his pain.
Chenyi finally putting the words out, plain and serious, no hesitation because he needs Ai Di. He loves Ai Di and he needs him, he needs him to the point that he can't let him go, that he literally tied him to his bed and learned to eat spicy food and gave him weapons and let him hold a knife to his neck. Chenyi loves Ai Di enough that the life he's been living without him isn't worth it.
And then he finds the birthday presents and it's that, it's the gifts and the love in them and all the things he failed at and it's how Chenyi found love in his own failures because he realized that he hurt Ai Di so much that he felt the pain in himself as he realized what he had done to the person he loved but took for granted because he was always there.
The things that I Love You did to Ai Di's face cannot be described, only experienced, because this is what it looks like when love has always hurt and love has left him alone and suddenly love is right there offering him healing and dreams and a person who's never imagined any of that being real suddenly facing a dream sat right in his lap.
And no one was every okay again.
Ai Di had better fistfight death to keep Chenyi at his side, I will accept nothing else.
My two favorite genres of Papang:
1. bloody
2. horny
now give me a 2 in 1 series with him as main @ gmmtv
I love watching Name grow a conscience through Saifah's love and trust in him. A+, best romance in the show, hands down.
I've just realized something about why I'm enjoying Dangerous Romance so much. It's not the only reason, but it's a big one.
Sailom is one. stubborn. fucker. It's there from the very beginning. At first we're led to see it as a virtue, as he outmaneuvers Kang. But over time, it gets revealed as a critical flaw.
He quits school, not just because of Kang, but because he is going to get the truth out of Saifah and get Saifah out of prison, no matter what it takes. Because he's fucking stubborn! He's going to get the money he needs alone, and fix everything, alone. He is so used to being the smart & capable one, the one responsible for handling things, and sees his problems as his alone. It makes him literally incapable of accepting help from the multitude of people who care for him. You wanna smack him for it - but that is who he is.
Kang is an impulsive asshole. He was at the beginning, and he still is now. He acts on emotion and without thought. He sees what he wants and he goes for it. Something makes him angry and he lashes out. He's been immersed in privilege and emotionally neglected, and his regulation skills suck. And even his closeness with someone like Pimfah can't get that to change. He pushes away the person he loves the most at the absolute worst moment. Because that is who he is.
The only thing that makes an impact, the only way these two break through their flaws, is with each other. Sailom lets himself lean on someone else and accept care. Kang sees how someone else is impacted by his impulsive behavior and learns to put his feelings into a more selfless direction.
Yet these changes don't happen overnight. They take steps backwards. Because that is how real human change works. No one wakes up the next day completely fixed. They have to decide to come back together, and keep working at it. Because a part of them knows they are better when they are together.
And this theme of how the right relationship can help us overcome our deepest flaws extends to the side characters. Guy comes across as assertive, but he fights for other people, not for himself. Nawa reminds him that his dreams are worth fighting for just as hard as he fights to protect his friends. Nawa, on the surface, comes across as cynical and uncaring. The only way he can think of to flirt with his long time crush is to antagonize him. But with Guy, he's able to reveal the vulnerability underneath.
Saifah has had a fairly lackadaisical approach to his (and Sailom's) life. But meeting Name again has given him something to reach for. While Name, who has survived by making himself cold and dangerous, realizes that he wants to be better, and lean towards Saifah's warmth.
I know for some people watching the series, the flaws are too much, and it's too frustrating. But I love it. Real people are flawed. We are all SO flawed. But we can find people in our lives who help make us better. Who encourage our better impulses and call us out on our bullshit.
Maybe in the end it's not all that dangerous. But it's pretty damn important.
It's Name promising to protect Sailom and Saifah taking the fall for him and the way they stare at each other and the literal bars between them and the past they share and the pain and the dream of America and the memories and Saifah remembers everything about Name but now Name is trying to remember everything about Saifah and protect what mattered to him.
Stop giving me this type of photos if you're not going to march to GMMTV and demand a poly queer drama with all three of you. Literally.
Can I build an entire pairing on being called friends, buttoning up his shirt after stitching a bullet wound and trying to help him find a job? Yes. Yes I can.
Saifah and Name deserve a chance at something more than what they're getting even if it's mostly just a tale of gay wrongs and how not to become a better person.