I am very much about that Richard Siken quote "the vocabulary of loss is the dictionary".
Very much upset about my writing block (it's been, what, one and a half years with nothing) but I think maybe this is for the best. It's also been I think the most healing periods of my life (not to be a love fool and all about that "love heals everything" but being in a place where I am allowed and encouraged to grow and be myself on my terms, where there are no true demands of me besides be happy and take care of yourself, where I am loved for how I am and I am allowed to be more than imperfect, all this helps to make you feel you are on the right path), and I am sure I can come back to writing later, and I feel good enough to allow myself to be selfish and take all this time for me.
I can come back to writing. I can come back to hobbies.
