andrea

Seeker of Light but in love with darkness🖤

[andreasaji22]

Ever reached the stage where you don’t use social media and then you return back and question “what was I doing even here?”

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could you imagine trying to navigate this bar drunk, this is the 9th circle of hell

[andreasaji22]

Amazing book- a guide to be the best version of yourself

Book: 11 rules for life

Author: Chetan Bhagat

[andreasaji22]

He shamelessly hurt her , she shamelessly walked away. ✨

[andreasaji22]

So, he put his glass down and asked “What did you learn from your last love?” She hesitated, “umm why you’re bringing that up?” “Why not, we need to know get to know each other”. She said as she gulped her throat,

“Never set high hopes with someone. People change with time and we have to accept it. Never assume things, make it clear before you jump into conclusions. And don’t stop growing.” He nodded. She leaned forward, as she played with her glass, “Now…what did you learn?”

“To never love deeply and focus only on your goals.” He finished his wine, “do you need anything more?”

Her heart sank down “no nothing” “Okay” he called the waiter and asked for the bill. She couldn’t grasp what happened that night. “Love deeply?” He hugged her goodbye and left for the night.

She stayed in her house sitting on her bed, teary eyed. “He won’t love deeply? Then what do I do?” She suddenly got anxious as thought to herself, “am I falling into another trap?”

[andreasaji22]

I mistakenly drove into a tunnel

Pitch dark and I can’t find my way out

Been touching the walls & getting hurt by the thorns that grew there

If only I get a little light I can find my way out.

[andreasaji22]

So it’s gonna be forever or it’s gonna go down in flames?

[andreasaji22]

In the heart of the monsoon’s embrace so tight,

Thunder and Sunshine met, a stunning sight.

He, a tempest with clouds, dark and brooding,

Growling with anger, his fury was intruding.

She, a lively sky, her beauty pure and rare,

Silently bidding adieu with grace in the air.

He longed to linger, but she couldn’t concede,

Their union of elements, a union they’d need.

He brought forth lightning, a dazzling display,

While she radiated rays to light up their day.

Together they sought to shape the world anew,

A dance of opposites, the old and the true.

With ruthless thunder, he tested her grace,

Yet a gentle breeze swept in, a smile on her face.

He showed her darkness, she showed him the kind.

As the thunder, with time, turned to a pure white cloud,

Merging with the blue skies, a harmonious sight.

The atmosphere shifted, gentler it became,

And now the joyful ivory cloud shared his storms without blame.

In the final act, the thunderstorm did wane,

But its testing of her rays caused her pain.

She turned to midnight, her radiance subdued,

In the quiet darkness, her sorrow imbued.

And thus, the tale unfolds, as we're told,

The thunder transformed, the sunshine turned cold,

In the end, the joyful thunder found its way,

While the bright sunshine faded to midnight's array.

And that's the tale, where thunder found its shroud,

As sunshine dimmed, her radiance now a shroud,

Though once she blazed with golden, vibrant hue,

Now in midnight's embrace, her light withdrew.

[andreasaji22]

They tell you to get out of the shell you’re hiding

Comfortable you, come out and show yourself

And they silence you.

And oh poor her, goes back to the shell,

Hiding more than she would before.

[andreasaji22]

Some lessons to be learnt in life.

Lesson 1- Trust

Lesson 2- Loyalty

Lesson 3- Distinguishing love and lust

Lesson 4- Relationships

Lesson 5- Friendship

And most important,

Lesson 6- Independence

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I think I'm going to write a book :P

[andreasaji22]

Yes young lady, I’ve learnt it :)

[andreasaji22]

Years ago, I wrote a poem on “escaping from a monster that is hiding in the woods” it was based on the concept of “escapism”.

They say never escape from any situation and face it head on and you will be free. Here I am, still unable to figure out what am I really escaping from?

Studies? No.

Failure? No.

Nightmares? People? Love? Rejection?

unable to figure it, still trying to live in the present.

[andreasaji22]

Can someone tell me why emotionally unavailable guys hot? 😭

[andreasaji22]

Instagram is no more the fun loving app we could spend some good time. It’s become a place of brainwashing young minds into thinking what is cool and what is not. Sadly, living without it is more relaxing than being flooded with toxicity.

[andreasaji22]

“Bro, love is when you make someone happy even when you’re not. It doesn’t sound toxic right?”

“When you’re not content with yourself and repeatedly get hurt because of them. That is toxic not love”

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I love jokes, but don’t bring in shit.

I’m no trash bag :)