Otherwordly Houseplant

Just a 23 year old pagan mom, wishing she was a plant. General trigger warning. Cause I am general trash. Recycle me.

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Distorted Trauma: A new install to the mental health series - a picture of my bedroom wall. 6 years of my worst and best moments captured all in the walls of my bed room. This picture alone holds a good capture of my mental health's timeline - hectic. Who am I? Your answers are on the walls of a sanctuary and a cage. --- Please send me a DM if you would like me to send you a PDF file of the DBT (Dialectical Behavioral Therapy) workbook! --- posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2qUc0dU

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The two best nights ever is over now 😭💕 . . . . . . @therealtdh posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/33OORb9

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Casey during the 8 he live stream: "you want a triangle, I'll give you a fucking triangle" *Gives us a triangle* @therealtdh @caseycrescenzo posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2qSGPPM

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! 🤘 ! . . . @therealtdh posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/33EzxxI

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! 🤘 ! . . . @therealtdh posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2NYAxpI

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! 🤘 ! . . . @therealtdh posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2Q4NPUp

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Cotton Autumn . . . . posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2otlbkp

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Mental Health Edit Art - Installation 4 - Illogical I struggle greatly with my anxiety. My brain will follow paths of thought that don't make sense. They don't follow a logical path and come to an unrealistic conclusion. I am chopped up and spit out into different trails and trials against my own mind. - Check my bio for my Ko-fi link! Take a look at my jumpstart goal for the Out of the Darkness Walk 2020 - posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2nmJfVr

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We see you @tivoliii 💕 posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2LSErAN

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Marble Queen pothos - and she is definitely a queen 🌱👑 The sun gives her a beautiful gradient . . . posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2Vhquzt

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Mental Health Edit Art Install 3 - Void ---- Depression is handled differently depending on the person suffering. For me, I disconnect from almost everyone and everything. I feel like I am in total isolation, even while I'm in a room full of people who I know care about me. I feel like there's this endless void, a bottomless well that I continue to fall into with no hope of escaping. Sometimes it is also accompanied with the depersonalization I experience, mentioned in the first install, 'Split' during these times I am unfortunately the most suicidal and rely on my support network to keep me grounded. I hate that I have the inability to keep my grip on reality on my own, but am thankful to those that support me for helping me. --- Please send me a DM if you would like me to send you a PDF file of the DBT (Dialectical Behavioral Therapy) workbook! --- posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2LPrqIf

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baby! posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2n8kyvS

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Another in the Mental Health Edit Art - I present to you: Reality Haze I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder about 6 years now. With BPD, the term "Misery loves company" rings true in this personality disorder. Dealing with a slew of different companion disorders such as depression, anxiety, disassociation. A common one is also the brain fog that pretenses the haze around reality. I don't deal with it as often, thanks to having access to a DBT (dialectical behavioral therapy) work book and a much better support system than I did when I was first diagnosed. But I still deal with the occasional loss of my grip with reality. DBT Programs have been stopped in the Greater Lehigh Valley due to lack of need as determined by the local APA chapter. Psychologists may still specialize but that does not fill the void left by an actual DBT program. IF YOU WOULD LIKE A PDF OF THE DBT WORK BOOK, PLEASE SEND ME A DM WITH YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS! Thank you 💕 . . . . posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2nB7ajL

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So basically I'm starting an art series I guess?

Each on to represent my mental state in all it's different facets.

I present to you, Split

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@caseycrescenzo @therealtdh I understand the delay, I am excited exponentially for October now, and this song is a masterpiece, as was the first one shared. Thank you for all you guys do 💕 posted on Instagram - https://ift.tt/2mJcDVt