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Never appreciates just how fucking insignificant I feel 99% of the time. How I feel desperate and fucking pathetic because you don't even want to fucking kiss me or hold my hand, as if its some kind of chore. Or how prioritising football over spending time with me reminds me of the relationship I have with my dad where I feel constantly second best to a fucking GAME.

Like I can't have more than maybe a few weeks before SOMETHING has to upset me? Why can't I just be fucking mentally stable for longer than a month?!?! Why does everything have to feel so fucking dramatic and horrific when its just the littlest thing

Why can't being with you be fucking easy sometimes?! Why does everything feel so fucking difficult and why do I always feel like something is inevitably gonna come up to make me feel like shit

In a perpetual state of unhappiness and frustration right now

Like literally 70% of my time on this website has become directed towards blocking bots and fake blogs like what the fuck I did not sign up for this shit. Why is no one seemingly doing anything about it and why can I not just sit and scroll through cute sunsets and nice bedding without finding someone else has “followed” me and its just girl after girl getting fucked or showing their tits to me.

I don’t want tits.

I don’t want porn.

I just want nice bedding, some nature pictures and dogs.

That’s it.

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Also

All of these porn bot blogs spam following me are going to turn me asexual

It never ceases to amaze me how a few little issues, a few little bumps in the road, can have me feeling like my whole fucking day/life is fucked and there’s no hope in anything. What kind of mentality is that!?

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