“There’s nothing beyond these trees but freezing mountains and tribes that would eat a pretty thing like you for breakfast. You’re lost. And you’re weak.”
full series will be posted on my AO3: angel2hven | chapter 1 has been published.
Katsuki would never admit it out loud, but the second he knew it was going to be your and his first time, he went into full-blown prep mode like he was planning a damn heist.
The man deep-dived into research like he was cramming for finals. Late at night, hunched over his phone with his reading glasses sliding down his nose, he’s scrolling through endless tabs:
Reddit threads titled “Things I wish I knew before my girlfriend’s first time”
Anonymous advice posts about the importance of foreplay, lube, aftercare
Even anatomy diagrams because he refuses to be “one of those dumbasses who doesn’t know where shit is.”
And while a lot of the internet is garbage, some posts are thoughtful—people encouraging him that first times don’t have to be perfect, they’re about learning together. He absorbs all of it, but in true Katsuki fashion, he thinks: Yeah, but I’ll still make it perfect.
So he plans. Meticulously.
He buys brand new sheets because the thought of your first time happening on “regular old sheets” makes him scowl. He washes them twice so they smell clean but not chemical-y. He tests out a playlist—muting and unmuting songs, fast-forwarding through anything that doesn’t “set the right fucking mood.” He even experiments with scented candles in his room, sniffing each one with crossed arms, muttering: “Too strong. Too sweet. Fuck no.” until he finds one that’s subtle and warm.
And the man stocks up like he’s preparing for a siege: lube, multiple condom brands (“I’m not lettin’ some shitty latex ruin this”), extra pillows, water bottles by the bed. He even has snacks stashed nearby because one advice post said, sometimes people get lightheaded or hungry afterward.
When the night finally comes, he’s trying to play it cool. Acting like, yeah, whatever, this is casual, but you can see the tension in his jaw, the way he keeps double-checking the playlist volume or adjusting the pillow behind your back. He keeps pausing to check on you:
“You comfortable?”
“Too hot? Too cold?”
“Do you want me to slow down?”
You tease him—“Kats, you’re acting like you’re about to perform surgery.”
And his ears go red. He grumbles, face half-buried against your neck, “Shut up. I’m not half-assing this shit.” But underneath all the bravado and perfectionism, you can feel how much it matters to him. Every careful kiss, every time he pulls back just to search your face for signs of discomfort, every muttered, “Tell me if anything feels off, alright? Don’t hold back.” It’s not about performing. It’s about you. About making sure your first time feels safe, cared for, unforgettable.
And later, when you’re lying in his arms and he’s finally relaxed enough to let his guard down, he admits in a low voice, embarrassed but honest, “…Been researchin’ this shit for weeks. Wanted it to be perfect for you.”
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The party was loud—music thumping through the walls, bodies pressed together, the air hot with sweat and spilled beer. Katsuki was actually… tolerating it. He was off to the side with Kirishima and Sero, sharp grin flashing every so often when someone made a dumb joke. You, though, were not having a good time.
So when you stumbled back to him, all heavy-limbed and glassy-eyed, he caught you instantly.
“Tch—what the fuck, you can’t even stand?” His hand came to your waist, steadying you before you pitched forward. “You’ve had enough. We’re leaving.”
Exactly the reaction you wanted.
He muttered under his breath the whole Uber ride home, one arm anchored around you like you’d topple without him. By the time he carried you through the front door of your shared apartment building, his jaw was tight. He looked more like a pissed-off babysitter than a boyfriend.
“Goddammit,” he grunted, kicking the door shut behind him while keeping you balanced in his arms. “Why the hell’d you drink so much? You’re lucky I was there.”
He set you down on the bed, tugging off your shoes with rough precision. “You’re drunk. Barely can stand on your feet.”
You blinked up at him—soft, innocent. Then, slowly, a little smile curved your lips.
“I’m sober.”
His hands froze on your ankle. His head snapped up.
“I just wanted to leave that stupid party…” Your voice dipped lower, like a secret meant only for him. You pushed yourself up, fingers catching the hem of his shirt as you leaned closer. “…and have fun with you instead.”
For a beat, he just stared, crimson eyes wide with realization. His breath hitched—sharp and quick—like you’d just pulled the ground out from under him.
“You—” his voice came out strained, rougher than usual, “you little liar.”
The words came out on a growl, sharp as his glare, but before you could even smirk back, he was already on you.
He shoved you flat against the mattress, his mouth crashing into yours, teeth scraping, breath hot. The annoyance he’d been carrying all night burned off into something hungrier, rougher. His body caged you in as he pressed down, grinding his hips into yours, and the friction alone had your stomach flipping.
Your fingers tangled in his shirt, tugging him closer, closer, like you couldn’t stand even an inch between you. His hand slid under your thigh, dragging it up to hook around his waist so he could press harder, deeper, until you were moaning into his mouth.
“Fuck, you’re insane,” he rasped against your lips, biting down gently before kissing you again, harder.
It didn’t take long before his hand slipped lower, sliding up under your skirt. His fingers skimmed over your panties and stopped cold. He pulled back just enough to look at you, his pupils blown wide.
“You’re fuckin’ soaked already.”
You whined, trying to move against him, but he shoved his hand down, fingers pushing aside the thin fabric and finding you just right. The first touch had you arching up, clinging to him with a broken sound.
“Shit—” he cursed again, forehead pressing against yours as his fingers worked you slow at first, then faster when he felt you trembling. “All that pretending just to get me home so I could do this, huh? You’re unbelievable.”
Your answer came in the way your body shook against his, heat building until it crashed through you, leaving you gasping into his neck as he fingered you right through it.
He didn’t stop until you were twitching, until he was satisfied with the mess you made against his hand.
His fingers were still slick when he dragged them out of you, the pads glistening under the low light of your shared bedroom. He wiped them across his lips like a man possessed, tasting you with a low groan that made your stomach flip.
“You think I’m lettin’ you off with that, huh?” he rasped, leaning back over you, one hand braced beside your head, the other gripping your thigh so hard it made your pulse skip. “You keep fuckin’ teasin’ me—lookin’ at me like that, whining for more—” His voice broke into a snarl, hot against your ear. “You’re gonna get it.”
You opened your mouth to say something smart, but he swallowed it whole, crashing his lips against yours. It wasn’t a kiss so much as a claim, all tongue and teeth, messy and desperate. His body pressed flush against yours, grinding his hard cock through his jeans against the soaked spot of your panties. You moaned into his mouth, lifting your hips shamelessly, and that was the last straw for him.
“Fuck this,” he growled, ripping his belt open with one hand while the other shoved your skirt up roughly to your waist. He didn’t even bother getting fully undressed, just enough to shove his jeans and boxers down his thighs. The sight of him—red-faced, sweaty, chest heaving, cock heavy and flushed—made your whole body thrum with need.
“Katsuki—” you gasped when the blunt head of him pressed against your folds, sliding up and down, catching on your entrance but never pushing in. Teasing. Torturing.
“Say you’re sorry,” he demanded, dragging his tip over your clit until your back arched off the sheets. “Beg me, baby. Tell me you want it.”
You whined, clawing at his shoulders, every nerve ending buzzing. “I’m sorry—I’m sorry, Katsuki, please! Please just fuck me already, I can’t—”
That broke him. With a guttural curse, he slammed into you in one hard thrust, burying himself to the hilt. Your cry was swallowed in his shoulder as he groaned low, holding himself deep, trembling with the effort not to finish instantly.
“Shit—you’re so wet, fuck—” His voice cracked, hips grinding against yours. “This pussy’s mine. You hear me?”
“Y-yours,” you moaned, wrapping your legs around his waist to drag him even deeper.
That was all he needed. He pulled back and started moving—fast, punishing strokes that made the headboard slam against the wall, the wet sounds of your bodies filling the room. His hand found your throat, not squeezing, just holding, thumb stroking your jaw while he fucked you into the mattress.
You clawed his back, your moans growing higher-pitched, each thrust hitting that spot that had you seeing stars. “Katsuki—fuck, I’m—”
“I know, baby. I know.” His forehead pressed against yours, sweat dripping down his temple. “Come with me. Right fuckin’ now.”
And when his hand dropped to circle your clit, that was it—you shattered, crying out his name as your whole body clenched around him. He cursed loud and raw, hips jerking as he spilled inside you, grinding deep to make sure not a drop left.
The room went quiet except for your ragged breaths. He collapsed on top of you for a second, still buried, refusing to move.
“Dumbfuck,” he muttered against your neck, kissing the damp skin lazily. “Gonna be the death of me.”
You giggled weakly, still high, threading your fingers through his sweaty hair. “Worth it.”
His teeth grazed your jaw, sharp enough to sting. “Tch. You’re lucky I fuckin’ love you.”
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Hehe hiii!!<3 love your writing! Can I request a NSFW kirishima and bakugo or just either one with a reader who has a big oral fixation?
oh my god i already have this written in my draft for weeks! the timing is perfect! but it's bakugou hehehe
Bakugou helping your oral fixation
You were on the couch, absentmindedly chewing on a pen cap while scrolling on your phone. Not even thinking about it — just zoned out, lightly gnawing like some feral little raccoon.
You didn’t even hear Katsuki walk in until his shadow cast over you.
“You’ve been chewin’ and suckin’ on a lot of shit these days, huh?”
You blinked up at him. “…What?”
He plucked the pen from your mouth and held it up like evidence.
“This. Yesterday it was a straw. Before that, the hoodie strings. You fuckin’ grinding your teeth like some damn beaver.” He gave you a look, sharp and smug. “You want me to help you out? I got somethin’ better you can suck on.”
Your cheeks heated — but the worst part? He was right, and your body reacted instantly.
“I wasn’t—”
He just scoffed. “Yeah? You gonna lie and say your mouth ain’t itchin’ right now?”
You swallowed. Hard. Because now that he said it, you were aware — your jaw felt restless, tongue pressing to the back of your teeth, like your body was begging for pressure, weight, something to latch onto.
He smirked like he knew exactly what switch got flipped.
“C’mere.”
You didn’t hesitate. He sat back against the couch and spread his legs wide, patting his thigh. “On your knees.”
You slid down off the sofa and settled between his legs, looking up at him through your lashes. He was already hard — or close to it — just from the anticipation.
He hooked a finger under your chin. “You gonna be good? Gonna get that mouth of yours busy so you stop destroyin’ household objects?”
You nodded eagerly.
“Words.”
“Yes.”
“Yes what?”
“Yes— please. I… I want it.”
That earned a low, satisfied hum.
“Yeah, that’s what I fuckin’ thought.”
He freed his cock with one hand, thick and flushed, resting heavy against his palm. He tapped it twice against your lips.
“Go on then. Get that fixation under control.”
The weight of him against your tongue was instant relief. Warm. Solid. Your whole body relaxed like your nervous system had just received the missing puzzle piece.
You sank down slow, lips sealing tight around him, savoring the texture, the stretch, the taste. That deep-rooted itch melted away as your jaw worked instinctively — sucking, drooling, tongue pressing eagerly along the underside.
A rough groan rumbled above you. “Fuck— look at you. That what you needed, baby? Just needed something to suckle on?”
You couldn’t answer — not with your mouth stuffed full — but the needy sound you made around his cock said everything.
His fingers slid into your hair, not forcing, just guiding. “That’s it. Get it outta your system. Use me. Treat me like your fuckin’ chew toy if you gotta.”
You whined and sucked harder.
The first few minutes are indulgent — slow, steady, almost gentle. Katsuki’s thumb strokes your jaw as you work him into your mouth, drool slipping down your chin, his cock filling that restless ache in your mouth so perfectly it almost makes your eyes sting. He lets you set the pace, lets you drag your tongue along the vein on the underside, lets you pull back just to latch onto the head like you’re savoring a lollipop.
Every time you moan around him, he hisses and mutters, “Yeah, that’s it. That feel better, baby? That keep your mouth busy?”
And for a while, it does. Your fixation quiets under the weight and warmth of him, jaw working, lips swollen, brain fuzzy with the comfort of it. But soon, that comfort turns sharp — not enough, not fast enough, your body buzzing with the need for more.
Your nails dig into his thighs as you take him deeper, throat clenching when he brushes the back of your tongue. A greedy little whimper slips out, muffled around him.
He hears it, and his eyes narrow. “Oh, I get it. You’re impatient, huh?” His grip tightens in your hair. “Not enough for you? Gonna sit here and suck like a baby forever, or you want the real thing?”
You try to shake your head, but he’s already guiding you down further, his cock hitting your throat with a wet gag.
“Fuck, yeah—” he groans, hips twitching. “Knew you’d want it rougher. Don’t pretend you don’t love it when I use that filthy little mouth.”
His pace builds — careful at first, then brutal when your tears start streaming. He groans at the sound of your chokes, the way your throat tightens around him as you take each thrust. His thighs flex under your hands, his cock sliding slick and raw between your lips.
“Look at you,” he pants, voice wrecked. “Droolin’ all over me, takin’ it like you’re made for this. That’s better, ain’t it? This what you really wanted?”
Your only answer is another gagging moan as you push yourself down even harder, throat convulsing around him.
“Shit—” His head falls back, hips rutting up into your face. “That’s it, fuckin’ take it. Mouth’s mine, throat’s mine. You’re so goddamn greedy, baby.”
And when you claw at his thighs, begging without words, he snarls and holds you down on him, cock buried to the hilt in your throat while your eyes roll back, drool and tears making a mess of your cheeks.
“Yeah,” he growls, voice breaking. “That’s how you fix that little oral problem. Don’t need straws or pens or any of that shit—just me. Just my cock.”
Your nails dig into his thighs, desperate, frantic — and he knows exactly what that means. You don’t have to speak. Your body begs loud enough.
Katsuki laughs under his breath, low and breathless.
“Fuckin’ junkie for it,” he pants, never slowing the grind of his hips. “Look at you — eyes all glassy, throat swollen, drool everywhere — and you still want more?”
You try to answer, but he’s already pushing you down again, burying himself deep until your nose is pressed against his pelvis, your throat stretched full around him. Your vision flickers white, lungs burning, but you don’t pull back — you lean in.
His groan turns downright savage.
“Ohhh, fuck yes—” His hand fists tight in your hair. “You love when I fuck your throat like this, don’t you? Fuckin’ addicted to it—”
You gag again, saliva spilling from your lips, but you hum around him like agreement — needy and obedient.
He loses control.
His rhythm turns harsh, relentless, using your mouth with loud, wet slaps as his cock drives in and out of your throat. Your tears drip down onto his thighs while his abs tense, groans turning frantic as he chases it.
“Baby— fuck, baby, I’m—”
You grab his wrist and squeeze — don’t stop.
He snarls.
“—‘m gonna fuckin’ ruin you.”
One final thrust — buried down your throat — and his whole body jerks as he spills hard, hot and deep, flooding your throat with thick, pulsing spurts. He holds you there, muscles trembling, breath ragged.
“Swallow.” His voice is wrecked, command trembling with overstimulation. “Don’t waste a drop.”
You do — throat working around him, sucking softly even as his cock twitches inside you. He groans helplessly, hips giving one last weak roll before he finally lets you pull back.
You’re a mess. Drool down your chin, tears streaked, lips puffy — and when you catch your breath, you smile like a satisfied little freak.
He stares at you, chest heaving.
“…You good now?” he mutters, wiping your chin with his thumb.
You nod. “Mhm.”
He snorts.
“Yeah, thought so.”
Then — because he’s Katsuki — he grabs the back of your neck and drags you up into a filthy, tongue-filled kiss, tasting himself on your tongue like he owns you.
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i love your work smm can u do bakugo x lactating reader smut?
Bakugou lactating you
It started after the baby was weaned. Your body hadn't quite gotten the message, still full and aching, sensitive in a way that made every brush of fabric a subtle torment. Katsuki noticed first. He was always hyper-aware of your body, every shift and change.
He’d come up behind you while you were washing dishes, his hands sliding around to cup the heavy weight of your breasts, his thumbs brushing over your nipples through your shirt. You’d jolt, a sharp gasp catching in your throat, and a damp spot would immediately bloom on the fabric.
“Still so full for me, huh?” he’d murmur, his voice a low rumble in your ear. It wasn’t a question; it was an observation that made his cock harden against your back.
At first, it was almost clinical. He was fascinated. He’d have you lie back on the bed, propped up on pillows, and he’d just stare, his calloused fingers gently tracing the blue veins under your pale skin. “Fuckin’ incredible,” he’d whisper, almost to himself.
Then, the curiosity turned to hunger.
One night, when the ache was particularly bad, he nudged you onto your back and lowered his mouth to your breast. It wasn’t a sexual suckle at first; it was experimental. But when the first warm, sweet rush hit his tongue, something in him snapped.
His eyes, dark and blown wide, flicked up to meet yours. A low, guttural sound vibrated against your skin. Then his sucking became desperate, greedy. He drank from you like a man dying of thirst, one hand squeezing your other breast, coaxing more of the creamy substance to the surface.
It became his new obsession. His favorite thing.
He’ll wake you up in the dead of night, his mouth already latched onto a nipple, sucking hard until you’re crying out, your milk letting down directly into his throat. He’ll groan around your flesh, “So fuckin’ sweet. All mine.”
When he fucks you, he’ll often pause, leaning down to suckle greedily, milking you with his mouth while his cock is buried deep inside you. The dual sensations are overwhelming—the pull on your breasts and the stretch of your cunt—and he revels in the broken, overlapping sounds you make.
“Look at this,” he’ll growl, pulling his mouth away with a wet pop, his chin glistening. He’ll squeeze your breast, making a thin stream of milk arc through the air, and he’ll laugh, a dark, thrilled sound. “My personal fuckin’ fountain.”
He loves the taste, the smell, the fact that your body is producing this sustenance just for him. It’s the ultimate form of possession. He’s not just fucking you; he’s being nourished by you, his strength literally drawn from your body. And he’ll make sure you know it, whispering filthy praises against your damp skin as he drinks his fill.
“That’s it, mama. Feed me. Make me strong so I can fuck you even better.”
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It always started the same way. Katsuki would come home, grumbling under his breath about idiots, deadlines, or some training disaster, and without even a warning he’d flop down on top of you. No hesitation, no regard for your oxygen supply—just full 200 pounds of deadweight, pinning you to the couch.
And before you could protest, his face was already buried right in your chest.
“Katsuki—” you gasped, arms instinctively curling around him.
“Shut up,” he mumbled, voice muffled against the fabric of your shirt. His breath was hot through the cotton, his nose nudging into the softest part of you. “Don’t. Move.”
You laughed quietly, one hand slipping up to his messy hair. He hated when you called him out, but you could feel the way his shoulders finally started to relax under your touch, tension bleeding out of him bit by bit.
It wasn’t about groping, not really. Sometimes his hands stayed perfectly tame—just resting against your hips, or tangled in your shirt like he needed an anchor. Other times, though, his fingers would twitch like they had a mind of their own, sliding over your ribs, squeezing the mounds, or brushing the side of your breast before settling again. And sometimes he bites.
But the constant was his face. Pressed right there, buried in you like he was trying to block out the whole damn world.
“You’re ridiculous,” you whispered, carding your fingers through his hair.
“Shut up,” he repeated, voice low and groggy this time. He shifted a little, nuzzling deeper, like he wanted to disappear into you entirely. “Feels good. Just… quit movin’.”
And then he stilled. Heavy. Comfortable. His breaths evened out against your chest, warm and steady, and you realized he was already falling asleep.
It was his safe place, though he’d never admit it out loud. To anyone else, he’d snarl and deny, but you knew the truth: Katsuki Bakugou found his peace not in silence, not in solitude, but in the quiet rise and fall of your breathing, his face tucked safe against your softness.
“…You really love my tits, huh?” you muttered, unable to resist poking the bear.
You felt, rather than saw, the way his brows twitched in irritation—his face still firmly buried between your breasts.
“Tch.” His voice came out muffled against your skin. “Shut the hell up.”
You snorted. “You could’ve denied it.”
“Why the hell would I deny it?” he shot back without lifting his head. His words vibrated against you, making you squirm. One hand lazily squeezed your waist. “You got the best damn tits in the world. Be stupid if I didn’t use ‘em.”
“Use them??” you wheezed between laughs. “They’re not tools, Katsuki!”
“Sure they are,” he grumbled. “Pillows. Stress relievers. Noise cancelers. Warmers. Multifunctional.”
“You’re deranged.”
“Mm. And you’re noisy.” He shifted slightly, cheek pressed deeper against you as his arm tightened around your waist. “Quit talkin’ or I’ll bite.”
You raised a brow. “That’s an even weirder threat considering where your mouth is—”
There was a pause. Oh no.
You barely had a second to brace before—“OW—KATSUKI!”
The man had bitten you.
Right through your shirt. Sharp enough to make you jolt, but not hard enough to actually hurt—just enough to make a point.
You whacked the back of his head. “Did you just bite me like a feral toddler?!”
He didn’t even flinch. “Told you to shut it.”
“You’re unbelievable.”
“Mm.” He nuzzled right back into you like a smug Pomeranian that just did something illegal. “Now keep still. I’m tryin’ to sleep.”
“You’re ridiculous.”
“If you’re still gonna run your mouth,” he mumbled, already settling fully again. “…I’m gonna fuck your tits instead.”
But you don’t really learn when he makes threats like this, do you?
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It always started the same way. Katsuki would come home, grumbling under his breath about idiots, deadlines, or some training disaster, and without even a warning he’d flop down on top of you. No hesitation, no regard for your oxygen supply—just full 200 pounds of deadweight, pinning you to the couch.
And before you could protest, his face was already buried right in your chest.
“Katsuki—” you gasped, arms instinctively curling around him.
“Shut up,” he mumbled, voice muffled against the fabric of your shirt. His breath was hot through the cotton, his nose nudging into the softest part of you. “Don’t. Move.”
You laughed quietly, one hand slipping up to his messy hair. He hated when you called him out, but you could feel the way his shoulders finally started to relax under your touch, tension bleeding out of him bit by bit.
It wasn’t about groping, not really. Sometimes his hands stayed perfectly tame—just resting against your hips, or tangled in your shirt like he needed an anchor. Other times, though, his fingers would twitch like they had a mind of their own, sliding over your ribs, squeezing the mounds, or brushing the side of your breast before settling again. And sometimes he bites.
But the constant was his face. Pressed right there, buried in you like he was trying to block out the whole damn world.
“You’re ridiculous,” you whispered, carding your fingers through his hair.
“Shut up,” he repeated, voice low and groggy this time. He shifted a little, nuzzling deeper, like he wanted to disappear into you entirely. “Feels good. Just… quit movin’.”
And then he stilled. Heavy. Comfortable. His breaths evened out against your chest, warm and steady, and you realized he was already falling asleep.
It was his safe place, though he’d never admit it out loud. To anyone else, he’d snarl and deny, but you knew the truth: Katsuki Bakugou found his peace not in silence, not in solitude, but in the quiet rise and fall of your breathing, his face tucked safe against your softness.
“…You really love my tits, huh?” you muttered, unable to resist poking the bear.
You felt, rather than saw, the way his brows twitched in irritation—his face still firmly buried between your breasts.
“Tch.” His voice came out muffled against your skin. “Shut the hell up.”
You snorted. “You could’ve denied it.”
“Why the hell would I deny it?” he shot back without lifting his head. His words vibrated against you, making you squirm. One hand lazily squeezed your waist. “You got the best damn tits in the world. Be stupid if I didn’t use ‘em.”
“Use them??” you wheezed between laughs. “They’re not tools, Katsuki!”
“Sure they are,” he grumbled. “Pillows. Stress relievers. Noise cancelers. Warmers. Multifunctional.”
“You’re deranged.”
“Mm. And you’re noisy.” He shifted slightly, cheek pressed deeper against you as his arm tightened around your waist. “Quit talkin’ or I’ll bite.”
You raised a brow. “That’s an even weirder threat considering where your mouth is—”
There was a pause. Oh no.
You barely had a second to brace before—“OW—KATSUKI!”
The man had bitten you.
Right through your shirt. Sharp enough to make you jolt, but not hard enough to actually hurt—just enough to make a point.
You whacked the back of his head. “Did you just bite me like a feral toddler?!”
He didn’t even flinch. “Told you to shut it.”
“You’re unbelievable.”
“Mm.” He nuzzled right back into you like a smug Pomeranian that just did something illegal. “Now keep still. I’m tryin’ to sleep.”
“You’re ridiculous.”
“If you’re still gonna run your mouth,” he mumbled, already settling fully again. “…I’m gonna fuck your tits instead.”
But you don’t really learn when he makes threats like this, do you?
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CW: frat prez!kabugou katsuki x fem!reader, emotional intimacy, brief mentions of past substance use (alcoholism), healing after trauma, soft romantic/sexual undertones, domesticity, mentions of mental exhaustion.
There’s no bite in his tone. No accusation. Just quiet understanding.
Your throat tightens, but you force yourself to meet his eyes. “Yes. I… I think I am. Even though it scares me. Even though I know how badly he’s hurt me before.” You pause, exhaling shakily. “It feels like something I have to do. For myself. For what I feel.”
Nao nods slowly, his gaze never wavering from yours. “I understand. And I’m not asking you to explain more than that. You don’t owe me a justification. I knew, from the very start, that his shadow was still with you.”
Your heart squeezes. “Nao…”
But he continues, his expression calm, his words carrying that same steadiness that always grounded you. “I told you once, didn’t I? That I wouldn’t put all my expectations on you. That I knew things like this weren’t easy.” He smiles, faint but genuine. “My chances were always small. But I still tried. Because you were worth trying for.”
That makes your chest ache. Your eyes sting. You press your hands together tightly on your lap, struggling to keep your composure. “You were never a waste of time to me. Not once. Every moment I spent with you… it mattered. You were kind when I couldn’t be kind to myself. You reminded me what respect looks like. You never pushed when I couldn’t give more.”
A quiet laugh escapes him, though it’s laced with sadness. “And you kept up with me, which is not something I can say about many people.” He glances at you sideways, the corner of his lips quirking. “You challenged me. That intrigued me. You still do.”
You look down, swallowing past the lump in your throat. “…I’m sorry.”
“For what?” he asks gently.
“For not being able to give you more. For not being able to choose you, even when I wanted to convince myself that I could. You deserve so much better than half of someone’s heart.”
Nao tilts his head, studying you with those sharp, thoughtful eyes of his — but there’s no bitterness in them. Only warmth. “Don’t apologize for being honest. Don’t apologize for following your heart. If anything, I’m glad you told me yourself. That takes strength.”
Your voice wavers. “You’re taking this too well.”
“I told you before,” he says, his tone calm and unwavering, “if one day you chose someone else, I wouldn’t feel bad about it. Because I truly believe the right person for me will come. Maybe it wasn’t you. But that doesn’t make what we had meaningless.”
The tears finally slip down your cheeks, but Nao just smiles, faint and wistful. “It was never dull with you. And I mean that. I genuinely enjoyed every moment. I’d appreciate it if, even after this, we can still be good friends.”
You nod quickly, almost desperately. “I’d like that too. More than anything. You… you’ve been good to me, Nao. Better than I probably deserved.”
His lips curve into that same soft, unshakable smile as he shifts slightly on the bench, turning his body toward you. “Then let’s not call this an ending. Let’s just… change the shape of what we are. From something almost to something steady.”
You choke back a sob, nodding again. “Okay.”
And the two of you sit there for a while longer, shoulders nearly brushing, not saying much else. Just breathing the same air, letting the quiet carry the rest of what words couldn’t.
Nao watches you quietly, and then — almost without thinking — he extends his hand, palm up between you. An offering, not a demand.
You stare at it for a long moment, your vision blurred with unshed tears, before slowly placing your hand in his. His grip is warm, steady, exactly the way it’s always been — grounding, patient. He doesn’t squeeze too tightly, doesn’t try to hold on longer than he should. Just enough for you to know that he’s here. That he’s real.
When you finally look up at him, he gives you the kind of smile that hurts to see because it’s so gentle. “Take care of yourself,” he says softly. Then, almost hesitantly, his free hand lifts — just once — to brush a loose strand of hair away from your face. The touch is brief, fleeting, like he’s memorizing the last detail he’ll allow himself to linger on.
You bite down hard on your lip, tears slipping free, and whisper, “You too.”
And then, just like that, he lets go. Clean, without hesitation. He stands, straightens his coat, and takes a slow step back from the bench. His eyes soften on you one last time before he turns away, his silhouette growing smaller as he walks down the path, until the fading autumn light swallows him whole.
You stay seated, your hand still warm where his had held it, knowing that something good — something rare — has just shifted into memory.
You stay on the bench long after Nao’s silhouette disappears. The air feels heavy, almost thick, and you’re trying to gather the pieces of yourself, to breathe through the ache in your chest. Your hands are clasped in your lap, trembling faintly, when a voice cuts through the stillness.
“…The hell you doin’, sittin’ out here like a ghost?”
Your head snaps up. Katsuki is standing a few feet away, grocery bag hanging from his hand, the late afternoon sun catching in his hair. He looks so out of place against the calm backdrop of the park, rough edges in a soft picture. For a second, you just stare — confused, unsettled, unsure if he’s real.
“Katsuki?” you ask, your voice catching in your throat. “What are you—” Your gaze drops to the bag in his hand. “Wait. Why are you here? …Are you spying on me?”
His brows shoot up, offended. “What? No, dumbass. I wasn’t spyin’.” He shifts the bag in his hand, holding it up like proof. “You told me yesterday you were meeting Nakamura. I wasn’t about to show up and fuck that up. I was just gonna head to your place, stock your fridge since you’ve got jack shit in there. Thought maybe I could cook you somethin’ after… y’know, after you had your little heart-to-heart.”
You blink at him, processing, your chest tightening. “…So you weren’t following me?”
“Of course not.” He exhales through his nose, irritated but not at you. “But when I passed through here, I saw you sittin’ alone. Figured he’s already gone?”
Your eyes lower, and you nod. “…Yeah. He left.”
Silence drapes over the two of you. Katsuki doesn’t rush to fill it — he just sets the grocery bag down at his feet, then lowers himself onto the bench beside you. The wood creaks under his weight. He leans back, elbows on his knees, staring at the empty path Nao had disappeared down.
You risk a sideways glance at him. His expression is unreadable, guarded in that Katsuki way, but his presence feels steady, grounding.
“Was it… bad?” he asks finally, voice quieter than you expect.
You shake your head slowly. “No. Not bad. Just… heavy. He deserved honesty, and I gave him that.” A pause. “And he was kind. Kinder than I thought I deserved.”
Katsuki’s jaw flexes. He doesn’t say anything right away, just lets the words hang. Then he grunts softly. “Tch. Figures. Guy’s annoyingly decent.”
That earns him the smallest of smiles from you, weak but real. “He is.”
Your hands twist together in your lap. You feel his eyes shift toward you, sharp and unwavering, and then — without asking — his calloused hand slides over yours. His grip is firm, warm, grounding in a way that reminds you too much of yesterday when he held you like you’d slip through his fingers.
“Hey,” he says, his voice low, rough, like he’s afraid to push too hard. “You don’t gotta carry it all on your own, y’know.”
You close your eyes at that, breathing out slowly, and when you open them again, you find him watching you like the world might end if he looks away.
“…I know,” you whisper. “That’s why I told you yesterday. About meeting him. I wanted to keep my word — if I ask you for honesty, then I have to give you the same.”
Something in his expression shifts — the sharpness softens, the tension in his jaw eases. He nods once, like that meant more to him than he can say.
For a while, the two of you just sit there, hands entwined, the grocery bag by his feet a strange, mundane anchor to the weight of the moment. And in that quiet, you feel the raw truth of it — not just the love that still runs between you, but the effort it will take, the choice you’ve made, the trust you’re both trying to rebuild.
Katsuki finally breaks the silence, muttering, “C’mon. Let’s get outta here before I lose my fuckin’ mind sittin’ on this bench.” He stands, picks up the bag, then extends his free hand down to you.
You hesitate only a second before taking it. His grip pulls you to your feet with ease, and for just a heartbeat longer than necessary, he doesn’t let go.
That was the start of his efforts—It didn’t happen all at once.
There was no single moment where everything between you and Katsuki magically pieced itself back together. Instead, it was small things. Gradual things. Little fragments that, when stacked on top of each other, began to look like something whole again.
Katsuki had always been the type to bear his burdens alone. He bottled up his exhaustion, his stress, even his doubts, and shoved them down until they rotted into sharp edges. But now… he doesn’t hide it from you anymore.
Some nights he came back to your apartment — hair mussed, face smudged with the faint traces of the lab, shoulders heavy with fatigue — and instead of shutting down, instead of pretending it didn’t weigh on him, he let it spill out.
“You wouldn’t believe those idiots in my group project,” he grumbled one evening, throwing himself face-first onto your couch without so much as a greeting. “Half the time they’re standin’ around like headless chickens and guess who the fuck has to fix every goddamn thing? Me.”
You laughed softly, setting a glass of water down by the table before sitting across from him. “So… like every other group project ever?”
“Don’t start with me, woman,” he snapped, muffled against the cushion — but when he turned his head toward you, there was no real fire in his eyes. Just exhaustion. Just honesty.
And the thing that made your chest ache wasn’t his words, but the fact that he let you see it. That he trusted you enough now to lay himself bare without fear that you’d think less of him.
Other days, it was smaller gestures. Him texting you when he was running late — something he never used to bother with. Him showing up with a bag of takeout because he knew you’d skipped lunch. Him pausing mid-sentence, frowning, then muttering, “Y’know what? I was gonna keep this to myself, but—” before unloading something that had been eating at him.
The Katsuki you knew before would’ve swallowed all of it. The Katsuki sitting beside you now made the choice, again and again, to hand you pieces of himself — the good, the ugly, the tired, the vulnerable.
And it mattered. More than the grand apologies. More than the passion you’d shared in the heat of making up. These little things were what anchored you.
He proved himself not in the grand ways, not in dramatic declarations — but in the little things. The everyday moments where it would’ve been easier for him to slip into old habits, and instead he didn’t.
There was a time you noticed was when he barged into your kitchen, tossing a grocery bag onto the counter with a grunt.
“You seriously can’t live like this.” he muttered, pulling out vegetables, eggs, even seasoning he’d clearly picked out himself. “You had one packet of instant ramen and a bottle of soy sauce in there. That’s it. Pathetic.”
You raised an eyebrow from your spot on the couch. “I was going to go shopping later.”
“Bullshit,” he shot back, already cracking an egg into a pan like he owned the place. “You’d forget, then you’d end up sketching until 2 a.m. and pass out without eating. I’m not letting that shit slide.”
You wanted to retort, but the smell of garlic sizzling in oil silenced you faster than anything else could. And when he handed you a plate twenty minutes later — eggs fried just the way you liked them, with rice and sautéed vegetables — you realized this wasn’t about food. This was about him paying attention, him taking responsibility, him choosing to take care of you in ways he never thought to before.
And you appreciated it more than you let on.
Another night, he came in late, shoulders slumped, muttering under his breath. You barely had time to greet him before he collapsed onto your bed, still in his jeans, face buried in your pillow.
“What happened this time?” you asked, leaning against the doorframe.
He groaned. “Fuckin’ idiots. Group work again. Nobody’s pullin’ their weight, and when shit goes wrong, who do they look at? Me.”
You smiled faintly, crossing the room to sit at the edge of the bed. “Maybe they rely on you because you’re reliable.”
“Don’t—” he mumbled, pointing weakly in your direction without lifting his head. “Don’t try to spin this like it’s a compliment. They’re useless. I’m carrying all their asses.”
But even as he complained, he rolled over, reaching for your hand, dragging it onto his chest. His breathing slowed as you traced idle circles there, listening to him unload everything. And you realized this, too, was new. He’d always carried the weight in silence, too proud to share. Now, he let you in — even when it made him look tired, or frustrated, or weak.
Of course, it wasn’t perfect. Sometimes he slipped.
There were moments where he shut down again, clenching his jaw instead of answering, or brushing things off when you could see something was wrong.
The first time it happened, you didn’t let it go.
“Katsuki.”
He froze, back turned to you, hands braced on the kitchen sink.
“You’re doing it again.”
“I’m not,” he muttered.
“Yes, you are.” You stepped closer, voice steady. “You promised me no more hiding. Not even the ugly stuff. So either you tell me what’s going on, or you admit you’re breaking that promise.”
For a moment, the silence between you stretched thin. Then, slowly, his shoulders dropped. He turned, rubbing the back of his neck.
“…I’m just pissed about somethin’ dumb at the lab,” he muttered. “Didn’t wanna drag you into it.”
“Then drag me,” you said softly. “That’s the point, isn’t it?”
His eyes flickered, guilt passing through them, before he sighed and finally started explaining. And though his words were gruff, you knew he’d heard you. That he was trying.
But what surprised you most were the smallest things.
The first time he handed you a tiny zip lock bag with a crushed dandelion inside, you blinked at him in confusion.
“…What’s this?”
“Found it on the way here,” he muttered, scratching at his ear. “Figured you’d want it. For that sketchbook of yours.”
You stared at him, then at the little flower pressed flat inside the plastic.
“You remembered that?”
“Tch. ’Course I did. I’m not stupid.”
It didn’t stop there. Sometimes it was a red leaf, still bright in its autumn hue. Sometimes a sprig of clover, or a petal from some tiny flower growing out of the sidewalk cracks. Every time, tucked carefully into a small bag so it wouldn’t get ruined before it reached you.
You added them to your sketchbook, taping each one neatly on a blank page. Over time, the collection grew — not just souvenirs of your walks together, but proof that he was paying attention. That even when he was out in the world alone, he still thought of you.
They weren’t extraordinary things. Cooking. Complaining. Catching himself when he slipped. Bringing you a leaf he could’ve easily ignored.
But these were the things that stitched you and Katsuki back together.
Not the intensity of the night you made up, not the way your bodies had clung to each other like lifelines — but this. The quiet, steady presence of him relearning how to stand beside you, not ahead of you, not apart from you.
And for the first time in what felt like forever, you let yourself believe that maybe, just maybe, this time could be different.
It wasn’t until a few evenings later that you noticed it — the way Katsuki had gone quiet.
Not the usual silence of him focusing on something or spacing out, but the tense kind. Shoulders just a little too stiff, his jaw working like he was grinding down words instead of letting them out.
You glanced at him from across the couch, sketchbook balanced on your knees, and said softly, “What’s on your mind?”
He didn’t answer right away. His eyes flicked toward you, then away again, his hand raking through his hair as if dragging the words out was harder than anything he’d done all week.
“…It’s nothin’.”
You tilted your head, patient but steady. “Katsuki.”
He sighed, leaning back against the cushions, gaze fixed on the ceiling. For a long moment, all you heard was the faint hum of traffic outside, the sound of your pencil scratching lightly against paper.
Finally, he spoke.
“My frat’s plannin’ another party this weekend.” His tone was flat, but underneath it, there was weight. “They’ve been on my ass about it, ’cause I haven’t been to one in months. Not since…”
He trailed off, but you knew what he meant. Not since everything fell apart.
You closed your sketchbook gently, giving him your full attention.
“Do you want to go?” you asked.
He hesitated, jaw tightening before he forced the words out. “…I don’t fuckin’ know. Part of me thinks I should. Just to shut the pledges up. They don’t get why I’ve been avoiding it — think I’m just tryin’ to act all superior or some shit.”
“And the other part?” you pressed gently.
His throat worked as he swallowed, finally turning his head toward you. For once, the sharpness in his eyes was dulled, replaced with something quieter. Hesitant.
“The other part wants to ask you to come with me,” he admitted, his voice lower now, rough around the edges. “But… the last time we were at one of those parties, we were in a shitty place. You were in a corner tryin’ to disappear, and I was—” He cut himself off, shaking his head. “Doesn’t matter. Point is, I don’t wanna drag you somewhere that’s just gonna fuckin’ remind you of all that.”
Your chest ached at the honesty, the way he looked almost… afraid, waiting for your reaction.
This was different from before. Before, he never would’ve admitted hesitation. Never would’ve confessed uncertainty, or let you see the cracks in his pride. But now, he was offering it up to you — raw, unpolished, real.
And you realized, more than anything, this was the proof that he was changing. That this time, he wasn’t trying to control the story, but letting you stand in it with him.
You let the silence hang for a beat, then set your sketchbook aside and shifted closer to him, your voice soft but steady.
“Okay,” you said. “I’ll go.”
Katsuki blinked at you, clearly not expecting such an easy answer. His shoulders straightened, like he was ready to argue against your refusal, only for the words to fall flat when you smiled at him.
“But,” you added, tilting your head, “only on one condition.”
Suspicion flickered in his eyes. “What condition?”
“That you stay with me the entire night.”
His brows furrowed, ready to protest, until you reached out and touched his hand, grounding him. “Not because I don’t trust you,” you clarified gently, “but because I know you would want me there, too. To keep you sane. To remind you you’re not alone.”
Something in his expression cracked at that — a small, unguarded moment where his eyes softened, and you saw the boy underneath the hard edges. He looked at you like you’d just said the one thing he didn’t even know he needed to hear.
Then, as if it just occurred to him, his lips pressed into a thin line. “There’s one thing though.” His voice was quieter now, almost reluctant. “I… can’t drink. Not yet. Don’t wanna fuck it up when I’ve been clean this long.”
Your chest tightened, the weight of that confession pressing into you. He wasn’t just asking you to come to a party with him — he was letting you see his restraint, his discipline, his fear of slipping.
You squeezed his hand, smiling again, though softer this time. “Then don’t.”
He looked at you like it wasn’t that simple, but you only shook your head. “You don’t have to worry, Katsuki. You’ll have me the whole night. And I’m not planning on getting drunk either.” Your lips quirked. “I’ll probably just grab a canned soda.”
That pulled the faintest snort out of him, a corner of his mouth twitching upward. The tension in his shoulders eased at last, like your words had finally given him permission to breathe.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. You just sat there together, the hum of the city outside, his hand warm in yours, the promise of something different this time sitting between you like a fragile but steady flame.
This wasn’t about rewriting the past. It was about building something new — together.
Katsuki shifted closer, the soft couch creaking under his weight as he reached for you. His arm hooked around your waist, pulling you flush against him until your body practically disappeared under the sheer size of his frame. It wasn’t suffocating — though it almost felt like it — but grounding, like he was building a shield around you with nothing but his presence.
“Good,” he muttered into your skin, his voice muffled as he buried his face into the curve of your neck. His breath was warm, tickling against your pulse. Then, softer, barely audible:
“I love you.”
The words vibrated through you, into your bones. Your heart squeezed so tight it almost hurt. For a moment, all you could do was close your eyes and let yourself feel it — the sincerity that trembled in his voice, the desperation and devotion carried in those three words.
When you turned your face toward him, he was already moving, lifting his head just enough to catch your lips with his. The kiss started slow, hesitant, like he was afraid you’d pull away, but when you leaned into it — when you kissed him back — the tension in him snapped.
He pressed harder, hand sliding up your back, fingers tangling into your hair as he tilted his head to deepen it. You let out the faintest sound against his mouth, and that was all it took for him to hold you tighter, pulling you impossibly closer, as though he could stitch the two of you back together with nothing but the heat of his mouth and the weight of his body.
It wasn’t lust that fueled the kiss, not this time. It was the raw ache of two people relearning each other, two people choosing — really choosing — to stay, to fight, to love.
By the time you broke apart, your lips tingled, your chest heaving against his. He rested his forehead against yours, eyes closed, breath uneven, like he was trying to memorize the moment, to carve it into his very soul.
And in that silence, you realized something: this wasn’t the beginning of something new, nor was it a repeat of the past. It was something entirely different, something fragile but real. A second chance that both of you were finally brave enough to hold onto.
Together.
Part 13 is in the making! will be finished and posted as soon as possible!
cw: explicit sexual content (18+ only)—graphic sex, oral (m. receiving), penetration, p in v, rough domination, overstimulation, possessive dynamics. religious/moral themes—theology elements, sin imagery, temptation. fantasy/demon elements—summoning, supernatural seduction, succubus lore. power imbalance & control—one character initially in control, dynamic shift mid-scene. language—strong language, degradation, dirty talk. emotional intensity—blurred lines between lust, faith, and obsession. THIRD PERSON'S POV
Katsuki’s dorm room didn’t look like much from the outside—just another corner unit stacked with textbooks and notebooks. But anyone who stepped inside would notice the difference immediately. The shelves weren’t filled with the usual clutter of college life. Instead, they were lined with old volumes scavenged from antique stores, dusty secondhand shops, and obscure websites: The Lesser Key of Solomon, translations of grimoires, printouts of faded manuscripts.
He didn’t even know when the fascination started—maybe back in middle school, when he could swear he’d seen shadows flicker where they shouldn’t, heard whispers when the room was dead silent. He chalked it up to stress, imagination, but part of him never let it go.
By the time he got into theology, he’d chosen his focus without hesitation: demonology. He collected. He studied. Sometimes, without thinking, he found himself redrawing sigils he’d seen in old texts, the lines burned too vividly into his memory.
And tonight, he was doing exactly that.
Glasses slipping low on his nose, he hunched over his journal, pen moving with careful strokes. His notebook already had pages of messy sketches and copied symbols, but this one was… different. The more he drew, the sharper the lines came out, as if his hand already knew the shapes. He shaded details he usually would’ve skipped, added flourishes without realizing it.
When he leaned back, the page didn’t look like a simple doodle. It looked complete. Alive.
The sigil pulsed once.
Katsuki blinked, rubbed his eyes. “The fuck—”
The pulse came again, violet light bleeding through the ink. The air pressure in the room shifted, heavy enough that his ears popped. Papers flew off his desk, wind whirling in a space that had no business having a breeze. The lights above flickered violently, buzzing, threatening to blow.
Then the walls themselves seemed to… stretch. Bend. His breath caught as shadows twisted, pulling away from the corners.
And in the center of the glowing sigil, reality split.
She appeared as if stepping through liquid air—horns curling elegantly from her head, a pair of leathery wings unfurling with a snap, a tail trailing lazily behind her. Her body was covered in a skin-tight outfit that left very little to the imagination, every curve highlighted like she’d been crafted to break men in half.
Katsuki’s jaw went slack, his pen clattering to the floor.
The woman hovered above the sigil for a moment, violet light wrapping her like a halo. Her eyes—slitted, glowing faintly—fixed on him. And when she spoke, her voice was silk and smoke, curling around his ears.
“My… it’s been a while since someone managed to summon me.” She drifted closer, feet not even touching the ground. Her lips curved into a dangerous, sultry smile. “What a cute master I have this time.”
Katsuki’s mouth worked soundlessly for a second, brain tripping over itself. He knew this couldn’t be real. It had to be stress, or sleep deprivation, or maybe the fumes from that shitty candle his roommate left burning last week. But the sharp smell of ozone in the air, the prickle down his spine, the way the wind tangled through his notes—this wasn’t a hallucination.
The demon’s wings unfurled wider, casting shadows that swallowed the corners of the room. She touched down lightly, not with a thud, but a feline grace that made his pulse hammer. Her heels clicked once against the wood, though she didn’t even need to walk—she floated more than anything, circling him like a predator who’d found something unexpected.
“Mmm…” her voice was a purr, low and velvety. “You don’t even realize what you’ve done, do you?”
Katsuki’s throat went dry. He pushed his glasses up the bridge of his nose, trying to cling to some sense of rationality. “You’re—this isn’t—summoning requires—” His words stumbled, his usual sharp tongue failing him for once.
The demon chuckled, the sound silken and rich. “Adorable. Quoting rules to me as if you didn’t just tear open a path between worlds.”
She drifted closer, leaning in just enough that he caught the sweet, dangerous scent of her skin. “You’ve always had the connection. Shadows following you, voices whispering, signs in the corner of your eye. Haven’t you wondered why you notice the things others don’t?”
Katsuki stiffened. Because he had. He’d noticed since he was a kid, but never said it out loud.
Her smile sharpened at his silence. “That’s why it worked. That’s why I’m here.”
She tilted her head, eyes flicking down his body. The sweatshirt and sweatpants looked shapeless, but her gaze was too keen, too knowing. A claw-tipped finger trailed lightly down the front of his hoodie, pressing just enough to feel the solid muscle beneath.
“Oh…” she breathed, feigning surprise but clearly delighted. “And what’s this? My shy little theologian is hiding quite the body under all these layers.” Her lips curved, voice dropping to a whisper. “What else are you hiding, hm?”
Katsuki’s jaw clenched, a faint flush creeping up his neck despite himself. “S-stop—”
“Oh, he stutters,” she teased, her wings arching higher. “Cute and strong. I must have been a very good girl in another life to be rewarded with a master like you.”
She leaned close, lips grazing the shell of his ear, her breath hot and sultry. “Tell me, master… do you want me to show you what it means to truly command a succubus?”
Katsuki’s brain was running a thousand miles an hour. His textbooks had pages of notes on demons, passages underlined, margin scribbles of scripture about temptation, contracts, damnation. He knew the stories—monks and saints plagued by visions, men undone by succubi until their souls were nothing but ash.
Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. He could practically hear the verse in his head.
And yet… the woman before him wasn’t fleeing. She was closing in.
“You’re tense,” she murmured, her lips curling in mock sympathy. “All those rules and scriptures rattling around in that clever little head… but your body knows the truth already, doesn’t it?”
Katsuki flinched when her hands—cool and smooth—settled at the hem of his sweatshirt. She didn’t tug it up. Not yet. Just toyed with the fabric, brushing her nails along his hips as if she already owned him.
He gritted his teeth, trying to ground himself. “This—this isn’t—fuck—this is temptation. You’re testing me. Like in the desert—Christ himself was tempted. I know what this is.” His voice shook, his usual bite buried under the weight of conviction battling instinct.
The succubus tilted her head, amused. “Mmm… quoting scripture while blushing. My favorite kind of pious boy.”
Then she sank to her knees.
Katsuki’s breath hitched so sharp it hurt. She looked up at him from the floor, wings folded behind her like a throne, horns gleaming faintly violet under the flickering light. His vision swam with the image, his heart pounding so hard it rattled his ribs.
Her hands slid over his thighs, slow, claiming. She pressed her cheek against the shape of him through his sweatpants, a sinful hum vibrating up her throat. “You call this temptation,” she purred, lips brushing the fabric, “but tell me… does your God not make beautiful things?”
Katsuki’s knees nearly buckled. He grabbed the edge of his desk like a lifeline. “You—you’re twisting it. Twisting the Word. This is corruption. I’m not—”
She cut him off with a laugh, silky and cruel. “Oh, master… you’re already corrupted. You drew my sigil perfectly, down to the last curve. You wanted me here. And now—” her tongue flicked out, tracing a line along the straining bulge in his pants, “—you want this.”
Katsuki squeezed his eyes shut, muttering half-formed prayers under his breath. It didn’t stop his cock from twitching against her mouth.
“Look at you,” she whispered, lips ghosting over him. “So big for such a shy little theologian. Talking so big about morality when you’re about to give me something… much bigger.”
She smirked up at him, eyes glowing faintly violet. “Tell me, master… are you going to resist me? Or will you let me worship you like the god you’ve been pretending not to be?”
Her lips parted, soft and deliberate, teasing the tip through the thin fabric. She licked, kissed, let her breath ghost over him, drawing those shaky curses from Katsuki’s mouth as if she were stringing rosary beads of sin.
“You see?” she cooed, tugging his sweats down just enough to free him. “The body never lies. Look at you, master—swollen, aching, begging without a single prayer.”
Katsuki’s breath hitched, but he still clung to words like they were armor. “This—this is carnal temptation. You’re—” His sentence broke into a strangled groan as her tongue traced the thick vein running along his shaft. His knees buckled.
She hummed around him, pleased, her lips dragging to the flushed head, smearing her spit across it before circling lazily, as though savoring her first taste. “Mmm… divinely made. You’re beautiful, Katsuki. Do you think holiness disappears just because you put it in my mouth?”
Katsuki’s grip on the desk whitened, knuckles trembling. He wanted to drag her up, banish her, do something righteous—but every wet swirl of her tongue unraveled scripture in his head like it was parchment burning in flame.
She sank further, slow, letting him stretch her lips around his sheer size, the smug glow in her eyes never wavering. “So big… ahh, poor boy. No wonder you’re so tense—you’ve been carrying this sin around inside you, heavy and unspent.” She moaned softly against him, her voice reverberating against the shaft. “Let me take it. Let me… ease you.”
The words shattered the last wall.
Katsuki’s hand shot out, fisting in her hair, shoving her down in one brutal thrust.
She gagged, eyes wide, the smug curve of her mouth collapsing into shock as his cock slammed halfway down her throat. Her nails dug into his thighs—not to stop him, but to anchor herself as he pulled her back and drove in again, harder.
The desk rattled with the force of his hips. The shaky, blushing boy she thought she was toying with was gone—what snarled above her now was hunger incarnate.
“Shut the fuck up,” Katsuki growled through clenched teeth, his voice guttural, half a snarl, half a groan. Drool slicked her chin as he pumped into her mouth, his pace ragged, desperate. “You think you can tempt me? Talk like I’m weak? Hah—look at you—choking on me, can’t even take it.”
Her vision blurred, throat raw as he fucked into her, but she could feel it now. The sheer weight of his lust wasn’t clumsy or adolescent—it was wrathful, searing, prideful. This wasn’t an innocent scholar fumbling in sin. This was a man who had been denying himself, storing every ounce of desire until it erupted like fire and brimstone.
Tears streamed down her face, spit slicking her neck as he bottomed out, her throat convulsing around him. His hand yanked her tighter against him, his hips jerking. “Fuck—” His moan was almost a roar, deep, feral.
In that moment, the succubus knew: she hadn’t been summoned by a prey. She had been summoned by something dangerously close to her own kind. Pride and lust, wrapped in human flesh.
And she was about to be consumed by it.
Her claws dug crescent moons into his thighs as his cock rammed her throat again and again, each thrust punishing, relentless. She wanted to think she still had the upper hand, that this was her plan—corrupt the mortal boy, make him crumble. But the truth hit harder than his hips slamming against her face.
She was enjoying it.
The sting in her throat, the burn of oxygen deprivation, the way his voice broke into guttural moans—every rough pull and snap of his hips sent a heat spiraling low in her belly. She was supposed to be the predator, the temptress. Yet here she was, eyes glassy, drooling mess, heart racing with every brutal use of her mouth.
“Fuck,” Katsuki groaned, head tipped back, his hand tight in her hair. The boy’s restraint had snapped completely, replaced by something primal, vicious. “Your mouth—shit—it’s perfect—” His hips bucked erratically now, every sound ripped straight from his chest as though he’d been holding it in for years.
She gagged, throat stretching obscenely as he forced her nose to his abdomen. Tears streaked down her flushed cheeks, but instead of resisting, her tongue pressed eagerly against him, savoring the sheer weight of him filling her. A moan vibrated in her throat, loud and wanton.
Her body betrayed her. Heat pooled between her thighs, slick dripping down her skin. She was trembling—not from fear, but from pleasure, from the shock of wanting this so badly.
And Katsuki felt it. He smelled it.
“Shit—hah—filthy demon,” he snarled, hips jerking in sharp thrusts, as if punishing her for daring to tempt him. “You love this, don’t you? Thought you were the one in control. Look at you—fuckin’ ruined on my cock.”
Her muffled whimper confirmed it.
One last shove and he buried himself to the hilt, her throat convulsing around him as his whole body locked up. With a guttural growl, he spilled deep down her throat, hot and heavy, his release forcing her to swallow or choke. He held her there until every drop was wrung from him, until she was shaking and breathless.
Only then did he finally yank her up, spit and cum smeared across her lips, her chest heaving as she coughed air back into her lungs. She looked wrecked, pupils blown wide, trembling from more than exertion.
Katsuki dragged the back of his hand across his mouth, breathing hard, his glasses fogged and slipping down his nose. His eyes burned scarlet, not with shame, but with something darker.
“You’re not done,” he growled, voice low and commanding as he dragged her closer by her jaw. “You think that was enough? Hah. We’re just getting started.”
Her lips parted, still swollen, her laugh weak and breathless. But the truth curled in her gut like fire: she wasn’t the one devouring him.
He was devouring her.
Katsuki shoved her back, the mattress squealing as her body hit the sheets. Her wings splayed open instinctively, tail twitching as if betraying her arousal. He didn’t even glance at her pitiful little gasp—he was too busy stripping the hoodie off his shoulders and tossing it aside, leaving only his sweats clinging low on his hips.
The air shifted. The nerdy, hesitant student was gone.
This wasn’t timid curiosity. This was domination.
Her breath hitched when his hands tore at her outfit, the enchanted fabric snapping and slithering away in scraps under his grip. In seconds, her body lay bare to him, bathed in dim violet glow from the sigils still pulsing faintly around his room.
Katsuki froze. Not out of hesitation, but because he wanted to look.
His gaze raked over every line, every flawless curve—the swell of her breasts, the dips of her waist, the faint glow of the sigil etched just below her navel. But what held him was lower—between her thighs, glistening, dripping, begging.
“You’re…” His lip curled into a slow, dangerous smirk. “…perfect.”
His hand pressed flat to her chest, fingers spreading over her breasts, rough palm sliding down her stomach. She trembled when his touch brushed the glowing mark, heat sparking like he was testing its power. But then his fingers slid further, tracing over her folds.
Hot. Wet. Soaked.
A low chuckle rumbled out of him. “Fuck… warm as hell.” He dragged a single finger up, watching the way she shuddered, the slickness coating his fingertip. “I wonder…” His eyes locked with hers, sharp and unblinking. “…if this dirty cunt’s gonna feel as good as your mouth did. If you could take me down your throat…” His smirk deepened, dangerous. “…you’ll take me here too.”
Her breath caught. No summoner had ever spoken to her like this—no hesitation, no worship. Just absolute claiming.
And then he pushed his sweats down.
Her jaw slackened. She’d already had him in her throat, already gagged around his cock, but seeing it free—thick, long, veined, standing heavy against his toned stomach—made her chest tighten. Even a succubus, forged in sin and indulgence, felt her breath stutter.
Bigger than she imagined. Bigger than anyone she’d ever taken.
She bit her lip without meaning to. Oh, fuck.
Katsuki saw it. He saw her falter, and it lit something cruel in him.
“You look surprised, demon.” He gripped himself, stroking lazily, smearing her slick over his flushed tip as he lined it up against her folds. He dragged the head along her slit, slow and taunting, pressing against her clit, then slipping down to her entrance but never pushing in. Over and over, letting her feel the weight of him, the stretch that awaited.
Her tail curled tight, her chest heaving. She couldn’t stop the whine that left her throat, her voice breaking in a breathless plea.
“Please…”
Katsuki’s smirk sharpened. He leaned down, his mouth brushing her ear as his cock nudged just barely inside, teasing the first tight stretch.
“That’s it. Beg pretty for me.” His tone was low, dangerous, a promise and a threat. “I’ll open you up… nice and slow. Make sure you feel every inch of what you asked for.”
And with torturous patience, he began to push in—stretching her walls around him, inch by inch, watching the succubus writhe and gasp beneath him as if she were the one being undone.
Her claws tore shallow grooves into the sheets as his cock slid deeper, spreading her open in a way she’d never known was possible. Inch by inch, Katsuki pressed in, watching her face the whole time—her lips parted, gasps tumbling out, pupils blown wide as her body tried to accommodate him.
“Shit…” she breathed, voice breaking. “You’re—fuck—you’re too—”
“Too big?” Katsuki grunted, hips rolling forward just enough to force another inch inside. His smirk widened at her strangled moan. “Thought demons could take anything. Don’t tell me you’re tapping out already.”
Her wings fluttered, tail whipping against the sheets, every instinct betraying her. She wasn’t supposed to struggle. She wasn’t supposed to feel overwhelmed. But her cunt squeezed tight around him, dripping shamelessly, proving her body was addicted already.
Katsuki lowered himself until his chest brushed hers, one hand braced by her head, the other gripping her thigh and hauling it higher around his hip. He held her like she was nothing, forcing her open wider. His lips brushed her ear, his voice a growl.
“Relax,” he ordered, dragging out the last word, “and let me in.”
Her body obeyed before her pride did. Her walls loosened just enough for him to bury the rest of his length with a final thrust. Her cry tore through the room, echoing against the flickering sigils.
Katsuki groaned, his head tipping back, sweat beading on his forehead. “Fuck—tight—” He rolled his hips once, deep and slow, grinding against her walls until she squirmed. “—you feel like you were made for me.”
Her nails raked down his back, desperate, needy. “Ohhh fuck—yes—please—move—”
He didn’t. He just held there, buried to the hilt, forcing her to feel every inch stretching her raw. His hand slid up to cup the back of her head, shielding her from the headboard as he finally drew back. Then, with a snap of his hips, he slammed back in.
Her scream broke into a moan, eyes rolling back, her pride shattering with every thrust. He found a rhythm—slow at first, deliberate, like he was savoring her, testing how much she could take. Each roll of his hips drove her further apart, until she was trembling and gasping, a wreck beneath him.
Katsuki’s smirk returned, sharp and cruel. “Look at you. Demon of temptation, writhing like a slut on my cock.” He thrust harder, faster, slamming her into the mattress with every snap of his hips. “Bet you never thought you’d be the one begging, huh?”
Her voice cracked, tears pricking at the corners of her eyes. She couldn’t even deny it. “N-no—fuck—please—don’t stop—”
He groaned, his grip tightening on her thigh as he pounded her deeper, harder, until the headboard rattled with each thrust.
And in that moment, she understood: she wasn’t the predator here.
She was prey.
Her body arched, wings trembling, as Katsuki’s thrusts grew sharper, deeper, pounding the breath out of her. Every time he bottomed out, sparks shot across her skin, her glowing sigil flaring like it was feeding off the intensity.
“Fuck—you’re squeezing me so tight,” he growled, sweat dripping down his temple as he slammed into her again. His thumb dragged roughly over her clit, and her whole body convulsed.
She gasped, head whipping to the side, mouth open in a cry. “I—ahh—can’t—”
“Yes, you can,” he cut her off, tone sharp, merciless. “Take it, demon. Take all of me.”
His lips crashed onto hers before she could respond. It wasn’t a gentle kiss—it was searing, hungry, claiming. His tongue pressed deep, swallowing her moans as if he owned every sound she made.
The kiss broke her.
Her hips bucked wildly, walls clamping down around his cock as the heat inside her snapped. A scream ripped from her throat but was swallowed by his mouth, her whole body seizing as she came harder than she ever had in her life. Slick gushed out of her, soaking their thighs, her wings flaring wide before curling tight around him like she couldn’t let go.
Katsuki growled against her lips — and spilled inside her.
Hot. Heavy. Endless.
Her eyes flew open at the sensation, moaning helplessly into his mouth as thick ropes of cum flooded her, so much she felt it pooling deep inside before it forced its way out around his cock, leaking down onto the sheets.
Katsuki groaned into the kiss, grinding deep, refusing to let up as she writhed and shook under him. He pulled back just enough to see her face—her flushed cheeks, tear-streaked lashes, lips swollen from his kiss. She looked wrecked.
And to his absolute satisfaction… she looked in love.
Her eyes met his, dazed and vulnerable, as if she couldn’t comprehend what just happened. A succubus, creature of lust and corruption, undone by a mortal’s kiss.
He smirked, thrusting again just to watch her shiver. His forehead pressed against hers, breath hot and heavy.
“Yeah…” he muttered, voice low and rough. “…you’re mine now.”
Her lips trembled, a broken little laugh spilling out. She should have denied it, should have laughed in his face. But all she could do was kiss him back, desperate and clinging, as if she already belonged to him.
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CW: NSFW | frat prez!katsuki x fem art sudent!reader, make-up sex, p in v sex, unprotected sex, mutual emotional vulnerability, intimate physical descriptions, mentions of alcoholism, emotional breakdowns, guilt, and self-destructive behavior, heavy emotional themes, reconciliation, regret, forgiveness, second chance.
His mouth crushed against yours, hungry and unrestrained, and you let yourself drown in it. The way his hands gripped your hips like he’d been starved for years, the way his tongue slid against yours—messy, desperate, devastating. You arched into him, fingers clutching at the back of his sweatshirt, dragging him closer until there was no space left between your bodies.
The friction had you gasping, had him cursing into your mouth. His hand slipped under your shirt, rough palm skating across your waist, and you nearly sobbed at the familiar heat of it. His other hand cupped the back of your neck, holding you steady while his kiss turned frantic, a breaking point years in the making.
“Katsuki—” you breathed, barely a sound, but it shattered him. He pressed you back against the couch, hips aligning with yours, hard and undeniable through the thin barrier of clothes. Your thighs instinctively parted, welcoming him in, and he groaned like he’d just lost every ounce of control he thought he had.
It would’ve been so easy. To let him push further. To let the dam break completely.
But then he froze.
Just as his hand trailed lower, just as your pulse skyrocketed into something blinding, Katsuki tore himself away like it burned. His forehead pressed against yours, breaths ragged and uneven, his entire body trembling with restraint.
“Fuck,” he rasped, voice raw. His fists clenched tight in your shirt, holding on like it was the only thing keeping him grounded. “I—I can’t. Not like this. Not when—” His words broke apart, strangled and helpless.
Your chest heaved, lips swollen, skin flushed. The rejection stung, but the way he looked at you—tortured, desperate, reverent—was worse.
He shut his eyes like the sound of your voice alone could undo him. His jaw worked as he swallowed hard, forcing the words out through his ragged breath.
“If I keep going, I won’t stop. And you—you deserve more than me losing my fucking mind on you after everything I did.”
Your question lingered between you—why did you stop?—but instead of answering again, Katsuki kissed you. Softer this time. It was a contradiction to the way his body trembled, the way his chest heaved, but his mouth moved slow against yours, lingering like he was afraid you’d disappear if he let go.
His hands found your face, framing it, thumbs brushing your cheeks tenderly before they slid down, over your jaw, your neck, until he was pulling you closer by your waist. The kiss deepened gradually, measured, each press of his lips weighted with apology and want.
By the time his tongue teased the seam of your lips, you were already gasping for more. He swallowed the sound, groaning low in his throat as he pushed you back into the couch cushions, settling between your thighs.
“Katsuki…” you breathed, and the way his name left your lips made him shiver.
“Don’t—” his voice cracked, and he kissed you again, harder. “Don’t say my name like that unless you’re fuckin’ sure.”
You tugged at the hem of his sweatshirt, wordlessly answering him. His eyes searched yours one last time—raw, uncertain, begging for your clarity—and when you nodded, his restraint shattered.
His mouth trailed down your throat, hot and slow, biting lightly before soothing with his tongue. One hand slipped beneath your shirt, calloused fingers tracing your ribs, your stomach, the underside of your breast. He groaned when he felt your skin shiver under his touch, like he’d been dying for this very reaction.
“God, I missed you,” he muttered against your collarbone, almost like a confession.
Then his hands were on you, tugging your shirt over your head, kissing every inch of skin exposed. His lips wrapped around your nipple, sucking until you whined, then switching to the other with equal devotion. His fingers slid down, undoing your jeans, slipping beneath the waistband to cup you through your panties.
You arched into him instantly, a needy sound escaping you. He cursed into your chest, pressing harder.
“Already so wet for me… fuck,” he growled, lifting his head to look at you, pupils blown wide. “Tell me you want this. Tell me you want me.”
“I want you,” you whispered without hesitation. “Always you.”
Something broke in him then. He kissed you fiercely, hand sliding into your panties, fingers parting your folds with a reverence that made your thighs tremble. He stroked you slowly, teasing, coaxing gasps and moans out of you until you were clutching at him, begging for more.
He didn’t rush. Not this time. Katsuki made sure you were aching, dripping, nearly undone on his hand before he even thought about taking it further—because this wasn’t just sex. This was him making sure you felt every ounce of regret, devotion, and need he couldn’t put into words.
Katsuki’s fingers moved with a patience that felt unbearable. Every stroke of his hand was deliberate, circling, sliding, pressing just enough to make your breath hitch but never fast enough to let you tip over the edge.
He was watching you—only you—eyes locked on your face, drinking in every twitch of your brows, every tremor in your lips, every broken sound spilling past your teeth. His jaw was tight, like he was restraining himself from devouring you whole, and yet his touch remained steady, reverent.
“Fuck, baby… you’re so pretty like this,” he rasped against your ear, kissing the shell before dragging his mouth down your throat. “Every time you make that sound—” you gasped as his thumb pressed firmer against your clit, “—I swear I could lose my fuckin’ mind.”
Your back arched, thighs shaking as he slid two fingers inside you, curling them slow, deep, unhurried, his palm grinding against your clit at the same time. It was too much and not enough, every nerve alight as you clutched at his shoulders.
“Please, Katsuki—don’t stop,” you whimpered, grinding down helplessly into his hand.
“Not gonna stop,” he promised, voice hoarse. “Not until you cum all over my fingers. Wanna feel you lose it, baby. Wanna know I can still do this to you.”
He kissed you again, swallowing your desperate sounds, never faltering in the rhythm of his hand. The coil inside you wound tighter, unbearable, and you couldn’t hold it back anymore. With a cry muffled against his mouth, you shattered, trembling violently as waves of heat rushed through you. Katsuki held you through it, groaning low when your walls clenched around his fingers, milking them for every drop of pleasure.
“Fuck—there it is. That’s it, angel. So good for me,” he whispered, pressing tender kisses to your tear-wet cheeks, brushing your hair out of your face with his free hand. He didn’t stop stroking you until your body eased down from its trembling high, until you were a limp, panting mess against him.
When you finally opened your eyes, dazed and flushed, Katsuki’s expression almost broke you. He looked at you like you were fragile and holy all at once, like he couldn’t believe you’d let him have you again.
“You okay?” he murmured, kissing your temple.
You nodded weakly, still trembling, and he chuckled softly, kissing you again. “Good. Because we’re not doing this here.”
Before you could even respond, he scooped you into his arms with ease, bridal-style, lifting you off the couch. Your heart twisted in your chest—because this was him. Not the reckless boy who broke you, but the man who was trying, who wanted to give you the softness you deserved.
He carried you down the short hall to your bedroom, nudging the door open with his foot. His lips never strayed far—kissing your hair, your forehead, the corner of your jaw—as though he couldn’t stand to stop touching you.
By the time he laid you down on the bed, carefully, gently, it almost felt like that very first time between you again. His hands were tender as they roamed your body, tugging away the last of your clothes with reverence, like each piece was a barrier he’d been waiting years to peel away.
He stripped himself down too, but slowly, never breaking eye contact as if asking silently—can I? will you let me?
And you did.
Katsuki’s weight sank onto the bed with yours, his hands braced on either side of your body, caging you in. His lips never left yours—kissing you softly, carefully, as though he was reminding himself to go slow, to not lose control.
But when you felt the blunt heat of him pressing against you, your breath hitched, your body tightening instinctively. His forehead dropped against yours, his chest rising and falling in deep, uneven breaths.
“Fuck…” he rasped, eyes screwed shut as if he was holding himself back by sheer force of will. “Baby, look at me.”
You did. And the moment your gaze locked on his, you saw everything. The red rim around his eyes, the tension straining his jaw, the way he was trembling not from lust but from restraint.
“Tell me you want this. I need to hear you say it.” His voice cracked.
“I want you, Katsuki,” you whispered, voice shaky but true. “I want this.”
It was all he needed. His lips crushed against yours again, desperate, as he finally pressed into you—slow, so painfully slow, stretching you inch by inch. You gasped into his mouth, clutching at his shoulders, the familiar sting and stretch breaking into warmth that pulled a trembling moan from your throat.
Katsuki’s breath shuddered out against your cheek, his body rigid as he sank deeper. “Shit—fuck—” he groaned, the sound ragged. “You feel the same. Just the fuckin’ same—like you were made for me.”
Your fingers tangled in his hair, nails biting into his scalp, anchoring yourself as he bottomed out with a low, guttural curse. He didn’t move at first, just stayed there, forehead pressed against yours, chest heaving.
When he finally started to move, it was tender—careful thrusts, slow and steady, as though he was relearning every inch of you. His hand slid down your side, caressing your waist, your thigh, grounding himself in the feel of your body wrapped around him.
It felt almost like the first time. Gentle. Sacred.
But then the simmering ache that had been building for months—the guilt festering in him, the fear eating away at you—started to bleed through every touch. The tenderness frayed into something hungrier, his thrusts deepening, pulling ragged moans from both of you as the weight of your shared history pressed into the room.
Your nails raked down his back, dragging a raw groan out of him. His lips left desperate kisses along your jaw, your neck, your collarbone, as if he couldn’t decide where to pour all the love and remorse choking him.
“Katsuki—” you gasped, arching up into him as the rhythm of his hips grew harder, messier.
“Fuck—I can’t—” he cut himself off, his voice breaking. His thrusts faltered for a second, not from exhaustion but from the swell of emotion clogging his throat. He buried his face against your neck, his words muffled, trembling. “I’m so fucking sorry. For everything. For every goddamn thing I did to you. I don’t deserve—”
“Don’t—” you whispered, grabbing his face, forcing him to look at you even as your eyes blurred with tears. “Don’t you dare say that now. Just—just stay with me. Please.”
That plea broke him. His hips snapped harder, desperate, as though trying to push every apology into you, every promise he didn’t know how to voice. The room was filled with the sound of skin meeting skin, tangled breaths, your cries, his groans—an anthem of messy, unrestrained need.
And then, with his face hovering above yours, eyes burning, voice raw—he asked it.
“Tell me…” His thrusts slowed, heavy and deep, his gaze locked onto yours like the answer would shatter him. “Did he… ever touch you like I do?”
Your breath caught. Tears slipped down your temples, your throat tightening around the sob threatening to spill.
“No,” you whispered, voice breaking. “No one—no one ever touched me like you do, Katsuki.”
His breath hitched, the sound almost a sob. He kissed you fiercely then, swallowing your words, your tears, his hips driving into you harder, rougher, like he couldn’t hold himself back anymore. Every movement was desperate, frantic, like he was fighting to carve his name back into you, to prove that even through everything, you still belonged to each other.
Your body arched into his, meeting every thrust, clinging to him like he was the only thing tethering you to the world. Because in that moment, he was.
His name fell from your lips in broken cries, his apologies spilling from his in ragged gasps, your bodies colliding in a storm of pain and love and desperate need. And as the heat built between you, winding tight and unrelenting, it wasn’t just sex anymore.
It was punishment. It was forgiveness. It was home.
And neither of you could stop.
Your bodies moved in desperate tandem, the room trembling with every ragged cry, every slap of skin against skin, every shaky gasp of each other’s names. The rhythm had fallen apart, no longer steady, no longer gentle—it was messy, frantic, driven by the months of longing and regret that weighed on both of you.
His mouth was everywhere—on your lips, your jaw, the hollow of your throat—like he couldn’t stop kissing you, couldn’t stop reassuring himself that you were here. That this wasn’t a dream. That you hadn’t slipped through his fingers again.
Your nails dug into his back, your thighs trembling as the heat coiled violently in your stomach, snapping tighter with every deep thrust. “Katsuki—” you choked out, your voice breaking.
“I got you,” he rasped, his voice guttural, cracked from the strain of holding back his own undoing. “I fuckin’ got you—always, always—”
The pressure built until it felt unbearable, and when his thumb slipped between you, finding your swollen clit, you shattered. Your body arched off the mattress, your scream muffled by his mouth as he swallowed every sound you made. The orgasm ripped through you like fire, white-hot and violent, your entire body convulsing beneath him as waves of pleasure crashed over you.
He felt it—your body clenching tight around him, your moans breaking—and it dragged him under with you. Katsuki let out a strangled, broken groan, his thrusts faltering as he buried himself deep, spilling inside you with a force that shook his entire body. His forehead dropped against yours, his breath hot and shuddering as he came apart, clutching you like a drowning man clings to air.
The world slowed. The frantic pace ebbed into trembling stillness.
Neither of you moved. He didn’t pull out, didn’t loosen his grip. His arms stayed locked around you, crushing you to his chest, like he was terrified you’d vanish if he let go. His breath was uneven, harsh against your ear, and then you heard it—soft, shaky, unsteady.
A sniffle.
Your eyes flew open, your heart clenching tight as realization dawned.
“Katsuki…” you whispered, your voice still hoarse from your cries. You reached up, cupping his jaw, tilting his face toward you. His eyes were shut tight, lashes wet, the strong line of his nose trembling as his chest shuddered with each shallow breath. He was crying.
Even here—even after you gave yourself to him, after you welcomed him back into your arms, your body—his guilt hadn’t left. It gnawed at him, carved into him so deeply that not even the intimacy of this moment could wash it away.
Your thumb brushed away one of the tears trailing down his cheek, your chest aching at the sight of him like this. The Katsuki Bakugou the world knew—sharp-tongued, unshakable, prideful—reduced to this fragile state in your arms. Because of you. Because of what he did to you. Because he was so fucking scared to lose you again.
Your own eyes blurred, throat thick with the sting of tears.
“Katsuki…” you whispered again, pressing your forehead to his. “You’re still carrying it, aren’t you?”
He swallowed hard, his jaw tightening beneath your palm, but he didn’t deny it. Couldn’t. His voice cracked when he finally forced words past his lips.
“I don’t… I don’t fuckin’ know how to let it go.” His arms tightened around you, desperation bleeding through every word. “It’s eating me alive, every second. I don’t sleep without seein’ your face the night you walked away. I don’t breathe without thinkin’ how I ruined the only goddamn thing that ever mattered.”
His words trembled, hot against your lips. “Even now… even when you let me touch you again—I don’t fuckin’ deserve this. I don’t deserve you.”
Your chest splintered open. Because here he was, baring himself to you in the rawest, most unguarded way you had ever seen him. Not the Katsuki who demanded, not the Katsuki who fought tooth and nail against vulnerability. This was him, broken and begging without pride, terrified of being unworthy.
You held his face in your hands, forcing him to meet your tear-filled gaze.
“Then maybe…” your voice shook, but you didn’t falter. “…maybe we need to finish this conversation. Really finish it. Not running, not hiding. Just… us. Facing it.”
His breath hitched, his eyes wide and bloodshot, lips trembling as he stared at you.
For the first time since everything fell apart, you weren’t just clinging to the past, or drowning in guilt, or trying to outrun your heartbreak. For the first time—you were both right here, raw and bare, and maybe… maybe ready to face what was left between you.
Your chest still heaves as the echoes of release ripple through your body, sweat cooling on your skin. Katsuki hasn’t let go — his arms band around you like iron, his cock still buried deep inside, refusing to let the moment break. You feel the slight tremor in his body, the shuddering breaths that give him away.
And then — a sharp, wet sniffle.
You blink, lifting your head slightly, and your heart clenches. He’s crying. Silent tears slipping down his flushed face, his lips pressed tight as if trying to swallow it back. You reach for him, but before you can say a word, he finally eases out of you, shifting carefully, almost reluctantly, like pulling away meant something permanent. He grabs the blanket, tucks it around you both, then drags himself up to sit against the headboard.
Without hesitation, he pulls you into his side. His arm comes around your shoulders, and you press into his warmth, listening to the thundering beat of his heart. For a long stretch, the only sound in the room is the slowing rhythm of your breaths. Then, his voice cuts through, rough and low.
“I never told you about the first time I saw you.”
You don’t say anything — you don’t dare.
“It was that Sigma Vex party. My frat house,” he mutters, eyes fixed on some invisible point on the wall. “You were in the corner of the living room. Alone. Looked fuckin’… untouchable. Like you didn’t belong there but at the same time, you owned the whole goddamn room. I remember thinkin’—who the fuck is she?”
His chest rumbles under your cheek as he exhales, almost bitter at himself.
“I thought it’d be fun, y’know? A game. New face, new challenge. You shot me down that night without even blinkin’.” His lips twitch humorlessly. “Most people at that party would’ve killed for me to notice them, and you just—looked through me. Like I was nothin’.”
Your throat tightens, but you still stay quiet.
“That’s where the bet started,” he admits, voice breaking quieter. “I was pissed. Wanted to prove I could get you. It was supposed to be…just that. A stupid fuckin’ bet.” He drags a hand over his face, fingers digging into his temple like he can’t stand the weight of his own words. “But the more I tried, the more I saw you. Not just the cold, perfect face everyone else saw. You. The way you carry yourself, the way you don’t waste words unless they matter, the way you look out for people without lettin’ them see it. Every time I pushed my way in, I thought I was winnin’. But really…I was losin’ my fuckin’ mind over you.”
The confession hangs heavy between you, and you realize for the first time — this isn’t Katsuki Bakugou the frat boy, the golden boy, the one everyone admired and envied. This is him, stripped down, raw, terrified of the truth he’s laying at your feet.
“I didn’t mean for it to happen. Didn’t mean for you to mean this much.” His arm tightens around you like he’s scared you’ll disappear. “By the time I realized, it was too late. You were already under my skin. And I knew—fuck, I knew if you ever found out about the bet, it’d ruin everything. That’s why I kept it. That’s why I lied. Because I was a coward.”
His voice fractures on the last word.
And for a long moment, you can’t even breathe.
His voice fractures on the last word, and silence stretches between you, heavy and suffocating. You can feel the weight of his guilt, the raw desperation threading through every syllable.
Your throat is tight, but you force yourself to speak. “You think it was just you that was losing your mind?”
He stiffens, just slightly.
“I let you in, Katsuki. Slowly. Against every instinct I had. Because you…you kept showing up. You made me laugh when I didn’t want to, dragged me out of my walls even when I fought it. I told myself it was nothing. That you were just…loud. Persistent. But I started wanting you there.” You tilt your face up to look at him, eyes glassy. “So when I found out about the bet…it wasn’t just betrayal. It was like you’d ripped me open with your bare hands. Because I thought what we had was real.”
His jaw locks, his knuckles white where they fist the blanket. “It was real.”
“Then why didn’t you tell me?” you snap, your voice breaking at the edges. “Why did you let me fall for you without ever telling me the whole story?”
His eyes shut, and he exhales through gritted teeth, pained. “Because I was terrified. You were already everything, and I thought—if I told you, I’d lose you before I even had the chance to keep you. I know it was selfish. I know it was wrong. But the thought of you looking at me the way you did last night—like I was a stranger—fuck, it kills me.”
You press your lips together, fighting tears. “Do you know what it did to me? To wonder if any of it was real? To question every smile, every kiss, every time you touched me and I felt…safe?” Your voice cracks. “I hated myself for still wanting you even after the truth. I hated that no matter how hard I tried to push it down, I still wanted it to be you.”
That gets him. His hand moves, rough and trembling, cupping your cheek as if he doesn’t deserve to. “I swear to you—every smile, every kiss, every time I touched you—fuck, it was real. The bet was gone the second I realized I actually loved you. I just didn’t know how to fix the mess I made.”
You close your eyes, leaning into his palm despite yourself. “And do you know what scares me most?”
“What?” His voice is hoarse, barely above a whisper.
“That even now…even after everything…I still want to believe you.”
The words hang there, and he looks like you just gutted him. His forehead presses to yours, eyes wet, breath shaky. “Then let me prove it. Let me spend every fuckin’ day proving it. I’ll spend the rest of my life making up for it if you’ll let me.”
Your chest aches at the sincerity, at the raw plea vibrating in his voice. You’ve never seen him like this—open, stripped, desperate. And you realize, in this moment, that this is the only way forward: both of you laying everything bare, no shields, no walls.
Your chest is tight, your pulse racing, and you can feel the ache in your lungs from holding your breath too long. So you inhale, slow and deliberate, shut your eyes, and when you exhale, his name slips from your lips like a prayer.
“Katsuki…”
He pulls back just enough to look at you, red eyes raw, searching.
Your fingers twist in the blanket, knuckles white. “If I let you… if I give you one last chance—” your voice trembles, but you steady it with force, “would you promise me not to lie? Not to hide? No matter how ugly it is. No matter how much you think it’ll hurt me. Will you let me know this time?”
For a moment he just stares at you, like the air’s been punched out of his lungs. His lips part, then close again, like he’s scrambling for words that don’t sound small in the face of what you’re asking. His throat bobs as he swallows hard.
Then he nods. Once. Twice. Fiercely.
“I swear.” His voice is low, cracked, but steady. “On every fuckin’ thing I’ve got—my pride, my future, my life—I’ll never keep shit from you again. I don’t care how ugly, I don’t care how much it costs me. You’ll know everything. Every damn thing.”
His hand cups the side of your neck, thumb brushing the hollow of your throat like he’s grounding himself. His jaw clenches, and for a moment, you see it—the boy who’s been tearing himself apart all this time.
“I’d rather lose everything than lose you again because I was too much of a coward to tell you the truth.” His voice shudders, but his gaze never wavers. “So if you give me that chance… I’ll never let myself fuck it up again. Not with you. Not with us.”
The intensity in his words cuts straight through you, and your eyes sting all over again. He’s not just begging. He’s not just pleading. He’s vowing.
You bite down on your lip, tears blurring your vision, but you don’t look away. Not this time.
“Then tell me one ugly thing right now,” you whisper, your voice rough but steady. “Something you would’ve hidden before. Show me you mean it, Katsuki.”
His breath catches. For a second, his eyes dart to the side, like his mind is scrambling for an escape. But there isn’t one, not anymore. You’ve cornered him into the truth. His jaw flexes, his nostrils flare, and then—he lets it out.
“I thought about drinking myself dead,” he says hoarsely. “The nights after you left—I wasn’t just drunk, I was gone. Every fuckin’ day. I thought maybe if I drowned in it long enough, I wouldn’t wake up. And if I didn’t wake up, maybe I wouldn’t have to feel how bad I’d fucked up.”
Your stomach twists, your nails digging crescent moons into your palms.
“But I did wake up. Every goddamn morning. And every time I did, all I could think about was you. How I couldn’t even call, couldn’t even look for you, ‘cause I didn’t deserve to.” He exhales sharp, eyes squeezing shut. “That’s the ugliest thing. That I wanted out. That I almost chose to leave this world instead of facing the shit I’d done.”
The silence after is deafening. His confession hangs in the air between you like smoke, thick and choking, and you can feel it clawing at your lungs.
Your tears finally spill over, hot and unrelenting. You can’t hold them back anymore.
Without thinking, you lurch forward, pressing yourself against his chest, burying your face in his skin. He stiffens for half a heartbeat, then his arms wrap around you—tight, so tight you can barely breathe.
“You idiot,” you choke out between sobs. “You absolute idiot. Do you even realize—how much it would’ve destroyed me—if you did that?”
“I know,” he rasps, voice cracking as he presses his face into your hair. “I know. That’s why I stopped. That’s why I’m here. ‘Cause I’d rather spend the rest of my life fighting for you than waste it running from the shit I’ve done.”
You pull back just enough to see him, your hands framing his face. His eyes are glassy, rimmed red, but they don’t look away.
And in that moment—through all the pain, the guilt, the regret—you see him. Not just the boy who broke you, but the man clawing his way back, desperate to prove he can be better.
Your lips tremble. Your heart pounds. And then, finally, you let yourself lean into him.
“I wanted to hate you forever,” you confess, voice breaking. “I tried so hard to forget you. But even when I was with him…” your breath hitches, “…I still searched for you. In everything. Every kiss. Every touch. It was always you.”
His breath shudders, and for once, there’s no bravado in him, no mask. Just Katsuki, raw and undone, whispering back, “Then let me be enough this time. Just me. Nobody else.”
You close your eyes, tears streaking down your cheeks as you press your forehead to his.
And for the first time in what feels like forever—you don’t pull away.
The heavy conversation melts into quiet. It’s already midday — you realize the sunlight has shifted, painting the room gold. Katsuki doesn’t leave right away. Instead, he lingers. He sprawls on your couch, long legs stretched out, eating the leftover pastries he brought, flipping absentmindedly through your art book again while sneaking glances at you like he still can’t believe he’s allowed to be here.
He doesn’t push. Doesn’t try to turn the fragile truce into something more. He just… stays. Breathing your air, soaking in the ordinary silence with you, and for him, that’s enough. You can see it on his face — he’s memorizing it all, as if cementing proof in his soul that this moment, this reprieve, is real.
Before he leaves in the evening, you stop him at the door. You steady your shaky hands against his hoodie sleeve and whisper, “I need to tell you something.” His gaze sharpens instantly, but you continue before nerves can swallow you.
“I’ll be meeting Nao tomorrow. At the park, near my place. I have to talk to him, Katsuki. He doesn’t deserve to be… left hanging. He’s been good to me.”
His jaw tenses, but he doesn’t interrupt.
“And if I’m asking you to always be honest with me,” you add, “I have to be honest with you. It can’t be one-sided anymore.”
The words hang there. For a moment, you’re afraid he’ll explode — jealousy, anger, something volatile. But instead, he just exhales slowly, pressing his tongue to his molars like he’s forcing himself to keep calm.
“...Thanks for tellin’ me,” he mutters finally, low and gravelly. He looks away, like he can’t bear to meet your eyes, but you notice the way his hand brushes yours before he turns to leave — tentative, clumsy, but there.
The next day came fast. The air at the park is crisp when you arrive. The park is quiet, leaves scattering across the pavement with each breeze. You spot Nao waiting on the bench, posture straight, hands folded neatly in his lap like he’s rehearsed patience itself. When he sees you, his lips curve into that same soft smile that’s always made you feel seen.
“Hey,” he greets, standing to pull the bench space open for you. Always the gentleman. Always considerate.
You sit beside him, heart hammering, already knowing this conversation is going to hurt.
Nao doesn’t rush you. He never has. Instead, he tilts his head slightly, watching you with that calm attentiveness — the way a psychologist might observe, but with warmth instead of detachment.
And somehow, that makes it harder.
The crisp air clings to your skin as you sit down beside him. For a moment, neither of you speak. The silence isn’t awkward — it’s heavy, meaningful, carrying all the weight of what you came here to do.
Nao is the first to break it, voice steady but soft. “So… you’ve made up your mind. You’re choosing him.”
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Katsuki’s already standing at the toilet, one hand on his waistband, ready to take a peaceful piss in silence like a normal human being — when suddenly:
“Can I hold it?”
He freezes like he just got hit with a stun grenade.
Slowly… very slowly… he turns his head over his shoulder, eyes wide, jaw locked.
“…the fuck did you just say?”
You’re standing in front of the bathroom door like it’s a courtroom. Hands clasped behind your back. Rocking heel to toe. Proud. Serious. Deadly earnest.
“Let me hold your pee pee while you pee.”
He blinks. Once. Twice.
“First of all— DON’T call it a fuckin’ pee pee.”
You nod solemnly. “Okay. Cock.”
“That’s WORSE!”
You pout. “But I saw it on TikTok! Girlfriends do it for their boyfriends. It’s cute. Bonding activity.”
Katsuki stares at you like you’ve just declared war on logic itself. “No.” Immediate. Aggressive. Like you just insulted his bloodline.
“No. Absolutely not. You are NOT touching my dick while I’m taking a piss. That’s— that’s WEIRD. That’s UNHYGIENIC. That’s—”
“…please?”
He inhales sharply like he’s trying to breathe through emotional damage.
“Why the hell would you even want that?”
“I dunno…” you shrug. “I just love you. And I wanna support you through everything. Even your pee.”
He drags a hand down his face, muttering something about dating a certified psychopath, but you can see his resolve crumbling.
He grumbles, pointing at you like he’s issuing a death threat. “Fine. FINE. BUT THIS IS A ONE-TIME THING. ONE. TIME. AND IF YOU LAUGH OR DO ANY WEIRD SHIT I’M ENDING IT.”
You light up like a Christmas tree and bounce over, whisper-shouting, “YAY THANK YOU I PROMISE I’LL TAKE IT SERIOUSLY—”
“SHH— don’t– stop narrating!”
You salute. “Yes sir.”
He reluctantly adjusts himself, awkwardly guiding your hand to hold the base while glaring straight ahead at the wall like he’s bracing for war.
“…okay. I’m gonna go now.”
“Okay.”
Silence. Then pee.
You whisper reverently, “Wow.”
“DON’T SAY WOW.”
You’re grinning like you’re witnessing the birth of your first child. “Look at us. Teamwork.”
“I swear to god—”
You’re holding him carefully with both hands like it’s a sacred relic, lower lip tucked in with deep concentration. Katsuki is tense above you, one palm braced on the wall, the other gripping your wrist in case you do anything reckless.
Everything is silent except for the sound of the stream hitting porcelain.
Then you whisper, dead serious:
“Bro… I feel like I’m playing Wii Sports right now.”
Katsuki CHOKES mid-piss. His whole spine stiffens like you just slapped him with a frying pan.
“EXCUSE ME?!”
Your face lights up like a gremlin who’s just unlocked a new level of chaos. Slowly—very slowly—you tilt your hands a few degrees upward.
“Look, I can aim it higher—”
He makes a horrified noise, gripping your wrist tighter.
“DON’T YOU DARE MOVE IT.” His voice cracks like a middle schooler. “You’re not controllin’ a fuckin’ sprinkler system!”
You’re snorting now, shoulders shaking. He’s red in the face and fighting for his life while still trying not to piss everywhere.
“Shut the fuck up—” He’s wheezing now, grabbing onto your arm like it’s a live bomb. His ears are glowing scarlet.
And then, with the utmost seriousness, you grin up at him and say:
“…what if I write my name on the water with it?”
Katsuki WHIPS around so aggressively he almost loses aim—hips jerking like you just hit him with a taser.
“ARE YOU OUTTA YOUR GODDAMN MIND?! THIS AIN’T A FUCKIN’ ETCH-A-SKETCH!”
You’re crying laughing at this point, full body shaking, still holding him hostage. You try to steady yourself on his hip but that just makes it worse.
“I’m just saying… teamwork makes the dream work.”
That’s his breaking point. He snarls, yanks your hands off like defusing a bomb, and practically slams the flush lever with the aggression of a war general.
He turns, glaring daggers, cheeks red, chest heaving.
“This is the ONLY TIME. Ever. You hear me?!”
You pout dramatically, wiping tears of laughter from your eyes. “Aw, but you looked so cute. Like my little firehose.”
He groans, dragging both hands down his face in exhausted defeat. “Next time you ask me dumb shit like this, I’m pissin’ on you.”
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bakugou scolding his girlfriend for innocently ask him "Can I hold it while you pee?"
he cannot believe what he had just heard. his girl wants to hold his cock while he's taking a piss. he started yelling "What the fuck have you been watching?!" and she's just there looking up at him with big ol' eyes and his will started to waver.
poor katsuki, he's about to be very embarrassed....
Making out with Bakugou but your glasses are in the way
You’d always thought the glasses made you look plain — nothing special, just something you needed. But Katsuki? He couldn’t stop staring whenever you wore them.
There was something about the way they slipped a little down your nose when you were focused, the way you pushed them back up with the tip of your finger, the way the light caught on the lenses and framed your eyes just so.
He’d never admit it out loud, but every time, his brain short-circuited with the same thought: how could someone this soft, this studious, this cute end up tangled up with him, breathless and whispering his name?
It was the kind of contrast that drove him a little wild.
You had barely gotten the chance to take off your glasses before Katsuki crashed his mouth against yours. The kiss started hot, rushed, like he couldn’t be bothered with patience. His hands gripped your waist, pulling you flush against him, and you melted right into it—until suddenly, clink.
His nose bumped the frame of your glasses.
“—Tch, what the fuck—” he pulled back just an inch, scowling like he’d been personally wronged by a pair of lenses. You giggled, breathless, which only pissed him off more. “Oi, quit laughin’. These damn things are in the way.”
Before you could offer to take them off yourself, he’d already yanked them off your face, not exactly gentle, but not careless either—like he couldn’t stand the barrier between him and you for another second. He tossed them somewhere (you’d worry about finding them later) and hooked a rough hand under your jaw.
“Better.” His voice was low, almost a growl, before he pulled you back into him.
The second kiss wasn’t just deeper—it was hungry. He didn’t ease back in; he claimed you.
His mouth met yours with hot insistence, lips parting yours open like he owned the right to. His tongue swept in with no hesitation, slow at first—teasing, tasting—before growing bolder when he heard the tiny noise you let slip against him.
You clutched his shirt like you needed something to hold onto, knees going weak from how thoroughly he was kissing you. He angled his head and pressed in harder, like he wanted to erase any space left between you, like even air was competition.
A low sound rumbled from his chest—half a growl, half a groan—when your fingers crept up to his jaw. He chased your mouth deeper, again and again, kissing like he was trying to make absolutely sure you’d still be breathless even after he pulled away.
And that was the thing—without the glasses, nothing stopped him from kissing you like he really wanted to. Full, consuming, like he was pouring every unsaid word and unspent fire into you, daring you to breathe when he didn’t.
When he finally pulled back, lips swollen and eyes burning into yours, he muttered, “Shit, I’m gonna go fuckin’ crazy .”
You laughed again, softer this time, touching your lips with a dazed smile. “I’m glad.”
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pussy play with Katsuki Bakugou, baby, you already know this man treats you like you’re sacred and sinful all at once. he’s growling under his breath, voice hoarse:
“fuckin’ soaked already. what—been thinkin’ about me all day?”
he's got those thick fingers sliding over your folds, calloused pads brushing your clit just enough to make your hips twitch. he’s slow about it at first—methodical—just watching your face react to every flick, every swirl, every pause where she tries to chase his hand.
and when you whine?
“nah, you’ll take what I give you. be patient, princess.”
AND IF he’s using his mouth?? oh, that’s his favorite game. he locks your thighs open, nose buried in the softness between them, licking you like you're the only god he’s ever prayed to. slow, lazy drags of his tongue up your slit, then a sudden suck to your clit that makes you yelp—and he just smirks into it.
and he’s cruel with how he handles you. he wouldn't let you come until you’re crying, your body shaking, your mouth babbling words that don’t even make sense—overstimulating you to the point you’d gush all over his hand and face.
he would smirk—that shit eating grin he always had when he got you like this.
“Look at you, pathetic. You must’ve loved this, huh?”
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He was wound up tight so that you could see the tension in his shoulders when he exhaled heavily after he dropped his bag near the entrance. His steps were heavy as he walked towards you in the kitchen. As soon as he got to hold you, hugging you from the back, his face buried in your neck, inhaling your sweet intoxicating scent, it’s like all of the tension in his body just disappeared.
He relaxed against you, arms wrapped firmly around your middle as he said, “You smell so good. Smell like vanilla and cinnamon. That right’?”
You smiled, finding it cute when he’s acting this. “Hm? You noticed. How’d you get it right the first try? You like it?”
He scoffed–but there was no bitterness to it. “Tch, ‘course I noticed. Who the fuck do you think I am, huh?” He paused, before he continued, “And yeah… I like it.”
You couldn’t help but beam, hearing that from him. But seeing your reaction from his simple compliment got him feeling so many types of emotions. And you noticed that when he tried to hide his face in your neck again. He hid his face in your neck again, the same way he always did when emotions got too real. But his body is much more honest than he is.
His body pressed harder against your back, and that’s when you felt it. The hardness of him pressing against your backside, more specifically the plush of your behind. You turned your head so you could see his face, “Work was hard today, huh.”
Didn’t take long for him to answer, “Shitty. Every fuckin’ shit was pissin’ me off. And you weren’t there—couldn’t stop thinkin’ about you.”
He pressed his body harder against you, grinding his hardness against your ass, which earned a soft gasp from you. “Didn’t fuckin’ realize—I was missin’ you so bad until I was home and smelled you.”
His words sent shivers down your spine, you were sure he noticed it. Noticed how your body started to tremble just from his words, rough tired voice, and hot breath from his mouth brushing against your sensitive ear.
“You have no idea what your smell do to me—all sweet, intoxicating… and fuckin’ addicting.” He groans as he ground his hips harder, feeling his cock getting harder by the minute of him just pressing against you.
“K-Katsuki–” You gasped when you felt his hand travelled from your waist to touch the softness of your breast as his other hand kept a firm grip on your hip so you didn't try to grasp away from him.
“Fuck, baby… I can’t—can’t fuckin’ hold it in anymore.” His hand that was on your hip a second ago moved down between your legs, pressing firmly. He could already feel the heat and dampness on your shorts from your core. “Shit, you’re already wet from me just grindin’ on your ass like this?”
His hand slipped under your shorts and panties, finally touching you where you’d been aching since he breathed in your scent earlier. His fingers smeared your slick over your folds, teasing around your entrance — enough to make your whole body shiver.
“Katsuki– Please… haa…”
“Please what? You can’t just say please without tellin’ me what you actually meant. Use your words, sweets.” Was he said before his palm brushes against your clit.
“Please… Touch me—I want you to touch me.”
“That wasn't so hard now was it, Princess?” He inserted a finger before adding another, curling them perfectly inside you. His fingers reached that deep spot you could never reach on your own.
“Katsu–!” You breathed his name on a shaky moan, thighs instinctively pressing together around his hand.
“You like that, don't you?” His voice was low and rough, the smug curl of his mouth said he already knew the answer without you needing to tell him.
His fingers worked deep inside you, slow and deliberate, while his other hand kneaded your breast through your shirt. Your nipples hardened against his fingertips, and he rolled his thumb over one before giving it a firm pinch.
You were already teetering on the edge, your release building in a tight, unbearable coil—but then his fingers left you so suddenly your body clenched around nothing. “Fuck,” he hissed dragging both hands away from your body like he needed distance just to keep control.
His hips jerked—He shoved his hand into the waistband of his sweats and freed his cock with a guttural breath, like holding back was physically painful—thick, heavy, flushed, and leaking with precum.
You could feel how desperate he was by the way he didn’t even give you time to complain—lined himself up and pushed in with one hard stroke, burying himself to the hilt. He slammed into you with enough force to knock the air from your lungs. His fingers dug into the plush of your waist like he needed an anchor.
“Fuck—tight…!”
He didn’t ease you into it—just started moving the second he was buried inside you. His hips snapped forward in hard, messy, thrusts, like he’d been holding himself back all day, which he did. His hand moved to turn your jaw to the side. Each time he pushed in, a ragged groan tore out of him, muffled when he caught your mouth in a sloppy, breathless kiss.
“Katsuki–!” You braced yourself against the counter, back arched as he fucked you from behind. His hips snapping harder the more he felt how your wet warm velvety walls wrapped around him tightly. The wet sound of him sliding in and out mixed with the sharp slap of his balls against your ass.
He gripped your hips hard enough to leave marks. Your moans muffled against your arms on the counter. Legs trembling from the force of his rhythm. “Fuck! Gonna cum—Gonna fill you up, baby.” His pace stuttered the closer he was to his orgasm. “That what you want?”
You couldn’t give him an answer—how could you, with his thrusts turning sloppier and more desperate for release? “I– I… fu—ah—” You tried to say yes, but all that came out was broken gasps.
You felt your orgasm building fast—so fast that the next he thrusted into you, your vision turned white. “F—fuck, fuck, fuck—” you gasped, barely able to breathe through it. Your back arched like bowstring, nails digging the counter as your walls tightened hard around him.
He groaned the second he felt you clamp down, his hips stuttering. “Gonna cum—fuck—” he panted, thrusting deep one last time, fingers tightening on your skin as he spilled inside you with a strained groan.
Your orgasm hit so hard your body locked up around him, shuddering. You stayed still—both of you breathing like you’d run miles. His forehead rested against the back of your neck, breath hot and uneven on your skin as he kissed the back of your neck tenderly.
You let out a slow, shaky sigh, practically hissing as he slowly pulled out of you. A sharp aftershock making you gasp and grab his arm. “Easy. Breathe, baby. It’s okay.” he whispered.
You let out a long exhale, shivering once before your body started to relax. His hand rubbed your hips in slow circles as your breaths evened out.
“You okay?” he finally murmured, making sure you’re okay.
“Mhm…”
“Did I go overboard?” he asked again, as if you weren’t already melting in his arms.
“No. You were perfect. Are you okay?”
He didn’t expect for you to check up on him, especially after he was the one who just ruined you. “Always making sure I’m okay, aren’t ‘ya? But yeah, I’m okay… with you I’m okay.”
The room still pulsed with left over energy, like the walls hadn’t caught up to the calm yet. Neither of you needed to say anything, as he holds you closer against his chest.
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