Diagnosed autism,mdd,gad and sad,suspected bpd,hpd,avpd,bipolar 2
I currently have a parasocial darling on jiraiblr
DNI : syscourse blogs,fake claimers,racists,sexists,homophobes,anti alterhuman,anti furry,radqueers,harmful trans ids you are invalid you cannot be stuff like transgroomed
Okay to interact : proshippers,darkshippers,"the big three" as long as ur anti contact
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will do almost anything aside from stuff with little media and real ppl but I will also deny any request I want
I wanted to buy a keychain off Etsy and please tell me why SHIPPING WAS ALMOST £50???? HELLO?? £50 JUST FOR SHIPPING THAT DOESN'T INCLUDE THE PRICE OF THE ITEM
I need to stop picking at my nails I almost couldn't open my diet coke,I've never heard people talking about picking nails it's always biting like I can't seem to stop,whenever my nails are long enough I need to pick at them and pull them
Uwahh I'm immediately regretting my post abt shit I've done,I know I don't do most of that stuff anymore but I'm still scared I'm going to lose all my followers and be forced to deactivate
Okay I decided to actually make this post which is basically cancelling myself/admitting to like problematic and controversial stuff I've done,fun times,idk if they really are problematic but oh well
I have lied about having specific trauma,I don't do this anymore nor have I done it on here but I have pretended for the sole purpose of attention and sympathy
I also ship a lot of darkships,none are incest or minor x adult but a few would class as darkships
I have faked multiple attempts also for the purpose of attention,love and sympathy
I have faked relapsing $h wise also for attention and sympathy
I have told people to ktms in the past
I have overexagerrated how my brother treats me for sympathy
I have faked disorders in the past,idk why i thought it would get me attention but I no longer do that
I pretend I feel sympathy and empathy (this isnt that bad but its apparently seen as controversial)
I was excited when a popular blog quit (I have this person blocked and it is not ame i actually quite like his posts)
I have a c.ai addiction and do not do anything to heal from it
I think thats all,I feel like a few of these aren't that bad but we'll see!!
I want to share my discord for attention but like I said before random dms scare the shit out of me and also because there are a lot of weirdos on jiraiblr
Okay so I actually have to make myself userboxes like I promised (I'm too lazy to figure out how to make good blinkies) but would anyone actually use them if I did
Looking at "bad" artists to hopefully make myself feel better about my art (bad way to ik) and I just felt worse because everything was better than I could ever do
Hm maybe I'll report my own blog so I get termed so when I make a new account everyone will follow me and scream about how much they love me but at the same time it could backfire and no one would give a shit and then I'd be back to 0 followers,what happened to all my attention guys I'm finally posting give me some