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i like that thing uu posted btw 🐹 i rate it 5 hearts ♡♡♡♡♡

[boxofcookie]

#1 ・ Miscellaneous

#2 ・ Silly / funny

#3 ・ Random textposts

#4 ・ Photos / moodboard

#5 ・ Animals

squieek — my posts

♡ saved fur l8er — stuff i wanna come back 2

♡ going shopping — stuff i like/would buy

♡ sparkle on! — disability, illness, health, symptoms, struggles, trauma

♡ p.l.u.r.(al) — plurality, DID/OSDD, parts

♡ whiskers n' tails — nonhuman, kin, species

♡ whips n' thangs — attraction, love

♡ library magic — fiction, fandom, ship

♡ colors of tha rainbow — identity (queer, ethnic, race, language, personality, para, etc etc)

♡ the friendly world — rights, liberation, uplifting minorities, fighting oppression, loving differences

♡ batpupbadger — reminds me of my partners

↳ 🦇 🦮 🦡

♡ i luv to see uu grin! — positive, comfort, makes me feel happy

♡ my 🐴 pretty 🦄 ponies — mlp (all gens), irl horses + ponies, unicorns, anything with pony!!

♡ かわいい女の子 > 0 ~☆ — anime, moe, visual novels, weeb, *some* personal 2019-2021 nostalgia

♡ stimboard

♡ moodboard

[6661666]

@mouzieplush hii. consider this like an "art fight"

i didn't wanna draw the gentrified version of scally for this drawing bc you deserve better (we both do) so i will not be uploading it on art fight (props to you for shamelessly being yourself over on af though, they need it on that cursed website)

if you want anything like the speedpaint or whatever feel free to ask, you can upload this wherever but please say the artist is anonymous or doesn't have any socials. ty. also thanks for consistently being awesome, it feels like everyone i like even a little ends up showing more and more bigotry but you never did. (that's why we feel comfortable replying to your posts a lot, especially from our main, sorry if it's fucking weird i know it's probably like WHO IS HE????)

[boxofcookie]

(Hi hi! I was gonna comment but since they're off I hope uu don't mind my reblog over on my sideblog instead hehe.. if uu do then totally let me know! i wasn't sure if you'd be okay with me reblogging on my main or not either so just in case, i am bringing it here instead!)

This is just so so kind :''] 💖💖 Your style is so cute and I adore the composition!! Scally and Kannika look like they're having so much fun, I appreciate this more thann uu know 🤍💛🩷💜🐁 (And of course, I'll respect your wishes when it comes to art credit)

I'm over the moon that my opinions and acceptance can be seen by you, even if I don't label myself outright! I really do hear you on seeing everyone around uu let their bigotry show, it's saddenning to see—but it only continues to make me push back and keep being the change I want to see (AND NONO! It's really not I promise, I've wanted to follow that blog back actually because uu seem really awesome—I'm just worried that I'D come off as odd aksjdj. But you're really nice! And I appreciate this, as well as our interactions before, even if little they make me feel heard and glad to keep sharing ^.^)

Thank you again :) Keep creating if that's what uu desire to, this is so lovely 🦄🪽 🍪🍪

[boxofcookie]

somepony gave a mouse a cookie today..

[ppups]

[utopians]

it's literally all about having a primary public gender and a secondary personal gender

[auramgold]

a lot of people assume psychosis hallucinations are super intense all-consuming horror movie shit like the memes about the hat man or always horrible debilitating things that make you dangerous to be around

but in my experience 95% of my hallucinations are getting spooked by very clearly hearing someone knocking on my door or calling my name from another room or hearing footsteps walking behind me which are "just" my brain recreating the horror of an abusive childhood

i *have* gotten the "bugs crawling all over me" hallucination once or twice though and yeah that one is exactly as terrible horrible as it sounds AUGH

[auramgold]

(not trying to put you on blast specifically, you're just a good example to jump off of)

media and pop culture hypes up psychosis a lot as The Worst That Can Happen out of sanism, so even when you try and filter that cultural bias out you still assume it's based on something

when, no, psychosis is actually very simple: it's just hyperactive pattern matching. it's your brain's signal-to-noise ratio being off balance, it's seeing images in random static. it's not always this special uniquely big thing, it's in fact quite mundane a lot of the time.

no one is immune to psychosis, it's not purely the realm of the insane. anyone is one bad night of sleep or one bad case of food poisoning or one bad fever away from being just like me on my worst days.

and this, indeed, is why solidarity with the insane is so important: you, yes you too, are just one bad day from joining us, and no perceptions of being a "temporarily embarrassed sane person" will save you from the oppression of the psychiatric institution.

[cerleansky]

The legacies people leave behind in you.

My handwriting is the same style as the teacher’s who I had when I was nine. I’m now twenty one and he’s been dead eight years but my i’s still curve the same way as his.

I watched the last season of a TV show recently but I started it with my friend in high school. We haven’t spoken in four years.

I make lentil soup through the recipe my gran gave me.

I curl my hair the way my best friend showed me.

I learned to love books because my father loved them first.

How terrifying, how excruciatingly painful to acknowledge this. That I am a jigsaw puzzle of everyone I have briefly known and loved. I carry them on with me even if I don’t know it. How beautiful.

[speaklavenderthoughts-deactivat]

absolutely obsessed with these tags

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[monniponi]

Some heroes don’t wear capes… sometimes they have black fur 🛟✨🐶

[paranoidpdsuggestion]

you ever just wanna say 'fuck it' and act like a complete caricature of the worst of your personality disorder even though you know it's gonna make you look like an asshole/annoying/etc. to perso/neurotypicals and make other people with the PD look 'bad', but you don't care anymore? like we are gonna be villainized by these people for the rest of time, why should we care to appease them anymore if they aren't ever gonna listen to us or our experiences anyway

[sea-butterflying]

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F2U for anyone besides pro-harassment beings! Feel free to change anything 🩵 and also feel free to tag me/reblog this with yours! I would love to see.

Personal example under the cut for those who are confused about how to use certain parts

[boxofcookie]

Oh my god I think I'm drinking chemicals who washed this cup. I taste and smell soap in my sprite 😦 I knew I should've just got a mountain dew*

*it's in a bottle so I don't have to pour it out

[mxmuffin]

I love this gif. Me when I need my stool

[cherubg1rl]

[labmousegirl]

one of the things that makes autism a disability (and why some of us choose to label it as such rather than an “alternate neurotype”) is the stress. 

part of autism is just being incredibly stressed. overstimulation? stress. holding a conversation? stress. something happening to our schedule? stress. people talk about how often autism is recognized and diagnosed via our stress responses (like meltdowns) because it is just so common to see autistic people stressed because of lack of accommodations to how our brains work.

and this matters because stress kills. stress causes a lot of health issues, or it can trigger pre-existing ones by making certain chronic conditions flare up. i once had a psychiatrist very unhelpfully tell me i “just need to manage my stress” when the stress i was describing was things i could not avoid in neurotypical society and can’t “just get over”. i can do “self care” all i like but i cannot at the very base level change the way my brain inputs information and reacts accordingly.

[roach-works]

i only learned this year that loud noises aren’t physically painful for other people. i have lived 34 years in a world in which my friends and family regularly physically hurt me at random just by shouting, and i thought everyone else just thought i was kind of a wimp for not dealing with the pain as well as they did.

like. loud noises physically hurt. it’s like a static shock from my ears to my spine that doesn’t stop until the volume goes back down. i thought we all agreed that ‘that’s too loud!’ and covering our ears meant ‘ouch!’. turns out i’ve been dealing with a stressor almost no one else has, my whole life, alone.

autistic people have to keep functioning through debilitating levels of stress that no one else in their life acknowledges or helps them with. it’s no wonder that their most visible ‘tells’ are breakdowns. 

[kawaiidesu]

[vibrantgutz]